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thinkingblueeyes

Dominant Couple, 51, Jackson, Tennessee
Female Submissive, 28, Near Atl, Georgia
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thinkingblueeyes - Male Submissive, Shanghai | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About thinkingblueeyes

Submissive school teacher.
American living in China. Looking for friends.
It's not a question of desire or kink. It is a question of need. The need to kneel before a Woman of Power. To give Her my power willingly, to submit to Her desires. A hunger to please. It is a feeling deep within that craves to be let out, that may allow itself to be caged for a while, but eventually, the need to submit will be satisfied.
Where to begin....hmmm, i recently moved to China, before this i was over in Spain, and before that grew up in the U.S. i am a teacher as a profession and have soft spots for the MILF type as well as the aspiring young Domme type.
i have always known i was submissive, even before puberty. i have always put Women's pleasure at the forefront of my mind.
i have had some great experiences in the past. i had a roommate that was a Professional Dominatrix that showed me quite a few things, including how obnoxious and annoying men can be. i am a firm believer in Female Supremacy. Typically, i will shy away from making contact with Dominant Women simply because i am sure They are inundated with messages and probably do not need anymore. i do my best to never write two unanswered messages, which means if You did not respond to my first message...i will not bother You with another one. i get the hint.

WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.

Best quote i have seen in a while:

"Your mind is my playground."

i do not necessarily enjoy pain.  However, i am utterly powerless to the sex appeal of a Sadistic Woman.  Her mental wiring that gets Her excited in so many ways from degrading and humiliating another drive me wild.  A Woman's mind is far and away Her sexiest asset.

Looking forward to my visit to Manila next week.

It takes courage to submit, but one must be MAGICAL to be worthy of worship.

The waking moment of the day arrives and leaves a man trespassing within his skin, for within that shell lies something greater, something more.  Within that shell resides a walking form of servitude.  Any man can want, any man can take; but it takes strength to kneel and give way. 
Kneeling at Her feet, ignoring the trivial pursuits of his mind and the fetish directed desires of his sex; he implores Her to accept his humble gift of servitude.  He will struggle, he may approach failure, but Her power and his faith shall prevail.

Too many black russians:

I do not write this out of malcontent regarding a prior acquaintance gone wrong, nor do I write this upon a failure upon a request.  No, I write this because the words have requested to be written, and I have too many alcoholic consumptions in too little a time period residing within my vassals of digestion to deny this humble application of opinion.

A man forecloses his fetishes of weakness.  Ido not postulate  this to be him topping from the bottom, nay, I propose his intent is to empower the superior Female with as many tools in her arsenal as possible. 

He is aware of his pride and steadfast stoic nature, so he searches within himself for the keys to crumble these palisades of support, these walls that years of societal standards have strengthened due to patriarchal standards.  He interns himself upon a quest to discover the precipice to pressure and destroy the cathedral of his inner solace, and once broken, his fortress of control can be imploded into a balm of power easily applied to the hands of the appropriate Divine Woman.  For Her to apply to the appropriate location at the appropriate time to maximize Her power and dominance She yields over him.

I just finished watching 'The Whistleblower'.  Nothing in this world makes me more upset and agitated than the mistreatment of Women.  i just fill with rage when i see women being used and degraded in such ways.  i do hope the people involved with the human slave trade meet horrible ends.

Betwix the trespasses of Your might,

my solace hides from its plight.

In Your enveloped hands i crave,

while my tears You intend to save.

You are power, might and fire,

the mystery i so desire.

i am peace, calm and faithful hope;

to hell with that, where's the rope!?

A new school year begins.  Summer comes to a close, i had a wonderful time in Europe, but back to China i find myself.

i used to do my best to write to any Women who viewed my profile.  But collarme now has so many fake profiles they added i have no idea who is real and who is not. 

If You are reading this, and You have interest in seeing my face, i am more than happy to send a face pic.  i simply don't like having it on here in case a student or parent is looking.

A twinkle in Her eye and a curl in Her smile,
A flip in Her turn, and a shake in Her walk,
That's what makes us fall for Her.

An extra second with Her lips, and an absent second in Her look,
The noticeable 'mistaken' gestures, and the hidden forethought,
That's what makes us want Her.

The words we want to say, the actions we wish to do,
The feelings She picks up and the perceptions She carries with,
That's what keeps us from leaving.

 

Perhaps i should not drink Newcastle after a long day of teaching. :)

 

 

'A Woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle.'
And yet a submissive man needs a Woman
like a poet needs his words.
She is his glory, his meaning, his shining star.
She is his fantasy, his dream, and his reality.
She is his cooling breeze, his refreshing drink..
Without Her, he feels amiss, he feels somewhat lost,
He feels misplaced and underutilized.
She gives him what he needs
His service brings him peace.
His submission brings him perfection.
Her happiness brings him limitless joy.

Did i just start smoking cigarettes?  Nope, that was the air in Beijing.  Not looking forward to returning to that air.

i certainly do not envy the task endowed to the Dominant Women on this site.  They have to somehow filter through the heaps of garbage and somehow discover a shining stone to which they can mold.  i don't want to say i feel pity, but i do feel bad.  So yes, i apologize again for all the b.s. the Wonderful Women on this site have to put up with.  Vonnegut said 'men are dumb, women are psychotic'.  Well, i kind of love crazy.  i doubt there are too many Women that love dumb.

