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Hello ! I am new to this lifestyle, but still I am willing to explore.... I have played roles in my past, never gave it a label, just creative in both fashions, sub and Domme....This BBW is hoping to learn more and welcome your experiences to share with me...I prefer nice dialogue as an introduction first off, as friends... Thank you in advance for your reply. I prefer to engage with STRAIGHT CAUCASION SINGLE MEN ... SO PLEASE, DON'T BE OFFENDED IF I DENY YOUR REQUEST TO 'CHAT' or go immediately into Yahoo.... please no bi men or women ...I prefer you to stand at least 5'8", weigh at least 200 or more, but able to be mobile and 35ish to 45ish in age...Traditional education is not mandated but appreciated. Intelligence and charisma are important. Chemistry won't be determined until we physically meet. I will admit in my past, I have been known to say that age is only a number.... must be mentally sound with a lust for life! Celebrate the spirit of the child within, settle with your past, engage in the present and believe in your future! A better picture might be provided if I like what I
see...Your face and eyes interest me the most....Your picture will also be requested if not attached.....Take good care!

10/3/2008 11:19:53 PM
THIS IS REALLY FUNNY!...For a good laugh, please read on....brought it back up for a much needed lighter opinion, dated March 2008...Thanks for responding to this question...Now, I have been given the answer by many, and again, I appreciate this.. but why can't  Bi's  or  Switches  get their own color variation?   Or, we can just split it up?    Why not!    I guess you could figure that the only ones that have their own identity/singular classification are the DOM/Dommes... How fair is that?...  (men) Dark Blue/Red (woman)  ..... and that is that!!!!!!  Well??????? mostly anyways..        The color lavender is  representative of couples, all couples, and  light blue are male switches OR  subs.. and pink are female switches OR subs... Could we add a light green/dark green scenario?   How  about Burnt Orange/ Brown... We could have a color chart displayed on the home page... for all orientations..you know, ... and so on...(tee...hee...hee ) We could even split it all up the  Bi/ switch.... Gay/switch... Bi/ sub Lesbian/sub  ...Sub/ Male ...Switch/ Male....  Sub/Female.....Switch/ Female....... Okay...Okay... Okay. and right now... I am laughing so hard.. i can't  type... Tee...Hee...Hee... Ha.. Ha... Ha.. Can you imagine!?!?!   Well why the HELL not!! Wouldn't that be funny as all.. a new  user comes on in here.. and you have a color chart to follow????....Or better, a color wheel???Tee..Hee...Hee....a color wheel that depicted all genders, preferences and orientations... and then......I am going on here... TOO  DAMN FUNNY!!PREVIOUS QUESTION:How do you get your name to appear under  the "who is online" listing, from one color to another color? I see only red, pink, light blue, dark blue and lavender in there. Does CM choose your color, from your name, preference, etc?....Anyone know this or have an idea?Please let me know if you do, I appreciate it!
8/31/2008 1:13:05 AM

What is it with some of these 'bucks' out here.... They do enjoy themselves (yes you did) .. .Oh, and by the way, you are welcome too, even if you never said thank you ! ..... But?... if something is asked of you, a little thing is said, not to their likings?... Same expectations are requested, only fair, and you know it.....Poof !   They are GONE?... So, do you also avoid driving down past that same street you ever had an accident on, or got a ticket at?     Do you run from every conflict in your life?    Stupid, foolish little twirp, might of stuck around, you buck, might of learned something, gained some needed character in your pathetic life, too bad, lost your lesson, and definately .... lost any more 'enjoyment' with this gifted Woman... How many bridges are you going to burn in here, or out there? ....Staunchly storming off in a hizzy, running from what's right, avoiding further conversations, trying to ignore me now? ... I was even decent to you, afterwards ...and you know it!

8/23/2008 10:32:12 PM

Why do I keep setting myself up to be let down? I guess I need to grow some more skin, thicken it up some.... Glue the duck feathers on.... so the sh_t can roll down it, never impede it, and I can just go on my own merry way...I don't try to hurt people, I am honest... but after so many times... I can see why people lie, why people are fake....why people just use others, and then discard them to go on to the next one....Maybe there is something to be said about being truly in-genuine. They are experts at luring you in, and then poof! If I remember the cliche' correctly.... they finish 'first', and die last too, don't they?    

5/4/2008 5:39:15 PM

Hello! To ALL of the MEN in here... THIS entry is FOR YOU...  It does not matter if you are a Dom or a sub! ...
 
An immediate response is expected from you, once you read our message back from your introduction. This is the same as if you called us up on the phone, we answer the phone and say "Hello?..." and you HANG UP!!!!    If you don't have the time to properly reply back, just say it in your message. If you had the time to read our response, you have the time to say, "I'm BZ, TTYL. Thanx, _____!! "
This also goes for the women on here as well... I do not correspond with women, so I am not commenting on their replying habits...   
4/24/2008 4:39:30 PM

Even when you are down in the dumps, not wanting to feel much, just erase your thoughts and exist a little.... In the back of your mind and bottom of your heart, having just a very few good friends, is your lifeline, almost your savior.... Knowing there will be more times to feel, feel better, feel like celebrating, laughing and smiling, giggling and chuckling.... this is my inspiration to look ahead, maybe tomorrow, or the next day... at least I do know there will be more times ahead, I don't have to stay in this funk forever.....this can't last forever, I can't let it last forever....remember those good times, and believe there are more to come.....this is my salvation and allowance for the mood I can't get out of, the existance I am just inside of, in the middle of the big vast openness, nothing coming, nothing going, just am... here, looking outward from the inside at a distance...

