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| In a vanilla setting i am an Alpha male - easy going, sociable with a pleasant life style. I am tall, ok looking, self employed ( doing ok rather than well), with 3 great kids who are independant when they choose to be .
Having said that I am the proverbial swan serene above the water but paddling madly just below the surface.
My problem is that in my private life I am a submissive - and yes it is a problem - as I have no outlet for these feelings and it leaves me empty at times and continually looking. I have no focus or sense of purpose.
i do not choose to be submissive , I just am and whilst accepting it was difficult many years ago , i have had times of great peace and contentment when i have been able to serve a true lifestyle Domme
As you may gather , I am not new to the lifestyle but i am new to this site as i left it a while ago but i have decided to give it another try.
I describe myself as bisexual but the reality is that if it was a vanilla setting then i would be straight. I am not prejudice it is just the way that I am . In a Ds setting however power is the most important thing and the feeling of submission that the right Dominant is able to engender is more important than a sexual preference.
In the cold light of day however i do struggle with the thought of serving a macho, Alpha male
Power exchange is for me the most important apect of all of this and for the right person
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