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ToniMcDee

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ToniMcDee - Transgender Submissive, Austin Texas | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About ToniMcDee

Submissive T-girl needing to be permanently owned. I was locked out of my old account again.
I am looking for a strict but loving Dominant to serve. I am pansexual and primarily attracted to Dominant / alpha women, however I am open and curious about serving a Dominant man also.
I lived most of my life as a very closeted male. I began cross dressing in my childhood and have always felt most comfortable in female attire but I grew up in a very conservative farming community in southern Minnesota where everyone knows everyone. It wasn't a good place for someone like me to grow up so I hid my true identity and did my best to fit in as a male. I excelled in sports such as football, baseball, ice hockey and wrestling. When I turned 18 I joined the US Army and served for 4 years as a machine gunner in an infantry unit and was also on the US Army wrestling team Europe. I was an alpha male in my past life, believe that or not. Lol
As I mentioned above, I hid my identity for way too long. I tried so hard to suppress my feminine side until my ex girlfriend snooped through my closet and found my women's clothing and shoes etc and we got in a big fight. She thought I was cheating on her and I told her the clothes were mine. She didn't believe me at first and she left. I got dressed up nice and put on some makeup and went to her house to show her that I was being honest with her. We had a very fun night and ended up making love, however the damage was done. She had outed me to my friends and the rumors flew about wildly. I got fed up with her and everyone else in my life, sold everything I owned, bought an old RV and left my hometown for good. I did a lot of traveling all over the US and started busking songs for tips for extra gas money as I'm a musician. I love to sing and play guitar. I was terrified to wear makeup in public so I did a Bret Michaels impression utilizing just eyeliner and mascara and lip gloss. Slowly I added more makeup as I became more comfortable with that and discovered that I made better tips as female and people seemed to treat me better than before. This was 8 years ago and since then I have come out to the entire world as being transgender. I have been living as female full-time for over 6 years now and have been on hormone replacement therapy for a little over 4 years. It's been such an enormous change for me and I'm much happier than I've ever been despite losing most of my old friends and family because of my decision. I'm ok with that because I realized that none of those people ever really loved me in the first place.
I am currently living in San Antonio Texas and I work at the VA hospital here as a wheelchair Tech. I am very open to relocating as the weather is just too hot for me in the summer months here and I've been unsuccessful at finding a Dominant to share my life with here.

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I have agreed to become the owned property of a Master and will require his permission to meet or interact with others moving forward. He may share me on occasion so please tell me what you would like and I will see if he will permit it.

It appears that the mail feature on this site is down?? 

Whoever took this site over really screwed it up badly! 

I don't dare try to update my profile and add any new pictures. 

All of my pictures on here are from my pre hormone replacement therapy days

My looks have changed a lot for the better and so has my heart and soul! 

There sure is a lot of hetero men checking me out that don't have seeking transgender on their profile list of preferences.

I'm not sure if I should feel flattered or if there just aren't many cis women to choose from? 

I do prefer straight alpha males but I am hesitant to respond to their messages if they aren't seeking a transwoman. 

I just find that a bit strange and I'm looking for men that are secure with their own sexuality..

 Also I find it to be annoying getting messages with just a few words about my looks, no proper introduction etc. 

I'd like to remind those men that if they want to impress a lady then they should put in a little effort and use some common courtesy and respect. Remember that just because I am submissive doesn't equate to I am YOUR submissive. I never will be if You can't treat me with the same respect you would give to a real lady... 

Thank you for your attention to this matter. ;)

- Toni 

Update---- I've tried adding new pictures several times again and it just don't work. I've tried deleting all of my old pictures from 3 years ago but they stay and you're lucky if even one new picture comes once they finally approve  your pictures. I remember the old site, collarme and it was awesome. It was a couple that started that site and when they broke up, the male partner insisted he be the one to keep this site going. She warned us all that this site would become a train wreck and omg how right she was! 

  I'm hardly ever on here anymore. It's too hard to even send out messages with the f'ed upward puzzle that often fails to recognize that you got the puzzle right. Etc etc etc.  What a shame is all I can say.  

Omg I hate this site so bad, it is so fucked up!!

I tried to remove one photo and add a recent one.. 

So I'm down for two days, comes back on and no changes were made. 

I have much better pictures now, these are all from 3 years ago. 

I've since learned to use makeup much better and have been on hormones for 15 months and I'm much more feminine now. 

I guess I'm stuck with what's on here.. 

Unbelievable!!!! 

So, I removed an old picture and I added one. 

That's a risky thing to do on this site.

I have no idea how long it will be before my profile is back up and its just ridiculous! 

Also the anti robot feature doesn't work sometimes and I've lost long messages when I tried to sent them. Is this anti robot thing even necessary? 

I miss the old site when it was collarme 

I hope who ever runs this will improve this site because I think it needs an overhaul! 

 

What a pain in the ass and not the good kind! Lol

Omg this website sucks so bad! 

I just had another long well written journal entry disappear because of the broken security measures on here. 

Who ever is running this site needs to turn it over to someone who can fix these ridiculous problems! 

Long story short, I will not answer one line messages. I don't have time for it. 

I feel like I'm being rude for not answering but I get so annoyed with one line messages and it just shows laziness on your part. If you want to get to know me you need to have a lot more to say than just " Hey There" 

Happy birthday to me! 

I moved back to Texas for my b-day present. 

I am in Austin and hoping to meet a good dominant man and make Austin my home. I will update my profile soon, wish that didn't take so long on here!! 

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! 

- Toni

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