toxicrose13

I want to thank everyone that has messaged me about my photos over the past few days. You have all been so nice and comforting it. I really appreciate everyone that has messaged me. You've helped show me what beauty really is, and are helping me to feel more comfortable in the body that I have.

That being said, there have been some assholes who decide to call me names and give me advice on how to "make myself attractive". To all of you, screw you! I now realize that being atractive doesn't mean size 2 or flawless, stretch mark free skin. It means believing you are attractive. And I may not have the best body in the world, I know that. But one thing that I have over them is that I can hold a conversation. I am in school for aerospace engineering, and plan to go far in my life.

I've always had body image issues. Last night, a group I'm part of was talking about exhibitionism, so a lot of us stripped down as much as we were comfortable.

Anyway, I thought that maybe I would do it, and try to be comfortable in my body. I took a couple photos to see what I would look like. I hated them. But people kept telling me that I was beautiful. I decided to upload them on here and see what people think.

I used to get a lot of messages on here, and now I'm not getting any...am I really that ugly?

My ex boyfriend is a douche. We were together for a good 6 months, we broke up just a couple of weeks ago, but stayed in contact. We've been talking again this past week, and it seemed to be going well. We were talking and he told me that he still loved me. Of course, I still loved him too.

Well last night, he told me that he was cheating on me most of the time. Worse than that, he's known her and been talking to her since about 8th grade. And now, he's getting engaged in maybe a couple of weeks.

I just don't know what to do right now. I am so crushed and broken and I have no one to turn to. It hurts so much.