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| Hello,
Who I am: I am a 34 year old woman. I am single, divorced. Most of the time I work from home (then I can be available online). 2 days a week I work in the office (then i'm not available). The rest of the days I could be available. I'm not attached to anyone.
Character I'm quite introvert, quiet, quickly ashamed.
Physically i don't think I'm bad looking. I could say I'm an average woman. 167 cm 55 kg. Dark hair, brown eyes. No tattoos or piercings (bellybutton when I was younger, but I don't wear that anymore). I'm just a normal looking average woman. While I am in decent shape I am not in love with my body. In particular my private parts can be called 'sloppy'. It makes me uncomfortable and scared but also ashamed, and at the same time horny.
My feelings are very conflicting.
My confession: I'm quite alone, there is nobody in my life. I could go on the street and seek someone, but first of all I'm not very brave, and secondly I don't seek sex. That's why I'm here.
I have a strang need to feel submissive. To have an owner who decides for me, who controls me, who uses me. The feeling of not being able to take decisions myself anymore, but giving that power to him.
I have strong fantasies about having someone who can control me all the time, and who givs me rules and tasks to expose me and degrade me, things that make me feel embarrassed and vulnerable. Fantasies could be that someone is able to monitor me the whole day (exept the two days when i'm in office) when I'm at home, through webcam or otherwise. Who can make me do things and make me feel humiliated and vulnerable. Of course this is only one example of what is in my mind.
I seek someone who is a real dominant, who has experience, who understands what i need, and who is able and willing to guide me and train me.
I know that there is a theme of public nudity and exhibitionism here. To be clear, I am not an exhibitionist, so don't just contact me to ask for some nude pics, i will not do that. I don't long for the day I can run naked and free. I don't sneak around naked in my house when nobody is home to get my rocks off. I hate being naked anywhere. I get off on humiliation, masochism, and self-destruction. Exhibitionism is one of the things that humiliate me the most therefore I fantasize about it non-stop. I'm not into exhibitionism, I am into forced exhibitionism. Control my clothes, make me go naked, force me to masturbate in public. This will make me cry and cum. This is what i need. But i need it from a master who understands these conflicting feelings, and who can push me into it.
I don't seek normal sex or soft things. Although I don't have experience yet, i don't seek anything soft but i really seek to feel degraded and exposed for real.
I can start online but preferably seek someone I can meet. So It has to be within travel distance from Brussels. But i'm good with trying online, i have access to cam and pics.
If you have any questions please ask.
If you think we could be a match, please contact me.
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