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tjennd

I am exploring my sexuality and tring to understand my feelings and thought this would be a good place to meet other people with sado-masochistic feelings. Some of my fanticies are very dark and are at odds with my ideas about society and my world view in general so I would like to hear from other people who are having difficulty resolving your sexuality with your humanity. My fanticies usually involve castration,penectomy,genitil torture and whips but I don't know how far I am ready to go in reality.I am also a feminist (I love Robin Morgan, her books and ideas and have serious problems with Mary Daly) I believe that the only way this world can servive is through a loving , peaceful , environmentaly conscious Matriarchal society where every one regardless of gender or race are truly free. My ideas about a Matriarchy are not related to my sexual feeling , I am not an Amazon so don't get too excited potential slaves. I would love to find that special man who I can play S and M games with in the bedroom and have a warm loving 24-7 female led relationship outside the bedroom.
MistressNight247
 
 Age: 45
 Alberta, Canada