thatsubguy

 I got back on here today and this was my old submissive profile.... i am more or a switch really. At this point I am happy with myself and just looking to meet friends and freaks to get to know. Life is too short to not be having fun MOST of the time :) 

Unowned. Seeking my last Owner ever. 24/7 FLR

 i will do as i am told, i am not looking to dictate anything. i seek an Owner that i fit with, that connects with me as Her property.  I am not a series of buttons that have to be pushed to get me to do what You say. i am one that once my devotion is taken and i am accepted as property, i honor that and am faithful without Limits

i have talent and willingness, i am loyal, dedicated, depraved, pathetic, useful and aware of what i am.

i am jaded and have been used by many for years, i am not worn out but have had my limits pushed further than most,  so i do seek an extreme Owner. I am easily controlled and kept in my spot , by a Powerful Larger than Life Owner. 

i have been on my own for a while, but i seek my last Owner. 

A couple may be best for me. 

Some fetishes i have experienced and share are:

Objectification, 

Long Term Isolation

Full Toilet use

Humiliation

Cumdump

Ashtray

Denial

Reprogramming

Mental Conditioning

I am not trying to dictate a list of kinks my Owner needs to check off, just listing them to show my experience . 

Although i do seek to belong as property, I want You to know how this property has been used. 

Here is my profile  from that other fetish site( CM blocked the name lol ) for those that have not seen me there:

UNOWNED! Ok time to really say something here.... I will tell You who i am, with no judegements to who You are or what you think about this lifestyle. This is who i am, please respect that and I will respect who you are. This lifestyle is not about rejecting societys rules to be saddled with another smaller kinkier community's rules. Be yourself, that is what this life is all about. So that being said..here's meeeeee........

I am old ( lol) I know who i am and what i need to be happy. I am not a switch. I am a true submissive, bottom, slave. I seek to be owned. I am not looking for sex. To me vanilla sex is jacking off with someone elses hole. Its back and forth and back and forth, cum and done. Vanilla sex is boring, it is like a moving your yard with a riding lawnmower, you get on and make circles until you run out of gas. I've been there and done that. The biggest most potent sexual organ is the human brain. So yeah i want to be mind fucked. Get in my head to get me off.

However, it is not about getting me off. I get off by serving others. My Owner to be exact. and this life to me is more than just getting off. I seek to be owned. To wholey belong to another. To give everything i am, everything i have, everything i will ever be to another. My utter and total submission is my gift to the one that will own me. I am not some jocko-homo-frat boy trying to get in your panties. I want to be in your heart. To be Your property. And for You to be in my soul, to be my soul.

I have many intrests and talents outside of kink. I am very creative, handy with tools (lol) woodworking, construction, painting, sewing, cooking, computer stuff, filmmaking, animation, writing. I have been in theater, i have been in a band, i have been a drag queen. Like i said i am old and have had lots of life experience. Some may say i lack focus, and that is true to a point. I am a big old box of talent and abilities ready to be put together by my Owner into the perfect reflection of Her.

I am funny, cynical, but hopeful, serious, thoughful, dorky, caring, loving, easy going, faithful, obedient, commited, and loyal to the end to the one that will own me. I like to take risks, but careful calculated risks lol. I am not flighty, and can commit to something and someone. Own me and You will own me for life. I am complex as we all are, smart, sometimes too smart for my own good, sometimes smart-assed but always in an adorable way :)

i hate not being owned and having to be on my own. I dont do well as an independant agent. That is not to say i am clingy and needy, i am very automamous, i just like to know what what i am doing is for my Owner. I lack motivation to make myself happy, id much rather do for my Owner. You would always come first to me, above all things.

EXPERIENCE:

Pretty much everything. I have been in this lifestyle, either living it or playing it for over 13 years. I have been owned as a live in in the past two times. Both ended well and friendly, this life was just not for them. I have been used as a domestic, cook, whipping boy, i can take pain well, take humiliation with the best of them, i adore being used as a full toilet, servant, ashtray, bitch, you name it i will do it. My ONLY LIMIT is being arrested, kids, and harming others. Permanent markings on me are fine if You wish it, I would be Your property totally.

Expectations:

Around here??? none. I have lived in Johnson city long enough to know what most around here consider lifestyle. and it is not for me. If you are out there, you have been hiding well. or i have not been looking in the right places. Collarme sucks, i am not too happy with this site, but ill try, what other choice do i have living here?

So if this had not ran you off and you are stil reading this then I may be the one for you. there is hope. I look forward to hearing from You.

humbly submitted.