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| Well we all come in search of something ultimately. We all look for that thing, that place, that person, that feeling or that certainty. Some find it quickly, some search for an age and find it in unexpected places, and some just keep on searching, i guess plenty give up or settle for something.
Me i've known what i am for as long as i can recall, it's deep inside me. Of course i spent like many most of my life in semi denial, that's the way for so many of those that don't conform to the 'norm'. So yes i've played at the edges, yes i've dipped my foot in and more, but mostly i tried to settle for that 'norm'.
Well no longer. Here i am in my 50s, young at heart, all my brains and more, free at last to choose. Free mainly of work - sold my business and very independent of all that goes with that, and financially as solid as i am mentally, free of relationships (over a year divorced now), free of worrying about what society thinks, a free man indeed - free and looking to give that totally away with a leap into slavery.
i'm no dreamer, a good imagination, no fantasist, no do me mentality, no shallow needy expectations (well i guess i have some), i know what i am i know what i need to be. Born to believe a slave, needing to learn, to develop, to be enveloped by another. i know you are out there, and i know what will be.
Hope to talk if you are interested.
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