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Male Submissive, 64, Tulsa, Oklahoma
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Female Submissive, 36, tulsa, Oklahoma
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Male Dominant, 50
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About tulsa0412
May 30, 2008
Distance sucks! I know Who I should be with, but He's too far away and not able to move back here. Still haven't found that male sub to take my frustrations out on.....
August 5, 2007
Time for a brief update. Sometimes things do work out, just takes a little time. Very soon I'll be with the Dom I am meant to belong to. I am, however, still interested in a male submissive to pamper and please me. :)
March 31, 2007
Now that time allows, I am increasing the time spent in my search for a male slave who wants to give his all to pamper, spoil, and please me.
November 9, 2006
I've found a wonderful Dom who loves me being a slut which means I can play with who I want, when I want, kinky or nilla, Dom or sub....makes no difference as long as I'm having fun. *smiles*
I am now concentrating on finding a male slut to pamper and spoil me. I wish to find one who enjoys spankings and watersports. Age, distance, looks are not as important as desire to please. I seek r/t only....I have no desire for online relationships.
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A new year = a new profile....lol. As this new year begins, I have many new beginnings. I begin a new search for a single, un-attached Dom. I am also beginning to explore my Dominant side and hope to meet with a male sub very soon.
(Original Profile)
Today i begin the next chapter of my life. *smiles*
Yesterday i returned a collar to a wonderful poly Family who i will remain very close F/friends with. They will always have a special place in my heart.
Today i create this profile and begin the tedious search for the elusive non-attached, monogamous Dom. i have tried having a relationship with the 'married and cheating' Dom twice and it doesn't work. So please be un-attached or be gone. Do not waste either of O/our time trying to convince me You are different. i need a Master who needs and wants only me. Although i think having a third person join U/us occasionally would be fun. i desire a Master who will treat me like a lady in the vanilla world and use me as His devoted slut in this lifestyle.
i have been in the lifestyle a little more than a year and have experienced quite a bit. There is still much i need to learn and many things i would like to try. There are things i don't like but are included on my 'interests' list. i am a single mom and cannot relocate. my kids will always come first but i am very willing and able to make time for my Dom/Master. Would be a plus to like children as mine will not be grown for many years and eventually i would like my Master to have a relationship with my kids.
If i haven't scared You off yet, please send me an e-mail.
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Seems I've neglected this site for quite awhile....can't believe it's been more than a year since I posted anything here. Well let's catch Y/y'all up.....I graduated with a 4.0....did NOT go back in the fall although pursuing a Bachelor's Degree IS still an option....have not found that elusive male slave or that dream job.....that about sums it up....lol.
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WOW! I'm shocked it's been so long since I've made any changes to my profile here. Life has been keeping me very busy as I am now on the home stretch of my 2-year degree. I will graduate at the end of June with a 4.0 GPA and a degree in Business Administration/Accounting. Currently I am doing slave labor....school calls it an internship....lol....as a Tax Preparer. I plan to continue college in the fall to gain more credits towards a 4-year degree.
