Re-reading my original profile I realize that I was definately in a submissive mode when I wrote it.  I used phrases like, "Ideally I want..." When in fact i don't know if that is my ideal at all.  I believe that it changes from person to person and depends on the situation.  Not because I don't know what I want, but because I enjoy the adventure of learning something new, and am capable of adapting to new situations.

I actually miss dominating my last submissive.  I of course value his friendship, and do miss the man somewhat, but not romantically.  I think what I am missing is the type of relationship we had and the things we did together.  I also miss the experience of growing as a Domme and helping him to grow as a submissive.  Submissives, don't let a Domme make you feel like you can't function without her or can't grow without her.  You can.  But boy, it sure is fun to learn and grow together.

I think one of the subjects that I touched on in my profile said that I was and am merely seeking control.  I may not have stated it completely correctly but that was as close as I could get at the time.  I love and crave D/s.  If I have to be the submissive to get it, then so be it.  If I have to be the Domme to get it, then so be it.  I think I've finally gotten to the point where I am truly comfortable with and enjoy being either.  They are both part of who I am.