Collarspace.com

I'm not even sure I belong on this website. I don't really want to obey orders, I just really love the thought of being used by someone who's only after his own pleasure, and who gets off on my pain. I want to struggle and cry and beg him to stop and have him continue anyway.

I'm very shy and don't have a lot of experience with even talking to guys at all, much less sex stuff, but it's constantly on my mind. I'm really nervous about being here & don't want to give out any personally identifying information right off.

What I will say is I'm a student, I do gymnastics, I've lived in America since I was 3 but was born in Japan.
missxanni
 
 Age: 39
  Maryland