I am no longer looking for doms/masters/mistresses. My heart, body, and soul has been taken.

Thank you. ♥

I am pre-op mtf trans, have been living full time for almost 2 years, and on hormones since Sept 2008. I am tall, 6'1", and slim, 36B and all natural...but would get implants if I had the means...a full C or D would be wonderful!

I am new to the kink scene and very much a sub, mostly into bondage but anything (within my hard limits, which I am still learning) to please my Dom. My only no goes are scat, urine, and blood play. Add to that anything that will cause permanent marks and needle play (which is maybe open to negotiation) since it usually involves blood. Male or female or anywhere in between is good for me. It comes down more to the individual and who they are. I have not been with a woman since before I started transition (and only 2 before that). I am inexperienced with a woman as another woman but I would love to learn.

To date I have been able to play with light bondage, flogging of several types, some painful and wonderfully pleasurable nipple play, sensation play, and spanking. Its amazing how it feels to have different materials rubbed across your skin, then spanked or flogged with them! Recently I can add riding crop, handcuffs,and tens unit to my list of experiences.

Despite being very submissive, I am my own woman. I am an intelligent, thinking, feeling individual. I have a bachelors degree and would of had my masters degree but for a very poor decision that got me removed from the program. I love reading, scifi, fantasy, and supernatural romance. Probably one of my fav series is the Merridith Gentry series by Laurel Hamilton (which has some amazing rough sex scenes in it). Gaming is a big hobby of mine, whether it is pen and paper or computers, I enjoy a wide variety. Cooking is something I love to do and seeing the pleasure that people draw from the meals I create is wonderful.

My big draw to BDSM is the sense of giving up control. I tend to be an over thinker and over planner. When I am being dominated my worries about the future are irrelevant. My dom has control of me so there is no planning. Not knowing what is coming next and being at there mercy is such a wonderful feeling. My biggest turn on is when I am in bondage and unable to move, putting total trust in my dom that they will respect my limits and our safe word and being helpless.

I also take great pleasure in making those around me happy. Making my partner happy takes more precedence then my own. Continually use me though without praise, affection, or some giving back, and I will seek that praise from elsewhere. While I am extremely self giving, eventually I will leave. I think for this reason alone I could never be a slave to another. Sub, yes, slave, no. I have to many of my own desires and hopes and dreams to accomplish. Lord knows, I still have a long ways to go in my own transition. Someday I will be able to say post-op instead of pre-op. :D

Yes, this does mean I want to get gender reassignment surgery (GRS). That is non negotiable. I am female, I don't have any intentions of going through life as a "shemale" sex slave for doms. This is why I do not think I can be a slave. I am submissive but will not give up full control of my body. If this ruins your fantasy, then I am sorry. Please look for the next ts.