What am i?
i am a slave with no Owner. Whether i was born a slave or whether i 'brainwashed' myself into becoming a slave - it does not matter. All that matters is that i know this, i accept this and i would have it no other way.
To me, being a slave means being owned - being used and yes, being abused by my Owner(s) - for the benefit of my Owner(s). i see my role as a slave to aid my Owner(s) in their confort and pleasure - to make the Owner(s) life (or lives) better at my expense.
i see my status as a slave is lower then that of a pet - a pet is loved and cherished - while i should be used, abused - thought more like a multi-purpose tool - and 'appreciated' as you would appreciate your dishwasher, your washing machine - you realize your life would be less fulfilling having to do all the work you can use me for.
It should be your goal - that is the goal of any and all persons - to enjoy all that life has to offer. To devote your free time for your enjoyment, your pleasure, to the enrichment of your life in the ways important to you. It is your free time that is your life - it is when you are free to make the choice of what you wish to do.
It is my goal to give you more free time - by using my free time for your use. To perform tasks and chores that you hate, that are below you. Those tasks are especially suitable for me. But do not stop there - any task or chore you wish or need to be done and you feel your time would be better spent doing something else - use me to free up your time. That is what i am for.
It is my desire to become your servant, your butler, your maid, your cook, your chauffeaur, your gardener, your go-for, your beast of burden, your handy man, your whipping boy and more - what you need me to be i wish to become. But i can never become a man, your lover - i know my place will always be at the feet of my Owner(s) - and never an equal.
i exist to serve and to be used. Without an Owner i am nothing - my Owner gives me purpose. i exist for others - to serve others, to be used by others, to be abused by others.
i am a slave. i do not expect my path as slave to be easy, on the contrary i expect it to be hard. i will count on my Owners to make it hard. The harder, the more difficult, the more painful, the more i must sacrifice - all for the better. my 'limits' exist only to be stretched and surpassed - or simply ignored - because it is at these times when i truly become the slave i am - with no will of my own - no control of my own - everything in the hands of my Owners - as it should be, as it needs to be.
It is my duty as a slave to love, adore, cherish and worship my Owner(s), to honor, respect and be loyal only to my Owner(s) and those they may wish me to serve, to serve and obey as they wish, and to be thankful and appreciative for my Owner(s) allowing me to be what i am - for giving me purpose - for using me.
Ideally i would prefer being the property of my wife, cuckolded and be made to serve my wife and her lover (or lovers).
As a close second choice, being owned by a male-female couple (married or in an intimate relationship), again a slave owned by both Master and Mistress would be my preference.
i should state that i do not consider myself gay, bisexual or even hetereosexual. i consider myself a slave - and as a slave my Owner(s) decide if and how i am to be used sexually. If it is the desire of my Owner(s) to sexually service male or female - i will do my best to comply.
What i seek for in Owners is simple - they must have a strong desire to own and use a slave. A sadistic streak is a big plus. A desire to 'show off your slave' a bonus. Age, race, looks and expereince is irrelevant - all that is important is important is that you desire to own me, use me and abuse me.
At this time i am seeking any of the following:
- a female of whom i can develop a LTR with, whom has interests in Female Domination and cuckolding.
- 2. a female or females, with or without experience, who are interested in using a submissive male who is destined to become a slave, using me in any number of ways on a part time basis, or
Here is my fantasy which i would love to make a reality. In my fantasy i am married to a dominant female who i serve in any safe sane way she sees fit. Sexual service including oral and body worship, dressing her, bathing her, my doing housework in the nude, etc. We engage in a variety of bdsm activities where i am placed in a variety of bondage positions and disciplined in a variety of safe sane ways within my limits. We also engage in other fetish activities such as my worshipping her boots. If my wife mistress likes she can certainly have 1 or 2 or more lovers male and/or female white and/or black, etc. If my future wife does not want other lovers that is fine with me as well. When i am being disciplined my wife's lover may watch while my wife disciplines me. Once we are done, then i am required, while in bondage, to watch while my wife and her lover make love. During their lovemaking perhaps my wife or her lover have reached orgasm once to several times. Of course, if my wife has more than one lover perhaps the two or three lovers have watched while my wife has disciplined me, after which the two or three lovers then make love to my wife, while i, nude, in bondage and helpless, am required to watch. Once my wife and her lover or lovers are done, perhaps the lover or lovers watch while i body worship and orally worship my wife. If my wife prefers to shower before i make love to her that is fine with me. If you interested in making my fantasy a reality please contact me.Thank you.
