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Thought it was time to update this.

Basically, Im fat, ugly and worthless but on the road to recovery. My mental health was clearly not where it should've been. Went to hospital for a few weeks to get me restablised. I was given a diagnosis of Bipolar previously, but not sure if that's what I'm being treated for. Just looking for people to chat to and or game with. I really miss gaming with people and feeling quite isolated at the moment. Not really sure what else to put on here, I have alot of random theories/silly little thoughts on why I'm not really the type that men seek out/choose to be with and propose to. Not that I'm looking for that as I think being collared has a more special and specific meaning and basically the same thing in my opinion. Sorry, to all the nice seeming gentleman that have messaged me, reaching out to try and offer your support is something that I'm grateful for. I can only hope that you're intentions were for those reasons. Bare with me as I didn't realise how much I struggle with being social even online and that I did also have a diagnosis of ADHD and think I might also possibly be Autistic but not sure if it's worth trying to get tested at my age.

Im not looking to be saved or rescued, just maybe a man who can give me some advice, someone who I can build trust with and see where things go.

If it wasnt for all these fucked up issues, I know I could make the right man happy because his approval is what I crave most and want to work for.

 TeraTara got hacked ages ago on Xbox and I deleted my profile so if you've been messaging that account it isn't me just some people who may have made a new gamertag with my old name.

If you want to play Black Ops or Overwatch let me know and I'll send you my gamer info. Thanks.

 

 

hey, I'm bored come play with me on Xbox. I need ppl to play MW2 with, especially DMZ. My gamertag is TeraTara https://www.collarspace.com/plugins/emotions/img/smiley-smile.gif" alt="{#emotions_dlg.smile}" border="0" />

After 2 years my Daddy has finally left 😔. I'm utterly devestated because he has been my everything and I feel so lost and empty without him. I know I can't be mad at him because I'm such a difficult person to be with and be around. I couldn't trust him with all my being no matter how hard I tried. I failed us both because I just couldn't get better and improve my life and just be happy. I really hope that he finds someone better because he deserves it. He had so much patience and did his best to understand me but I just couldn't deal with all my trauma and pain and it kept getting worse and worse. I know he had to leave to save himself and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop the men that I end up loving from leaving so maybe I just need to accept that I should be alone, so noone else gets hurt. It's the same reason that I haven't had children, I don't trust myself to not hurt them emotionally.

k I'm getting weird messages from people both men and women and i have to say most of them are making me lol. Firstly I don't really care what you think. I know that I will make the right man who eventually becomes my Master very happy and he will be pleased by me in every way possible and to the best of my ability. He will also be very proud that i am his and only his. To the men out there that are looking for SLAVES or PETS DO NOT MESSAGE ME AS I AM NOT INTERESTED IN BECOMING ANYONES SLAVE OR PET!! I'm on here to be a submissive for the right guy and to look for a playmate to start with.