(Draft) (Title, would like suggestions and comments)
Tags: CFNM, exhibitionism , Masturbation
This experience or embarrassing moment began on the morning of my fourth days skiing holiday but it didn't end there. Sleeping tired from the previous day’s activities, reluctant to open my eyes, trying to cling to a semi-unconscious state more akin to daydreaming than actual dreaming, a place were at least in part I could guide my own dreams, although what I was dreaming about I cannot remember.
The hotel room was small and did not look like it had been decorated in the last 15 years, yet clean. Sparsely furnished just a single bed, a small wardrobe, table with two chairs; just adequate has a base. There was no window just a large double glass door leading out on to a balcony. Oddly the doors had no curtains or shutter; this didn't trouble me since the room was not overlooked. The bathroom was tiled with pepper pink ceramic tiles not sure if this comes from the 70’s or 60’s but definitely not to my tastes, not being much for descriptions, my first thought when seeing it for the first time was just wow!
Before being fully awake I knew it was a beautiful day. I guessed because of a warm feeling which I presumed came from intense sunlight beaming through the doors and bathing my naked body. When I try and remember how this made me feel I just remember a happy feeling a joy in being alive. Opening my eyes the glaring sunlight confirmed what I already knew, sunlight streaming through the undressed balcony doors illumining the room. Dispute this welcoming I quickly closing my eyes the intensity too bright for my unaccustomed eyes. Now awake aware of myself and surrounding lying prone, my right knee raised and left arm under my head I stretched sleep stiffen muscles.
My first thought quickly interrupted by the sensations from my stiff blood filled cock which was pushing against the bed. This awareness generated an even harder push, pain and pleasure as it tried to stand forcing me to lift my pelvis allowing it jump upright into a more comfortable position.
Cock throbbing, hard pointing up under my stomach, hips and groin alive with intense selfish feelings, flexing from the hips pushing myself against the bed my face reflecting a mixed emotion undecided if my cock was experiencing pain or pleasure, a feeling usually only resulting from having had an erection for sometime. I could not help but feel how natural and easy my hips flexed how young and great my body felt. The room was warm only a thin white sheet covering my lower body. I turning my head to the over side twisting my lower body mirroring my previous position, the sun now directly on my face, half-opened eyes became aware of a silhouette looking through the balcony doors.
It was woman, she was peering through the balcony doors, the sun light shining through her hair. I didn't instantly reacted I’m not sure why! Keeping my eyes shut and body still I didn't what her to know I had seen her again I really don’t know why. First a feeling of embarrassment that was rapidly followed by excitement my heart quicken the blood pumped I couldn't help it; my upper half remaining still as I lifted my hips slightly and pushing my hard cock against the bed, the pleasure shown across my face as an intense feeling extend along my cocks full length.
The embarrassment of being watched was overcome by the passionate intense feels in my hips and cock, I wanted her to watch! Slowly repeating the hip motion not a constant trusting as if to simulate fucking but pausing for relatively long periods between each push enjoying the sensations both physical and mentally. The idea of her watching excited me. Not who she was but what she was thinking occupied my mind, was she still there!
Reluctant to open my eyes; if she was no logger watching me it would destroy this new experience and I really didn't want that, to loss her. For the moment I could at least maintain the illusion.
Curiosity soon overwhelmed the fear of the potential rejection, facing the possible disappointment I peered through concealed slightly open eyes to discover she was still there; to my delight she’d even moved a little closure. Now feeling more confident, I knew she wanted more , I shut my eyes and turned onto my back, spreading my legs slightly arms by my side allowing her to see my body uninterrupted but for the thin sheet that still covered my lower body. I pictured myself looking down from above, my cock lifting the sheet a little, pointing straight up, my large balls equally spaced beneath. I was hoping she wanted me to show her to throw back the sheet exposing my total naked body. Through the sheet with my fingers I played with my balls massaging them slow occasionally running my nail slowly up the underside of my throbbing cock. Checking she was still there I placed both hands under the sheet, this time with my balls in my left hand and gripping my cock with my right I stroked it slow up and down hips moved slightly with each stroke and every now and then my back arching and muscles straining with pleasure.
Pausing to enjoying the intents feelings for what seemed a long time but was probably quite short I throw back the sheet exposing my selfish pleasure. Doing the same as I did before, hands remaining fixed at my side for a moment allowing her to see everything. See was very still I couldn't see her face due both to the sunlight behind her and my eyes not fully opening but I imagined her smiling wanting me to play more. I continued by teasing myself using just my fingers to gently caress the shaft and play with the head. Eventually firmly holding my balls I continued to stroke driven by the thought of her watching me. Balls getting tighter as I approached climax, I normally loved being on the edge and would maintain the feeling as long as I possible could but aware that time was passing I let my self cum, warm liquid landing on me stomach.
My stomach mussels’ tighten lifting my shoulders off the bed and raising my head, eyes now fully open confronting her gaze only for a second before she turns and disappears.
Now the full realisation of what had happen entered my brain, I can here the females reading this thinking yes repeating to them selves that well-known saying that “God gave men both a penis and a brain, but unfortunately not enough blood supply to run both at the same time”, which at this point I would have to agree. (I think it was Robin Williams that said that)
Thought-out the day I couldn't help but wonder what the consequences would be, experiencing conflicting emotions including embarrassment and gilt yet at the same time excitement; I wanted to do it again.
As I hinted at in the beginning the story did not end there.
