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	About TubeMaster Reassembling my world, one day at a time. My story is long and stupid. I had learning to do, and some personal healing was long-neglected. When I'm finally able to honestly start a new and improved life, this time I'm picking the right person. Each day that moment grows closer. ----------------- Sometimes I want a submissive girlfriend, sometimes I want a fuck-toy. Frequently, I crave a pain slut. Can all three be the same person, and also not actually be a human doormat? Can a girlfriend love you, enjoy being yours, and then love it when you call her very naughty names in the bedroom, or the kitchen... or the car? Is it fun for girls to pretend to be a bimbo? That has to get exhausting at some point, right? No pics of me yet, but if I find the right person, I will surely say hello. ----------------- Define an awesome relationship We're vacationing in my home town, and crash out while visiting family. I stumble, severely decaffeinated, towards the kitchen. I see you're chatting with my Mom, pouring a cup of coffee. I reach into the cupboard and grab a cup "Hey hon, can you fill me up?" Feigning bewilderment, you stare at me as though I had suggested punching an adorable kitten. A glance at the coffee pot in your hands, then back to me. "NO", you say. clunk The coffee pot slides back in place. "Oh my god, you're such a BITCH"! "Don't even care" are the words you speak as you turn away to go sit back down. Instantly I corner you. "Woman, it is WAY too early for your SHIT". Exasperation in your voice accompanies the phrase "I swear to god I will THROAT punch you if you don't let me sit down". My eyes narrow - unhappiness clear in my expression. A short but no less dramatic pause, and then just more than a whisper - "I fucking hate you". But at that point, you can clearly see it... the edge of my mouth, curled up, the smile unable to be suppressed completely. This is a dumb, silly game, and it wouldn't make any sense to anyone watching really, and honestly, if we meant it, it would be kind of scary... "Oh yeah?" A restrained smile has crossed your face as well. "I hate you more". I shake my head and roll my eyes, letting out a melodramatic sigh. I half mumble "I dont have time for this" while staring up at the ceiling as if asking heaven to intervene somehow. I regard you coolly for a full 2 seconds and glide in, matching my lips to yours. You don't flinch, or even twitch, because for some dumb reason, this game is honestly fun. As I pull away, you speak up through a smile to me: "You're not allowed to kiss me right now." "Oh, I'm not?" "Nope!" My hand reaches for your neck, and I guide us together for another kiss. There isn't a hint of resistance in you at all. Through the kiss, you feel me chuckle. When we take a breath, you hear "Love you, babe." You demur with a "Yeah... me too". Your eyes though, say it loud and clear, you've rarely ever been this happy. I get my coffee, and you grab milk to add it. We both gladly sit down to enjoy our morning. My Mom stares, and asks, "Why the hell do you guys act like that if you're really happy with each other?" "Because, We TRIED normal, and it was freaking BORING."

The addiction:

To feel her in my grasp, to hold her in my grip, and to find her body electrified at the moment. Master takes his slave by the hair, and a hand spanks her body with force. Her hair is yanked upon, and she takes a breath in sharply. Within her, something powerful occurs, an incendiary need to be a servant and a toy.

I could have pulled harder, I could have spanked harder, but I didn't. She knows it. I could have been genuinely rough, I could have hurt her, but I didn't. It's not about injury, it's about control - and she is mine. Whatever words I whisper to her go unheard by any others, if they knew what I was calling her, they would have been awestruck.

She heard them quite well. She knows how I want to use her, she knows what thoughts run through my mind, she pictures ropes, straps, buckles, and a complete loss of control, no way out, no choice, only my willpower, my desires, my needs.

Deep inside, she is relieved, she need not fear anything, she need only to submit, and her master will take care of the rest. She will be a toy, an object, and receive her dominant's lust with unparalleled joy.

She can simply serve, and in this, she is fulfilled in ways that the vanilla world will never understand, in her moments of torment and use, she is also set free. Those dark desires within are... manifest with a sense of wonder and made real within an altered sense of devotion and care. Outsiders would never call it love, for they do not understand that hurt and love are intertwined irrevocably, but some of us, we know that they are one and the same.

The master will take very good care of his slave, his subordinate, she is his life. And in her limitless fulfillment of his dreams, he will ensure that no *true* harm ever comes to her. A good slave is hard to find, and once perfection is achieved, the rewards last a lifetime. Why would we ever toss that carelessly aside?

This life, this way of bondage, was something that I used to fear and shy away from. I used to fight my fear. But then I...

...then I tasted its true power. I'll never go back!"

This is the addiction I have always looked for.

I have found myself.

-Master Cameron

EDIT: Why the fuck does collar me insert paragraphs automatically? I do NOT WANT 4 lines of fucking text under my paragraphs! God Damnit! WHY DOES THIS WORLD INSIST ON AUTOCORRECTING ME?

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