ToserveandpleaseU

I mainly just want to be a "boy" in the sense that daddy guides me. My main kink has always been spanking. I don't know why. I didn't get it growing up and I also have "daddy issues". I have a lot of submissive tendencies. And I read a lot of erotica stories of younger dudes meeting up with older guys to build spanking/dad relationships. I was always wishing that boy was me and every time I would try in the real world it never seemed to be quite what I was looking for. I want a genuine friendship with a man that cares for me . basically I'm looking to be your toy in the bedroom. Teach me how you like to be serviced. Put me on your cock whenever you want. Spank me at your discretion. Whether it's because you feel like it or for a real reason. Tell me my ass belongs to you and you do what you want with of the bedroom I'm looking for more.. guidance. Do you not want me to say the word "cock"? Want me to wear specific underwear? Want me to focus on exercising a certain part of my body? I want to feel small and like I need to do what daddy says. I like being a good boy, but sometimes my many years of doing things on my own might get in the way. I'll be shy or nervous, but just put me in the place and remind me whose words I listen to

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I genuinely want to be a good boy, or girl, for you. (If you're into feminization). I'm just someone who really admires older men. I get shy with authority and have always wanted some kind of relationship with someone who believes boys need regular spankings in their life. I'm looking for someone out there who is into maybe tech, it nerdy things or gaymers. I want to be able to vibe with you in a way yours excited to see me and im excited to see you and once I step into your place you are assertive and take what you want. When you're ready for a break we cuddle or you put me to service doing some chores. Not looking for a partner. Just someone to have real good fun with from time to time.

I traveled and saw a Dom over the weekend. He has a list of other sub boys he sees and something I always thought was hot was being lined up along other naked boys

. It was just me though and while he made me feel good about being a cocksucker it also felt a little lacking. There wasn't any discipline. I kind of wish I felt a little more under a thumb. A little more on a leash and restricted.

It's been a long time since I had been fucked, but being felt like a toy for someones pleasure was nice