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	Been in the lifestyle since 1997. Interests are TPE and is a fan of John Norman Novels. I am a bbw, or big beautiful woman. My size does not interfere with my submission but due to certain health reasons, I cannot be as extreme as the masochist that I am. I am finding that many do not understand that I have priorities in my life, in that I am a single mother of a impressionable child. I have the desires of a monogamous relationship in which I can be the pride of my Master. Ideally to say that I would like to be 24/7 is simply something that I am sadly unable to do, but such is the way of life. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Can you feel the whispers Of my submitted soul Begging yours to control Every aspect of my being The pounding of my heart The anxieties racing The ability of speech Unable to surface Then your hand reaches out Lifting me from the chaos Casting away the drudgery of My daily life Then a sudden rising Of my painful past Once supressed tears fall Only to be dried by you My eyes lower Fearing what they might reflect Strong fingers lifting My chin so you may see Your eyes so intensive Drown my soft amber ones The unspoken words within Comforting me You lips speak for me now Your eyes see through the lies Your mind changing them To the truth I shiver in your arms The warmth of your being Wrapping around me Making me whole I am no longer afraid As you lead me Into the path Of the future unseen The life you give me Is surrendered now to you, completely For I know Without you it has no meaning

8/15/2007 6:05:08 PM

hello hello hello.
Hmms wondering,
Just making sure that people know I am still alive.

4/28/2007 8:37:00 PM

Just wondering if there is anyone out three anymore. ahh well three is always hope

9/13/2006 12:29:27 PM

Another sunrise and another sunset each one heralding and bidding farewell to the day.

Days turn into weeks, which in turn to months, and then before a blink of the eye another year has gone by.

I wonder if it is my own doing that I am still by myself, even though I have pursued relationships. Perhaps I come on too strong, give of myself too easily, and forget the purpose of my search.

I know that a full time vanilla relationship is something i will never have again. I also know that I am a strong willed woman and have an impressionable dominant teenager daughter who I am raising with barely enough financial resources to keep going.

I seek a military man, a career one, officer. Someone who not only wants a wife who takes care of His needs but one who wants to adopt or foster new children. I need financial stability.

Argumentably some will say, that me being a submissive my needs aren't neccessarily meant to be met. Those need not contact me.

I am not seeking play partners, submissive males as I have been down both those roads before.

So if you are seeking a woman, seek me. If you are seeking a toy , try the children's section in a department store.

Peace

12/6/2004 7:29:53 PM

Wondering where all the Dominants are. The search continues

11/17/2004 11:08:58 AM

Still seeking the answers to my own uncertanties and the Dom who can guide my footsteps