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| I am new to the lifestyle. I have a friend who has been a submissive for the past 16 years, and find myself to be interested in learning more about it. At the moment, I am seeking guidance and a mentor as I learn about what I like and do not like, and where I wish to go in this new life.
I currently am a stay at home mom to a wonderful two year old little girl, who is my world. I am 28 years old, and looking to start school here in the fall for Photography. I enjoy going out to clubs, karaoke, playing pool, and having a social life. I love to go hiking, camping, fishing and sight seeing. I am very energetic, passionate, fun, and loving. I am hoping to find a solid, long lasting relationship within the D/s world, but am not in a rush, as I wish to find the right partner for me.
What I Like from what I do know of the lifestyle:
While I can maintain control of my life, I do not always wish to be in control. This being said, I also do not wish to lose COMPLETE control. I want to know someone is there that is going to guide me, love me, and care about/for me. Given the right relationship, I may eventually wish to give a little more control, but only time will tell. I do like to lose complete (permitted safe) control in the bedroom. I am interested in scene play, and willing to experiment as I have not much experience in the kinky aspect of things. I will expect a safe word, and the Dom to know when too much is too much. Sensuality is huge for me, I am not sure how much "pain" I am into, but willing to try at a steady pace. My friend has told me of subspace, and I am VERY interested in trying that!
What I do not believe I will like:
I do not think I would enjoy total power exchange outside of the bedroom, however, I am willing to give over some control to the right person. With this being said, I understand that it is the Dom's responsibility to be sure that as his submissive, I am safe, protected, and cared for..and in this understanding, I understand the need for some control. I do not wish to be "micromanaged". I do not believe I could handle severe pain from things such as whips, canes, belts, crops. I do not wish to be "shared" as I am a one man girl. Through my friend, I know some hard limits are: Children, Scat, Vomit, Diapers, Blood play, Golden showers, animals. I do not wish my Dom to cause me to bleed. I do not want sex/kink to be the heart of the relationship, I want it to be deeper than that. I do not wish to be with anyone over the age of 34, so if you are over this age please refrain from contacting me.
Concerns:
As much as I find this lifestyle to call to me, and it does interest me in learning... I am very strong willed. I would not call myself "bratty", or say I do not have a submissive desire, I am just use to being the way I am. I am sure with experience, and through learning, that will change. My friend assured me that the right Dom will break me of this bad habit, but not break my spirit.
Also....
At my request since my friend has been in the lifestyle for a while, I have asked her to help me go through messages and make sure I find someone real...and someone who would mesh well with me. Please do not let this cause concern, or make you not message me.. I feel at the moment it is just for my protection.
Thank you very much for taking the time to look through my profile, and I hope to hear from you soon!
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