Thayneskitten

I am supposed to be edging every day this week without cumming. Today when I did, I was already very wet from him touching and teasing me relentlessly. I kept thinking about when he told me I didn't deserve to cum. How I thought he thought I was just a kook for having that particular fetish. Turns out it turns him on a lot too, which is awesome. Sometimes when he tells me my place is to serve men it is upsetting, if I'm not deep enough in subspace... today I was definitely deep enough. This week is going to be such delightful torture.

Tonight, I masturbated to orgasm after edging for ten minutes with a butt plug inserted. I found myself thinking about our play last weekend, when Thayne fucked me in the ass for the first time. Ever since then, having the butt plug in has felt much more comfortable and... right, if that makes sense. I'm still scared of the anal sex. I think I need a lot of encouragement and work up. But I'm hopeful about the possibility of really getting into it and doing it often.

I hope he calls me soon. I'm ready to sleep!