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Male Dominant, 42, Huntington, West Virginia
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Male Submissive, 33, North Andover, Massachusetts
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Male Dominant, 24, Odessa, TX, Texas
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About ToolMeshuggah
-Updated: October 23, 2011
I can be a sweet, caring individual -- cute, has been one word -- most of the time, but I can be just as much of a cynic. Blunt, morbid, hilarious (provided you laugh at the previous), and snuggly have also been used to describe me. Conventional male behavior is not my strong suit; I behave according to my mood and care little for how feminine or masculine my actions make me appear. Don't fail to remember that to every cute facade its shadowy flank. I love pain; I love to receive it, and I can enjoy giving it -- if it's within safe boundaries of my partner. There are potent methods in which to spark my sexual rage, who only those closest to me know of. For years I told myself the casual ways in which I gravitated to pain endurance and self-abuse was simply self-loathing, but the rush and the benefits it has given me are apparent. I have not stopped enjoying the sting of hand-tennis, the scrape of knives upon my skin, nor the searing burn all over my body when I run. I live a love of pain every day, and am only beginning to understand it. In play, out of play, pain keeps me alive -- wakes me up in the morning and arouses me in the fading twilight.
Music is a love of mine, drums -- an obsession, but I tend to tilt toward obscure forms of Progressive Rock or Metal. Tool, Meshuggah, Behemoth, Rush, King Crimson, and The Melvins are some of my favorites.
I'm a persistent thinker, philosopher, and intellectual. No, that isn't synonomous to condescending -- haughty. Yes, it can mean indecisive, but that's simply because I think through my decisions carefully, and don't expect sympathy for the consequences. I openly acknowledge the presence of depression and nihilism in my persona. Nihilism has its place in my logic and is being hard-pressed to stop affecting how I look ateverything in my life.
Depression is a battle I am now winning; please, no pity, a hug and something to talk about is much more helpful.
I'm a very talkative and open-minded person. If you're in the mood to talk about insanely abstract universal theory or simply exchange thoughts on fetishism, don't hesitate to poke at or message me.
I'm also considering free-form lyricism, so if anyone has any curiosities, do message me. I could use an outlet.
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