Back from a weekend in Manila.  Definitely a curious place.

i want to thank all of the Women who have taken the time to take proof pics/videos.  On most of their profiles they say to not trust a Woman who is not willing to do so.  For that reason, i have chosen not to give tributes or take humiliating photos of myself until i am aware of the person's true identity.  Sorry to be so difficult and high maintenance.

Fantastic trip to Malaysia.  Although, as a Female Supremacist, i really struggle with certain aspects of the Muslim culture.

i am off to Malaysia for three weeks.  i hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season.

Tease and Denial, such a wonderful and playful thing.  i cannot help but love it, the Woman having total control, my body reacting to whatever She desires, staying erect for hours in hope of cumming, then having Her laugh and say not today.  And yet, when You get that crazy horny, You almost want Her to say no because then it means She truly is that commanding, She truly is that dominant.  i say this from past experience, not current.  If You are in the mood to tease and deny a submissive teacher, i would love to hear from You.

Ahh, parent conferences.  Always a curious time.

I'm a bit curious on if any women find they are more horny in the mornings then compared to the rest of the day?
A Fun Saturday

So i am new here in Shanghai and am not quite well versed in all the different parts of what is arguably the largest city on the planet.
A female acquaintance of mine was interested in what it would be like to be a Dominant Woman.? We had spoken a bit here and there.? We met up a couple weekends ago and had a good time, basically just me on my knees and Her letting Her hands go whereever they wanted, pinching, biting, scratching, etc.
This Saturday i was hoping to find one of the infamous markets in the city and She wanted to show me one near Her.?
She did not allow me to cum all week, so when i saw Her i was definitely excited.? i made sure to bring a large bag to cover up any bulges in my jeans.
We went shopping and She chose some outfits for me (male attire....behave).? Then we went shopping for Her.? It was kind of funny, there we were, it was time to barter and i could tell She wanted me to step up and be the man, and so i did.? And i got some pretty fantastic deals, then i went back into bitch role as i paid for the items and carried them. :)
After that we went to a park that was completely empty, it had a lovely view of this building in front of us and a courtyard below.? She had me on my knees and was slapping me around a little bit, a couple light ball busting kicks, and then we realized the people in the building could probably see us, so we moved again.
At this point i laid down and She stood on me, then put all of Her weight onto my face with one leg, (ouch).? After this, it was about an hour straight of intense orgasm denial and teasing, i have never wanted to cum so bad in my life!? She was loving every minute of it, much more time and i might have been crying.? She eventually needed to meet a friend, so we parted ways and She gave me permission to cum when i went home.? But it was a painful walk with those blue balls.
i don't want to bash, but it is going to happen anyways.? If one's only interest is shopping, and they are on this site simply to get money to do that interest, is it really bdsm or just fundraising?
That would be a good thing to put on a resume if You wanted to get a job for an advertising company "I successfully garnished $2000 from men using a product I had absolutely no interest in."
i can understand the interest in financial domination, i have bought Dominant Women i have fancied presents before.? And it was a rush for me, but i would much rather be at home naked serving them than handing over my credit card.? i have absolutely no issue with someone having financial domination as a fetish or a kink, i just struggle when that is the ONLY thing they are interested in.? It is simply a piece of the puzzle.? Puzzles are not very interesting when there is only one piece.?
As for tributes, i can totally understand those.? Especially when it comes to the initial tribute, the Woman goes on cam, proves She is real, then the slave proves he is real by giving a small tribute.? That has logic behind it.? There are SOOOO many fake men on here.? men who just want to wank off to a Woman's profile, or use Her for 10 minutes for his own desires, or to actually set up a meeting and then flake off and not show up.? i know their feeling, everytime i ever served a Woman for the first time, i was overwhelmed with the feelings to run away, to flee.? But i considered that a cowardly move, i put my chin down and walked up the steps into that realm of unknown.? And most of the time, i was extremely happy with the choice.
Living with a Pro-Domme i saw how pathetic men were and how needy, and i now believe it is harder for Women than men to find what they are seeking for.? As a sub, it is a bit more clear cut, they are giving me a yahoo address right away and are asking me to go to a website, ignore.? Not so easy for Women, a man can look pretty good a couple hundred miles away and with typed words.
We all seek, but few find.? All of us need to begin by looking in, and too few of us choose this painful path.? We choose comfort and weakness, rather than truth and reality.
i am very much into the psychological side of all this.? i have always wondered why i felt the way i did, and why others could feel the opposite.? i am a firm believer in Female Supremacy and have been known in the past to show a little light onto this realm to interested parties.? Women should realize the hidden power they have over men.
i once took a section of the CIA interrogation handbook and adjusted it to a FemDom relationship.? That was a curious experience allowing a Woman to try it out on me to test the psychological power She could acquire.? it is quite curious what a person will do after sleep deprivation.
i try to be an honest individual.? So, i should admit that i do browse profiles, find one particularly delightful, read and absorb every drop of information on the page, imagine a life with such an amazing Woman, imagine the difficulties of the reality of the situation, going beyond the fantasy and getting into the grit.? Getting to that point where there is true work involved and how we would adjust to the realities and not just the fantasies.? And then, i smile and realize fate did not quite have that path in mind at the moment.?
Sorry about the run-on.
Upon this breech of desire we endure, a constant fleeting of necessity.? A rush of pain, a gasp of breathe and gifts unspoken are exchanged.? A thankful glance, a taking smile, a night outspoken in delight.?
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