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tchai

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12 years experience
Based in Phoenix,Arizona
Can host or travel

Starting as a masochist seeking ever more
It appears my big need is submission however
With total surrender to the right person being my future
My masochism being the pathway apparently
My everyday persona is to 'please'
i have many skills and enjoy menial tasks
For pics and details ask for my website

Thank you for your interest


12/9/2006 6:45:47 AM
That knee of mine. Had an MRI.
So arthroscopic surgery scheduled for Jan 9. Torn cartilage.

Otherwise feeling pretty good. But,but but......????

Meanwhile my mentor buddy friend writes me

Letting go of identification especially in times of change and
just being with what is, dying to the illusion of self seems to be
a viable way. We’re not who we were just a moment ago let alone
yesterday or last week. Die to the ways of the ego and be done
with it once and for all! All control is an illusion!!

So so so so.............
peter just let go. But how?
Give up control. How? Enforced slavery?
My latest thoughts on slavery is that like any relationship it
develops and evolves.
Bdsm is the driving force.
There has to be a basic 'connection' between Owner and slave.
An on going symbiosis.
Like everything in life you can't pre define a course.
Goals and direction yes.

peter still believes that is his destined path.
Ironically his only road to freedom

peter
GothicKitten1979
 
 Age: 37
 Munich, Germany