4/8/2008 9:52:15 PM

Right now I am experiencing computer problems, I think I crashed it....RRRR....I am limited to on line access in here on CM and no more "IM" access for awhile......Please accept my apology for not getting back to you Gentlemen, and thanks for your understanding... If you know me, then you also know how else to get ahold of me, Take care, ToldImAwesome!!!!

4/6/2008 2:14:21 AM

 

That indescribable connection.....You feel electrically charged, almost illuminated with an intensive ora... This synapse of you both together, in the same room, or apart... it does not really matter, it is always there, felt down to your core of being, it can be described like  one of our associations with god....omnipresent...everywhere around you...above you, below you, and you feel it with in you too... "common interests" is too petty a description for what I am proclaiming here. Such a rarity, but pricesless when found, especially if it is on equal footing...... 

Oh WHERE?  Dammit... Where are you?   I am looking again, and it has been so long now....Why does life torment me so?  What have I done ?... Why must I find my self when all else seems lost?.... And before, all seemed to find me, but then I was lost... TIMING  IS  the key to life !!!!!!   Man oh man, it would be nice to be that locksmith, cutting all the keys necessary to open the right doors, at the right time in life... Or hell...just open them all, and only close the ones that you know you won't go through, leaving all the other ones ajar......and of course, some of them wide open.....Will you come through my door? Are you out there?
 
My love was taken away from me, and I have been trying to find it again, came so close, "but close only counts... (you know this one right?)... in hand granades and horseshoes"....

3/21/2008 12:41:41 AM

Thanks for responding to this question...Now, I have been given the answer by many, and again, I appreciate this.. but why can't  Bi's  or  Switches  get their own color variation?   Or, we can just split it up?    Why not!    I guess you could figure that the only ones that have their own identity/singular classification are the DOM/Dommes... How fair is that?...  (men) Dark Blue/Red (woman)  ..... and that is that!!!!!!  Well??????? mostly anyways..        
The color lavender is  representative of couples, all couples, and  light blue are male switches OR  subs.. and pink are female switches OR subs... Could we add a light green/dark green scenario?   How  about Burnt Orange/ Brown... We could have a color chart displayed on the home page... for all orientations..you know, ... and so on...(tee...hee...hee ) We could even split it all up the  Bi/ switch.... Gay/switch... Bi/ sub Lesbian/sub  ...Sub/ Male ...Switch/ Male....  Sub/Female.....Switch/ Female....... Okay...Okay... Okay. and right now... I am laughing so hard.. i can't  type... Tee...Hee...Hee... Ha.. Ha... Ha.. Can you imagine!?!?!   Well why the HELL not!! Wouldn't that be funny as all.. a new  user comes on in here.. and you have a color chart to follow????....Or better, a color wheel???Tee..Hee...Hee....a color wheel that depicted all genders, preferences and orientations... and then......I am going on here... TOO  DAMN FUNNY!!

PREVIOUS QUESTION:
How do you get your name to appear under  the "who is online" listing, from one color to another color? I see only red, pink, light blue, dark blue and lavender in there. Does CM choose your color, from your name, preference, etc?....Anyone know this or have an idea?
Please let me know if you do, I appreciate it!

3/21/2008 12:32:40 AM

Why do people keep on insisting to enter their bio/profile/journal using colors that blind one while reading, or force a headache on them deciphering the text versus the background color? Really! Take the  bright pink fusia background, with white the too small and thin font lettering for the text ! All the while,  the page is white too... well..!  What in the hell are you thinking?  Black background with dark grey lettering, why on Earth do you think we are going to strain ourselves trying to read it? It's bad enough when too few stop to read it anyways,  let alone make an attempt to finish it, while it hurts? And they are not all DOMS/DOMMES either!
 Objective is, to get people to view it, and hope they read the whole thing ( yeah right...) Just a thought....
 And if YOU read this whole entry... thanks! Have an eventful day!

3/20/2008 10:04:50 PM
I am working on it, trying my best at times, but my patience runs thin in my vanilla world. I know it is better to be KIND then RIGHT... I will keep on trying here, a work in progress always has possibilities, when one wants to work at the progress, success is likely!
3/4/2008 9:48:17 PM
I guess when it is all said and done, we are who we are, and can be what ever we want to be.... How obsurd it is to fear what others think of us?  If we choose to go against the conventional norm, then what really is the price? Placing importance of other's views of us.... positions, titles, matierials, ego... we are taught to stroke our ego, to be 'ahead', to be  'better then' to have the bigger place, padded bank and savings/retirement account, luxuries to spoil ourselves with expensive materials.... We are lead to believe we must put value in all of these things in life, and IF you don't have it all, you are not worth much.... how untrue....Just a sad presidence, that we value such a system.....  truly corrupted indeed....!!!!!!!!!




And for another observation...as far as keeping the peace  on this wondrous planet of ours.... if we ever want to balance out the tumultuos conflict, we had better get the 'middle' class back. Having only the Upper Class, and Lower Class economically is going to ruin us, and 'them' too.....It is going to be the only way, accross these 7 continents.... it is just that simple,  that obvious, and hopefully introduced sooner then later, in some generations lifetime. It  will be imperative to be implemented!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whysper
 
 Age: 34
 Dillon, Montana