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Where do I begin.... here it is from my heart.... I have been on this site for sometime reading and silently learning. I decided that it is time for me fill my profile and "hope" :) I am surprised at how my desire to be submissive to a STRONG and THOUGHTFUL woman.... I am well educated....a successful professional.....who over the years have found that what I really need is Female Led Relationship.... my thoughts maybe jumbled.....but I know deep in my heart what I need and want.... most here talk about "owning" "slaves" "whips" "leather" "scenes" etc.... that is NOT for me.... this is not some kink for me (thought it can be part of it :) ).....what it is for me IS that this will be most "emotional" and "spiritual" bonding..... I expect to fully submit to her.....I suspect it will be a journey.....and just like I have to earn her trust, she will earn my submission.... in the interest of being fully honest, I want to say that I am married.... though it is a DEAD marriage and we are so far apart....it is a marriage....and I "may" have to be in it for atleast till my kids get older (another 5 years or so).......so, it will certainly be a journey.....filled with understanding and care that said....I know who I am and how loyal and dedicated I can be..... I am hoping I can find "my" woman whom God has created me to submit and serve lastly, I am not writing anything that I need in terms of intimacy because I feel that it is very special and something that needs to be discussed ONLY with her :) Good luck to all Cheers