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The ecstacy of the whip hitting my skin brought tears to my eyes. With each strike the protective cage around my heart was weakened. I told you something, that no slave would ever tell her owner. I am sorry for that, but, when the dust settles, it will be for the best. My heart is back in its cage for protection. |
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I have been logging in more often lately, which in turn has been generating interest. That's nice :)
What ever happened to greetings/salutations in an email? Or ca closing thank you/sncerely etc. Must be the old fashioned romantic in me that dreams of linen embossed stationary and calling cards on silver trays delivered by a handomely attired butler.
Alas, we have come to an age where folks have forgotten formal courtesies.
I know there are no true knights out there, but if you think you are one, or perhaps dreamt about Lancelot and Llewellayn, maybe you have a banged up helm in the attic. :)
In Service,
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I have returned to the community that I learned it. It is the same after a few years, but different as well it should be.
We are wiser, older, a little more jaded by life.
I still seek... but feel safe knowing there are those who genuinely are concerned for me around in my life.
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I received an email from someone who had my interest... It was gone when I received the same exact email two days later...
*sigh*, I understand having a template email, but sending it twice?
It was very disappointing.
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I Haven't been Owned for a while now.
I remember a saying a kink friend has... "A Dom without a submissive is just some guy with a limp flogger".
What is a slave with out an Owner?
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I've been owned for a month... wow it feels like it's been forever.
It's comfortable. He knows my various moods and whims and somehow knows just the right thing to say at that right time.
It's like putting on a pair of old broken in jeans after a week of wearing skirts and blouses. That comfortable, knowing me feeling.
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The challenges of transitioning to a slave again are many. There are so many things I've gotten used to doing on my own, and deciding on my own, that I forget at times, that I don't have to do that.
The difference between a slave and a sub - to me a sub is only submissive when the Dom(me) requests it - for a limited time period, a limited scope of areas. - a slave is submissive in all things and defers to the decisions of the Owner. Either relationship the Dom(me)/sub or the Master/slave take a lot of time and commitment. It's easier to be a sub - sometimes - out of sight - out of mind. A slave always has her owner's heart on her mind. Perhaps a sub does as well.
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I've spent a good part of my life waiting. Sometimes, just in the background, while I continue w/ the motions of living. Sometimes in the forefront where I just stop living.
I've found myself waiting and moving forward at the same time. Something that is out of character for me.
After being unowned for way way too long... I gave my slaveheart to someone today. He has known me for a long time, and knows all those secret things - He's willing to protect my slave heart until the rightful owner step up.
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Wow - what an overwhelming response to the previous entry of it being rude to not respond to an email.
I interpreted the majority of the respondents to say responding to messages that are just the 'one line' How do you do kind don't necessitate an answer.
It also appeared that it has been interpreted that the person who pointed this out to me was in some way being Non-Consensual Dominating to me.
That is far from the case. It was an average everyday conversation with a kinky friend over coffee and we were discussing our respective searches. The comment was made. I took it to heart - although I knew the person making the comment was not passing judgement on me. I'm sorry if it appeared to be that way.
Do you know where your towel is?
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It was recently pointed out to me that is rude to not respond to messages sent out, even if it's to say sorry not interested.
Like a lot of people I don't like to hurt people's feelings, so rather than be truthful, I avoided the confrontation by not responding.
Suffice it to say, I am correcting this behavior.
I am confidant the person who had made this comment wasn't sending those one liners? such as 'wanna chat' or 'I am know what your deepest desires are.'
How do you know if you don't even know me. I don't know you... I don't know what your motivations are, how you feel about things.
Do you believe in the FSM?
What does the number 42 mean to you?
How has the number 42 affected your life?
I appreciate ants...
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