I'm still looking for a male slave....oh how I need some pampering! Don't be shy....please contact me and let's chat! |
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My head hurts.....from natural gas fumes or the many, many gameplayers? difficult to say which has caused the most cerebral pain.....lol. All the nasty comments from these idiots suck the life right out of me. I wish I could just delete and ignore but some part of me always feels the need to respond which usually results in more negative comments insinuating I am the "fake", the "wannabee" .... I truly loved being called a cheater (I'm almost divorced (separated for 2+ years) and have no bf) by the Dom with the "in-the-dark" wife. LOL Sometimes I wish the desire to serve and please would just go away so I can quit this most frustrating search. |
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I don't come here very often any more. I really don't see the point as this site seems to be full of fakes, liars, and cheaters. If all continues to go so well with One I have met on another site, I may delete my profile from here. It's too early to know for sure, but I think I may have found the last remaining Knight in Shining Armor...the One that I've been searching for......and YES!!!! He's single! |
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I'm back from the convention. I didn't win an award.....seems a 4.0 intelligence is no help with computer problems. LOL Seems a bit unfair that I wasn't credited time lost due to the computer problem but as I learned in one of the workshops 'It could always suck more' and 'Get over it!' LOL Now that I am back in PA, it's time to concentrate on some self-improvement starting with weight loss. I am a huge "stress eater" but since I don't see my level of stress decreasing anytime soon, it's time to make a change now and quit using stress as an excuse for not making that change. I have very strong desires to serve and please but feel I have wasted too much precious time searching thru all the wannabees, fakes, and married ones. I am worthy of much more than an occassional "discreet" meeting. Being the "secret" SUCKS!! |
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Feeling a little down and out tonight. Tomorrow I leave for a week away from home and my computer  I know Y/y'all will miss me!!! LOL
In my frustrating search for a Dom and/or male slave, I've been listening to another song in addition to the ones mentioned in previous journal entries. This one is by Gary Allan and is called "Life Ain't Always Beautiful."
"Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart
Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day
But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time
[chorus]
No,life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles
And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way
But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time
No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride"
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Seems I was successful of ridding this place of one fake  Y/y'all can thank me so Y/you don't have to deal with her.....LOL. Silly me thought there might be a better chance of finding a female sub.....back to my original plan of finding a single Dom. |
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Very sick and tired of the many, many players on here *sigh* |
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What a busy day! Am getting alot accomplished ... would prefer to have a nakey male doing the work :) Heck I can't even find a clothed one to help out...lol. Need a nice strong handyman to put my air conditioner in my window....lol. I'll probably end up asking the neighbor to do it. I just keep reminding myself "Good things cum to those who wait." I'm waiting and waiting and waiting....lol. |
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Today has been a very long, stressful day. To the Dom who called 3 times I say thank you for the chuckle Sir. I tried to reply to Your e-mail but see that I am still blocked. You don't need to block me Sir as I have no intention of stalking You....lol. You don't need to get nasty with me and then keep me from replying. My reply was a simple expression of sympathy to You at the loss of Your loved one Sir. |
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Seems I was wrong in my previous entry....LOL. Is it possible to mistakenly call someone and leave messages 3 times each time saying 'I have to delete you from my phone' ..... has been my experience that it takes only a couple presses of a button to delete a number from my cell phone. To that person I say, if You have something to say to me You know where to find me. Don't call 3 times and each time claim it to be a mistake. So either say what's on Your mind or leave me alone. |
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Thought about what to write for quite awhile and have decided to say only this:
things have got to get better for me soon
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A few words of wisdom....lol. If Y/you tell S/someone, W/we can still be F/friends, MEAN IT. LOL
This search for the elusive SINGLE Dom is exhausting! Most quickly show very valid reasons why They are single. 
Looks like another night falling asleep to the words of 'Take It Like a Man' running thru my head.....lol.
