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I have not yet found my one true sub, I continue my search in ernest. But I will consider myself exceptionally lucky to have found my sub. I will take being her Mistress very seriously. She will depend on me for comfort, support and put her trust in me to protect her and keep her safe. In return, she will give me her devotion and submission and we will fulfill each other's fantasies. Mine to own - her's to be owned. For me, her submission gives me an incredible feeling that is difficult to describe. On the one hand, I am filled with love and a deep sense of feeling needed - I like that. On the other hand, I feel a deep sense of lust - I like that too. I feel that She and I will have an incredibly strong relationship because of the D/s aspect. Because of the trust she gives me and the faith she puts in me in giving herself to me as her Domme, we will be very strong. Trust, faith and respect are conrnerstones of any relationship and are emphasized in a D/s relationship. I have always enjoyed a dominant lifestyle and most of my relationships involved aspects of domination in them. However, they were more "yes, you can tie me up sometimes, and I like is sometimes, but not all the time or not very often". My last relationship was one of total submission and was perfect, a tragic accident took my love from me and I sincerely miss that connection. That's not to say that I can't function without Domination involved, but for me it is pretty important. Having this aspect fulfilled is wonderful - I long for nothing more and no one but Her - I have everything I could want in Her. My domination of her is not necessarily 24/7 - that is very difficult with my daughter and busy lifestyle, but we will maintain aspects of D/s 24/7. For example, I will feed you when we are out and they will be symbolic to us. I will choose your clothing and scent each day, When we are home and my daughter is in bed, I will read erotic stories while you lay at my feet. Our lives will be directed by me, both the mundane and incredibly sexual. The best way I can describe my feelings about our D/s lifestyle is that is gives me enormous contentment. It is not a power trip. You must have a mind of your own and I will love that about you. We can have intelligent debates while you are tied up. We are Dom/sub, Mistress/slave and always equals. I may top you, but you choose to give your power to me. I am perfectly secure in my self without the D/s. But this fulfills a deep need within me to provide for, care for, shelter and nurture and have some really great sex! I mean HONESTLY you did not think I would end it all sappy did you.
Ultimately I am looking for a strong woman who is looking for an even stronger top to dominate her in all ways, I am seeking a LTR 24/7 I will not relocate you will have to come to me, and I promise that if you are the sub I choose you will be honored cared for and revered, as well as ravished nightly all I ask in return is total and complete devotion
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