hello, i am known as lil to many friends ,i am here to chat and get to know people .
i have a little side that rises in right situation.but not always
theres alot of fakes on here. i am not interested in relationship if your abroad or other end of country, i would like hands on to gain experience. spent too much time around fakes .
i do use the chat rooms here .
it doesnt cost anything to have manners or be honest but it seems rare on here, i have spoken to a few to only figure they are fakes and now blocked .
i might be a sub but i am not stupid, i am not gonna send you money. i am not gonna bow down at your feet cos your profile says your dom .
a Dom once told me a Dominant is nothing without a submissive to dominate.
a Dom should be honoured that a sub has chosen him to bow down to, it takes alot of trust and honesty and communication to gain this honour plus a lot more
a sub wants to be cherished loved cared for after all shehe has put their life in your hands the least you can do is look after them,
lil
I AM STRAIGHT, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN OVERSEAS OR ONLINE LOVE AFFIAR
not interested in relationships with dommes , or switches.
well am back . few things have happened mainly i was rushed into hospital to have emergency surgery to take gall bladder out , i am now on the mend. went to see Sir at the weekend and forgot how much pain he likes to inflict. saying that i had a great time and it was nice to be back in the play room . throat took a bit of convincing to let Sir go deep in but i think i got there.cant wait for more.
well not written here for a while . went to see Sir when i got back from my travels,was fun , Sir is learning that i distract him from giving me spankings lol . well am going this weekend to see Him ,but its my birthday tomoz hoping i dont get birthday spankings. its ok to write here cos He isnt following my journals so wont get notification to say i have written here. well i am enjoying my time with Sir its a lot of physical sessions but i do have tasks to do so getting a bit of mental aswell . will write after weekend .
well that another session done . was very different , i was restrained to the wall Sir used flogger paddles belt on me .it was very different to last time he used them , i still enjoyed it though we also filmed the session ,but looking back i was finding faults with my body so it has given me motivation to get fitter .
started doing tasks now .i have to watch porn different catagories , 3 of each kind and fill in a chart if i would do what they doing if it excited me if i played and if i cum . its not as easy as i thought .some things dont get me wet but if i have to try them then i would .
al.so excited going for play sessions with Sir this weekend
well 3rd play session done , i really enjoying them and the company of Sir that is giving time up to teach me ty .
been on 2 play sessions now and really enjoying them , didnt think i would master deep throating but i have , hate the cane but love the flogger .cant wait for more
i came across a profile today wiht couple of links on i went to the links and listened to each topic of conversation , i personally found them very informative check them out .
this is number 11 but if you look there are different ones
what to do .
do i give up or do i carry on sick of fakes and emails saying crap and the ones who say they are honest are not
i dont get it , your on a adult site , you put pics up then blank your face out , why ?? incase the wife finds out ?? also uk is a big place why not put where in uk you are ?
grrrr it annoys me
has realised that when people use the word discreet on their profile really means they are married , another thing honesty , they say they are honest blah blah , how can you be honest when really your cheating on your wife
