i have lived as a woman for 31 years. i love high heels, the feeling of stockings, the way lipstick feels on my lips, the way bright red nails make me feel, and the way a woman smells! There is nothing a man can do that will make me want to be with him, but there is no way that i can deny a Dominant Woman Her desires to have me and use me any way that She wishes! i knew from a very early age that i was not a normal boy, and by age 5 i was hopelessly lost in my soul to the deep need to be a girl! The older i grew the more i had to find a way to be a girl, but it was very hard to do so openly. Since 2007 i have lived openly (due to family concerns i could not do this sooner) as a woman and i will stay this way. i can't afford the SRS, so i will have to live as i am. As much as i would love to have the SRS i can't let that stop from being as i feel i am in my heart and soul! i have had dreams of being a slave since i was 15 and i don't know why but i have a very strong need to be owned and COMPLETELY!!! used and abused as a sex slave, and i am willing to give up complete control to any non-smoking Domme who has a strong desire to own me! For what it is worth, i am allergic to tobacco, thus anable to serve a smoker. |