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Am having trouble sleeping tonight....need a slaveboy to hold me and rock me to sleep....lol. |
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Tonight I reactivated my profile here after a very short hiatus while under consideration by a Dom. Seems I am real good at chasing 'em away!!  Like the song in a previous entry says Sometimes I just wanna quit. |
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Today in chatting with a Dom, He commented He is 'into' some things more than I am based on my interests lists. Let it be known that if I say 'tolerate it' or 'dislike it' does NOT mean it's a hard limit. Just because I don't like something does not mean I won't participate in it. *wink* |
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WOW! I thought finding a single Dom is difficult.....seems it is just as challenging to find a real male sub. So many promises but none kept.  |
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I'm on spring break and have no one to play with. But, even if I did have someone to play with, I'm stuck close to home as my transmission is dieing. A used one can't be found and only (LOL) $1,600 to rebuild. It's not worth fixing as it's an older vehicle with high mileage. Soooooo I am using it only to limp around town until I have some money for a down payment on something else. The good news is since I am stuck at home, my spring cleaning is getting done....LOL. I try to stay positive and realize things could be worse. Isn't easy with all this stress (there's more going on than just this but I choose to keep some to myself *smile*)....a butt to spank would help!!  |
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Well this year got off to a slow, not so good start but things are looking up. Looking forward to attending a local munch tomorrow night, and seems I have a find a male slut to grovel at my feet.  I do LOVE to spank! Could be just what I need right now! |
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Sometimes, life just sucks! I need an ass to beat! Right now, kicking some balls would DEFINITELY make me feel better! So maybe I will never find a knight in shining armour but is it too much to ask for a honest man? |
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Been a long, hard week.? Sure wish i had someone to cuddle up with tonight. |
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Guess it wasn't just PMS....LOL. "There ain't no Knights in shining armor." Is a lonely evening sitting by the phone waiting and hoping for a phone call that never comes. But on a more positive note, i met a new girlfriend yesterday. *smiles* Should be lots of fun in my future with her. |
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Sitting here wondering why it is when a Dom doesn't get what He wants, the sub is a player and a wannabe. *sigh* |
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another song *smiles*.......
Boy meets girl it's a delicate thing.
So much time spent wondering if.
What you see is what you get.
I keep looking for a friend and a lover.
When i find one he ain't the other.
Sometimes, i just want to quit.
One wants a maid one needs his mother.
They either want space or they want to smother me.
And my poor heart needs somebody who.
Can take it like a man, steady and strong.
Not a lot of fuss and carrying on.
True to a promise i can ride in a storm.
Take it like a man who knows about love.
And every little things that a girl dreams of.
Someone wise enough to understand.
If you want this woman's heart.
Take it like a man.
I met somebody the other night.
Started thinking he was mr. right..wrong.
I might have never known.
If a friend hadn't brought it to my attention.
He's got a wife he forgot to mention.
Girl, leave that fool alone.
I keep hoping and telling myself.
Somewhere there's one good one left.
'cause my poor heart need somebody who.
Can take it like a man, steady and strong.
Not a lot of fuss and carrying on.
True to a promise i can ride in a storm.
Take it like a man who knows about love.
And every little things that a girl dreams of.
Someone wise enough to understand.
If you want this woman's heart.
Take it like a man.
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Maybe it's PMS....LOL....been listening to this Trace Adkins song all evening.....
I CAN ONLY LOVE YOU LIKE A MAN.....
From the time you were a baby,
you had this notion in your head,
that Someone would come along and sweep you off your feet.
Like in all those storybooks you read.
Well if you're looking for salvation,
like some damsel in distress,
girl there ain't no Heroes on white horses.
At least I ain't seen them yet.
There ain't no Knights in shining armor.
There ain't no never, never land.
And I won't ever walk on water.
I can only love you like a Man.
Now heaven knows I'm no angel.
Just flesh and bone like all the rest.
Never claimed to have a halo.
All I can give you is My best.
I will never try to hurt you.
Or even give you cause to doubt.
That My heart is yours forever.
Ain't that what true love's all about.
There ain't no Knights in shining armor.
There ain't no never, never land.
And I won't ever walk on water.
I can only love you like a Man.......
i've been the brunt of much kidding for what i want......been told i have unrealistic expectations. i stood by my desires for a romantic, slightly sadistic, single Dom. But now, i begin to believe those F/friends are right. There are no Knights in shining armor....not even sure there are any out there who can love me like a Man.
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Another sleepless night. Thought reading some of the profiles here would bore me enough to go back to sleep. i wonder why so many profiles are blank or have very little written. i understand it's not easy to describe what Y/you seek or who Y/you are but i do believe something needs to be written. i would hope no one picks a partner based solely on location, height, weight, and age (sometimes there isn't even THAT much info on profiles...lol). Well, i am going to attempt to sleep a little before the sun comes up~~~wish me luck! *smiles* |
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