OK, its probably time I wrote a decent profile for a change! So many times, on other sites, I’ve put rubbish in the box to have a look around and then deleted my account because it didn’t fee right.
I guess I’m having my sexual awakening, for want of a better expression. For 15 years I have been corssdressing but I have never seen this activity as being kinky. I’ve always felt it was me being me. Before you panic I don’t want a gender reassignment I’m happy living with a foot in both worlds … hence the handle 2worlds :-)
My sexual experience is extremely limited so far. Sex about 4 or 5 times at the most and I’ve only been with a woman so far. I have kissed several men while out as my alter ego Beth but this hasn’t gone any further hence the big question mark still hanging over my sexuality. I’m either straight or Bi I just don’t know for sure.
I would like to meet people to explore this part of my life with. I have a fascination with restraints, blindfolds / partial sensory deprivation. I have tried a full sensory deprivation but it doesn’t really work when you do it to yourself! I’m not sure if I would take my crossdressing down the kinky road or not at the moment. Again another avenue to explore in the future.
I think there are two things which really stop me. The first being I don’t want to hurt anybody’s feelings. The second, which I think will be the hardest for me, is the lack of control if I do enter a bondage session as a sub. I’ve also had control in everything I’ve done so far.
As for the non kinky stuff, I work very hard working …. some would say too hard, my last holiday was 4 years ago. When I’m not doing that I like to read, watch films, listen to music. There are a few other things but I’ll have some mystery oh and I like occasional game to 10-pin bowling :-)
Well I think that is me sort of. I’ve tried to keep it brief as I can waffle when I get nervous or upset. Drop me a line if you want to. Thank you for reading my little profile.
