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About TigerKittenBBW
Any young ladies interested in sucking my daddy's cock and playing with me girl on girl? Message me.
Also interested in a full time 24/7 live in service submissive to be a nanny, cook and house keeper (preferably with experience in child care). Would cook, clean and drop off/pick up kids from school/day care and fucus on homework. Multiple variations on the submissive role are open to negotiation, including whether you will be slave to only myself, my ex, or both of us.
Very very new to this lifestyle - consider me an infant. I know nothing, so don't expect me to know what you are talking about unless I tell you I know/understand or you teach me. Don't expect me to be able to answer questions about what I'm into or what I am or who I am or what my limits are. This is a journey of self-exploration and it's early on, so these are all things I'm looking to gain clarity around.
In my vanilla life, I'm strong, confident, assertive, career-focused. I have a passion for helping people grow and learn and helping them in their journey to achieve their goals. I often find myself coaching and mentoring and just getting to know people. I love to have intelligent conversations and learn new things. I love to travel and explore. I have a fire inside me that is unquenchable and I pride myself on a job well done.
My dominant side is strong and I understand her. She is a bit selfish - she wants what she wants when she wants it without regard for others. She is a tiger and a dragon - fiery, fierce and powerful. She is an animal that follows animal instincts and gives in to animal urges. I understand her intimately and know how she works and how she thinks. She revels in being lusted after and fawned over. She loves sex and kink for the temporary physical satisfaction.
My submissive side is still an enigma. She is there and yearns to be freed from her cage. To experience sub space and to feel the peace and serenity that comes from releasing control and having the deepest trust in another human being to take care of her needs and protect her, nurture her, teach her, challenge her. She is searching for the ability to control the animal urges and understand why she does what she does. What does it mean to me? What do I want and need from this lifestyle?
I think I'm starting to better understand this, but it's a process and I'm still looking to meet other female sub's and slaves and talk to them about their own journey. My focus is reading, learning, and growing.
"In order to lead, you must first follow."
Today is the beginning of my journey to tomorrow. |
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Can a dragon be tamed? I'm a dragon. My talons are wicked sharp, as are my teeth and my fiery breath will set the earth ablaze. I have the fierce passion of a dragon, but I also have the ferocious tongue that lashes out in anger and frustration. I am stubborn and obstinate - just try to move a dragon who does not wish to move... Like trying to push a mountain out of your way.
Can a dragon willingly submit and joyfully enter into servitude? I think so. Why do I think so? It seems to go against the nature of the dragon to serve anyone but herself.
I think it has to be the right Dom/daddy/master. If you have ever seen the movie "eragon ", there is only one rider for each dragon and the dragon is bigger, badder (yes, i know it's not correct English), and fiercer than the rider, but without my rider, I have no purpose. All I can do is pillage and plunder or hide away in the belly of the mountain. Always running from the dragon slayers.
I think I understand how to reconcile the fierce and ferocious beast who can easily conquer and control, but only by way of destruction, with my desire to submit and serve and find a purpose. I have been so deathly afraid of the words " slave ", " owned ", " giving up control", because I equated them with a loss of my inner strength and power, but I cannot ever lose that, because it is part of me, party of who I am, regardless of domme or sub, mistress or slave. No one can take it from me. Even as a sub/baby girl/slave, I am empowered to choose my Dom and make sure that we are a good fit for each other and cam meet each others needs. I am empowering myself in a new way, because I better understand what sub's mean when they talk about the peace of servitude, the calm in knowing the rules and parameters within which you are living. You don't have to wonder or question, you can simply be. I don't have to serve a masochist, if I need a teacher and a mentor and don't like pain. I don't have to serve someone who punishes, when I need positive reinforcement.
Yes, I think this dragon can be tamed. (By and For the right person) |
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Why do I enjoy sucking cock? Is it the feel of the hard shaft in my mouth? Is it the challenge of seeing how far down my throat I can get it? Maybe a little of these, but I think it's more that I enjoy the moans I hear from the pleasure I give. I crave to hear how good it felt and how wonderful I am at it and that I'm the best he's ever had. But why do I need the praise? Why do I want to be the best? Do I want to be remembered? Craved? Lusted after? Do I not actually feel attractive in my own body and have to give someone a reason to want me?
Still trying to figure this out. |
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