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	The smell of the candles mix with the smell of the leather, as i feel the warmth of my restraints holding me firmly. i feel the delicious pain aching in my breasts the clamps pinching on my willing nipples. The velvet darkness that my beloved blindfold brings cushions all and yet heightens my experience. Mistress hand caressing, then striking i know not which i prefer my senses soar, as i feel the pain then i feel the pleasure, my heart quickening, my pleasure building i hear the swish before the pain, followed by engulfing warmth i feel the tightening of my skin redness grows in uniform stripes, the cane lands once more. my breathing fast my head spins i feel my love juices rise. i long for release But not from my restraints my sexual need being fulfilled i am a submissive whose needs are unique. The need to submit the need to serve, and yet i need more. Am i a masochist? This word is so taboo and yet the pain i submit to takes me beyond the normal sexual pleasure. Takes me to a placea place so addictivelike a drug-induced statei float.my body is no longer part of mei feel no paini feel no restrictionsall i feel is total pleasure.TOTAL LOVE.

8/30/2010 1:05:21 PM

not done much with Mistress this week except she kept trying to insert a postate massager up my no entry hole i think i need some butt trainging first mistress iam looking forward to the day you can use a strap on and humiliate me this is one thing i want more than anything just the thought of you taking me from behind is exciting we did try a cum stopper yesterday not what i thought it be like was quite painful but that just added to the excitmnet of not being able to cum and boy does they work well here hoping for some more fun this week

8/3/2010 2:29:36 PM

had a brilliant weekend with Mistress she taught me some very important lessons pmsl not to act like a slut with text calls see i still remember Mistress
she started by celephaning me from head to toe then pushed me on to the bed as i was unable to move i was then blindfolded and beaton with some sort of object unsure what as i could not see but it bloody hurt and the worse thing about being celephaned is the sting is twice as bad and unable to scearm or move made it worse and so i made a mistake to swear something along the lines of that fucking hurt funny now but not at the time as i then got caned for swearing which hurt more i was then subjected to somthing that was hot placed on my worm and rubbed in and something that was cold i was then had a knife placed at my throat and slashed down my front and my balls threatened to be cut off with the blade placed underneath i darnt move but Mistress did slicing the knive and cutting into my balls she then lashed out and freeded my hand she then placed pegs on my balls and nipple clamps on each ear lobe which killed but seemed to amuse Mistress greatly a bit scary really that she was in near hysterics as she tugged on the clamps and pegs she then ordered me to wank with my free hand whist squirting deep heat or somthing simular and crushing my balls with her heel and knee as i was about to cum she did this for what seemed ages she then secured my hand back up and placed a vibrating massager on my shaft tie it there on full power telling me if i cum i would never be free for 24 hours with the massager strapped for 24 hours but with the constant heel in my groin it was near impossible i was then ordered to cum in 10 sec or more punishment this was impossible and yes i got more canning and then realsed from the blind fold and cleanfilm and thanked Mistress for all the pain i recieved so yes Mistress i will not be a slut again well 24 hours at least pmsl iam off to hide now

7/28/2010 4:53:35 PM

for my Mistress

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a Mistress to me

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a Mistress to me

Ohhh she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a Mistress to me

She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a Mistress to me

7/26/2010 4:24:48 PM

well its been another exciting week under Mistress Georgias control the weekend started very slow but now 1 week and 1 day (lol yes counting) since being denied i got my bon 4 and still not fitted but totally still under Mistress mind control not sure how much more i can take keeping my hands off myself Mistress has stepped up the mark the last two days with play twice a day along with the cb torture tonight mixing it with the pleasure of her hands my god she is truley wonderfull and a true MISTRESS my mind keeps saying i cannot take any more yet the momnet Mistress starts again my little brain says more more

7/23/2010 3:08:44 PM

had a wonderful time with Mistress over the weekend my first experince with knife play and head to toe bondage with Mistress Georgia while i liked the thought of bondage with shrink wrap it was just as good as i thought but think cling film will be my next choice as Mistress did struggle some and unfortantly for her i was un able to help her this time as i had my hands tied (lol) the knife play was a good thought at the time and after being with Mistress for some 20 years i thought i would not be scared and trusted her my god how wrong my thoughts were i was scared shitless and shaking now thinking back to it god my Mistress is good and frighting i do want to try again though even if my brain saying no i just love Mistress having such control over me alas my ending report is not so good at the moment as the lack of play and teasing has been poor over these last 4 days i been in denial and purchased the bon 4 to be fitted and await my torture saturday and should Mistress see this iam sure i will be teased and denied even longer now but hey all in the life of twilight Mistress Georgias loving and loyal slave