Things have changed for me in my life and some are good and some are bad. But that is the balance of life. I got burned out in the IT field and had a break down. I just couldnt take being treated like I knew nothing cause I am female. So now I am on disability so I can move any where in the US but I have a limited income. But as a bonus I have all the free time I could ask for. I am not in a rush to relocate until its right for all parties. I do not do KIK or any kind of sex chat. There are places that can fulfill that. I am not looking to waste anyones time and I am looking for something real. Even though I am sub and a slave to the right person, I do have value.
I finally got a good job working in the field I love IT support. Now I can be happy at work and get paid what I am worth. Which will allow to get some of the things I want in life. But now I need to really focus on finding a Dominate that I can serve.
I am ready to meet people for coffee or dinner to see if I am what you seek. I have my life in order which means Im stable. I am ready to focus all my energy on my next and last owner in this world. Here is the catch with me I am Post Operative transgender. Which means I had the surgery a long time ago to fix what I call a birth defect. If you have any questions I would be more then happy to answer them. I see myself as female and that is why I list my gender as female. I never thought of myself as anything else.
Looking for someone to take me to a local dungeon and maybe make some magic.
I had to drop out of DeVry for the time being due to a lack of funding..
I was attending DeVry to get my BoS degree in Networking administration.do to working full time and attending DeVry my time is limited. I dont do yahoo any more, but skype I do.
Free spirited soul seeking understanding and friendship. Im strong positive loving person seeking what we all seek, acceptance and love.
Everyone says I have a warm and caring spirit about me. I would prefer someone no more then 10 years older then me. And I will respond but it might take some time do to life and huge amount emails I havereceived so far.
I am looking for more than just being a sub or slave to someone. I want to be a friend and be allowed to love who I am with and get some love in return. I give more then I get always.
One of my biggest fantasy is to find a pony trainer. But my other huge fetish Rubber and latex. I would love to find someone that wants to turn me into there rubber doll. I love the smell and fell of latex and rubber.
Now a little about me personally outside of kink...Im a tech by trade. I see myself as stable but not rich by any means. So I can support myself just not others for very long. I prefer to manage my own money. But will share in the cost of living if invited at some point. ) Im health and clean. I make mistakes like anyone else but I do own up to them and take punishment well. I know I might seem a little too good to be true but I am not. But I am not dumb and just going to pack and move after one chat or call. After all i am the one taking the bigger cost and risk. Im complete adult and if things dont work out I like to stay friends.
Im a Capricorn and knowing what that means will tell you volumes about me...)
I am a service-oriented submissive and I have the following skills cleaning and not just the dust you see in front.I like washing clothes and folding them or hanging them up afterwards. I can do some yard work short of mowing the grass due to allergies. I can assist with basic house maintenance. Have good driving record and can navigate well.
Follow directions well the first time. I have limited cook experience but willing to learn. I have been told I give good foot massages.
I was raised in southern California. And at a young age I got interested in BDSM and start attending functions around the age of 15. At the age of 19 I was attending play parties in Los Angeles,CA During that time I became very popular with the Dominates for my playful and high pain threshold. And at the age of 24 I moved to Texas to find work, which became my main and only focus. and over the next 10 years tried to fit in and build a life there. But in 2008 I knew I was on the wrong path and left all that behind to find the right one. So in my quest to find my roots and be the person I always wanted to be, I found a couple in Chicago to serve as their TPE slave. That last about 5 months and ended on good terms do to unresolved past life. Ask me and I will tell you about it. After I resolve that problem I move to Portland, OR to start fresh.Till 2012 and now I am back in Austin Texas.
Now I search for my owner where ever they may be.
I have always known I was a submissive with a slaves heart that is waiting to be enslaved by the right person or persons. I am a seeker of understanding and lover of others around me. I never want to lose a friend and will never again hold negative feelings for another again, no matter what they may do to me.
I only feel complete when I serve some one that places a value on me as a person. To live without an owner or someone to serve is to live without love for me. Love can help me though the darkest of times.
I have a real value for the love I can offer another and the ways I show and express it.
8/21/2015 6:39:22 AM
I thought I post an update to my current life and be honest even if it hurts me finding someone. Currently I am out of college cause I could not afford the cost :-( Since I lost my job with support.com I no longer have the means to easily relocate to other places. In my free time I have taken up playing board games like star trek attack wing and star wars attack wing.
4/19/2014 3:14:03 AM
about a month ago I started staying with my parents to help them out for a few months. They are doing some remodeling on the house. I am not here cause i can't afford to be else where.Just here to help.
3/6/2014 2:37:27 AM
I'm reading a book called Carrie's story by Molly weatherfield
Its a really good story so far. I feel like tge slave in the story
3/6/2014 12:48:41 AM
Thank you visiting my profile. From 3-6-2014 to 3-11-2014 I will be in Corona,ca I am still checking messages. Also I hope everyone does something positive at once everyday and that will help make the world a better place.
2/9/2014 12:30:58 PM
I have received a huge response to my ad and want to say thank you for your interest. I will try to get back to each and everyone to say thank you or reply with more interest in knowing you. Texasphoenix
