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i am presently soul searching and under advise of Wise Council.Because it is truly for the benefit of myself, my future, and anyone who might enter my life in the future. My life is full of Wonders and good people who care a lot about me, i am grateful for this. This fills me with such a great Joy, i am honored to be part of this circle of people. i spend my days and nights trying hard to make the lives of those closest to me, better. In return They bring me great friendship and comfort on many levels. For this i am extremely grateful. i cannot imagine a better way to spend my time, or more worthy people to spend it with. Submission is a gift and should be thought of as such and not a right because You call yourself a Dominant. I am not looking for play. I want something more. I want to know the One i give myself to. I am not hardcore and need softness in my life. In return for getting to know me as i am, no frills and lots of honesty, i give myself. My life is not normal, but it is what it is. I'm easy going most of the time, but am known to tolerate only so much b/s then i get mad. i have a great sense of humor, and expect anyone who is willing to joke around to be able to take what they serve out as well.

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3/23/2014 11:21:27 AM

My life has brought me far from where i was a year ago. Now settled deep in the mountains and surrounded by new and wonderful people. i am finally letting go of the past and moving into the unknown future.

With great thanks to all in my past, i open the door and walk forward.


4/22/2013 8:39:30 PM

Pondering, pondering, pondering......lol, it is the thinking that always gets me in the most trouble. Think i would learn.....deep thoughts


2/17/2013 8:59:14 AM

Slowly drifting along, exposed to the elements....my thirst and hunger began to take over. My mind could not avoid the thought of my desires. So much i focused on this that i began to lose control. Drifting in and out of this dazed, panicked state....contemplating jumping off from the only thing keeping me afloat, to avoid the elements and possibly gain the things i desired. I clung on in this state...

Then as if awaken from a nightmare, i found myself laying on soft warm sand. Lifting my head slowly, confused....adjusting my eyes i focused on an amazing site. A tray, only 1 foot away, on it sat fresh clear water in a tall glass. Next to it sat some ripe fruit. I was safe, i had my needs right in front of me. I sat up and reached forward to partake, and enjoyed to cool water greatly. Then i noticed something odd. I had been laying on a blanket. As i looked around i saw the others, resting in the sun. And i had a moment of clarity, i had been asleep. 

 I stood, realizing i was naked on a beach filled with people who were not....in a panicked state i jumped up and ran, knocking over the glass of water and sending the fruit rolling away. With great speed i ran to the cover of the treeline, and ran inland till my feet were bloody and i fell to my knees in tears...the nightmare was not over it seems it was a trick of the mind.

 Funny how sometimes you can focus on the things you DO NOT have. So much so that you do not see the DO HAVES. i realize how silly i have been. Today i sit here so very grateful for the DO HAVES in my life. i am so very grateful to be the one who sits here. Grateful to be included in a small circle of amazing people. Grateful for the warm smiles, and kindness towards me when i was crazed and confused. Grateful for my new life. How do i show You the thankfulness i feel for all You have done and continue to do? If You can think of a way, please let me know, because i would gladly comply.

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Sad regrets over take me.....only W/we know the total. You will always be MY HERO never forget this. Thank You for Your kindness. Much Love....tinee


1/28/2013 4:37:49 PM

Out of the blue a lifesaver was tossed at me (Wintergreen....yummmm) and i reached and grabbed it and held on for dear life. So tightly i held that i felt the other end relax as the holder allowed some slack. So scared i pulled harder to find an unattached object within my hands. In my panic i had almost let go, but quickly realized how wrong that would be. It was alright, i was buoyant and floating just enough to rest as i drift along. Now gentle currents flow under me, carrying me along to unknown shores. Resting adrift now i ponder the past, the current, and the future. Through this journey i have grown so much.

The most Sincere Thanks to the One who tossed me a means to rest and regain strength, You know who You are, i thank You for having the patience to stand back and watch me in my struggles. As well as the faith to know i am worth it, even when i doubted it myself. You truly are amazing, and kind. And i would gladly do anything for You, never forget it!


9/14/2012 2:24:30 AM
There has never been a time in my life like this. Deep reflection and contemplation of past and future flood my days and nights. Like a man overboard, i have drifted with great fear of being eaten alive by all seen and unseen that swim around me. With land in sight, i keep up hope. The coast of this mysterious, and possibly imagined place, is laced with obsticles. i hope to make it through....to feel solid ground again.

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brooke1982
 
 Age: 25
 Central London, United Kingdom