TPELittleSlave

Hey, everyone!

How are you all doing today? Me? I'm nervous about writing this and really don't know what to say. Let's start with the basics: I'm a plus-sized girly, and I have scars to prove I have been on a wild ride. I have dissociative identity disorder, so I am very forgetful and creative and need a lot of management and time from a Dom. I have been everything from a little to a slave, and I guess I want a combination of the two.

I am looking to eventually be a live-in little slave, one who is a 1950s household. Someone who can be the man of the house and provide me with love, care, and attention, as well as training sessions. So age is an important factor, not too old, then myself, 15 years max. I have just come out of a long-term relationship with a soldier, so I'm used to little to no contact. But that is not what I want anymore. I am looking to move as I am not happy. But not overnight. I don't want someone who is not available during the weekend, or can't do video or phone calls, and is willing to move off this site. I won't be kept a secret again.

I don't agree with punishment for punishment's sake. If a dom wants to hurt me, they should be able to. If a dom has to punish me that means his control and rules are failing, and things need changing,can't just put all the blame on the slave. I am never disobedient for the sake of it, there is always a reason. Discpline is different. But a punishment should not be chased, or enjoyed by either party. That is my belief. I want to please my Dom i just can't self regulate.

If a Dom wants to spank for example, he shouldn't have to pretendd to make up a punishment;t he should do it becausee he wants to.A punishmentt needs to work for the slave, and the slave and the Dom need to acknowledge that his rules or control are unenforceable or unchangeable and need negotiating or changing. I do have disabilities. Yes, it impacts how I can serve, but I can still serve, and yes, I vape. There are many things I want to change about my body and myself, and I do have dreams and aspirations. I am looking for a Dom who can help me make all of these a reality. As well as help me recover and heal.

I have a pleasure kink, so I get my pleasure from pleasing my Dom, and if I know he is happy, I am happy, too. I am willing to relocate, but that depends on where I will never be able to get a visa to the States, for instance. I definitely would like someone under 50. But slightly above is okay, too, I guess. No one who isn't single or has a sub or slave already. I am not here to play; I am looking for a serious, committed relationship.

I love all things extreme. I have a few fantasies I want to live out: love a man in uniform, need a mix of a trainer, a parent, and a partner. But all in all, I am looking for a Master. Start off online for 6 months and then go from there. The voice you have is very important to me, and knowing you are strong enough to hold me down.

If you have made it this far, tell which uniformed service best suits you and why. Or respond with the word Purple. If you do, you will 100% get a reply.

Thank you for your time.

Elizabeth