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MotherCucking333
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***Updated 3/25/12***
Hello E/everyone. My name is scarlet and I am a 28 year old switchish trans woman who is just starting the process of transitioning.
About a year ago, I finally accepted that my desire for feminization would never be satiated by another forcing it upon me because it is much more than just a fetish.
I was lucky enough to find an amazing woman (who I'm still with and in love with) who helped me see the real me for the first time and who accepts me as I am.
I have had quite an interesting and varied life so far and I hope that while the mask (unlike the past) stays off, the rest of my life will be just as exciting. As a child I began asking my mother for women's clothes and make up. She placated me until she reached her comfort level and took me to a shrink who told her is was a normal phase, and me that boys don't do that and that I was a boy. So being a child I accepted that and began trying on different boy masks. Shortly after the end of the shrink though, I began to develop a fetish for forced feminization, because in my manipulative mind, if someone was forcing me to do it, it wasn't my fault. As I tried on boy mask after boy mask (emo, hippy, preppy, yo, stoner, football jock, skater, etc. etc.) the one thing that remained constant was my desire to be feminized. I would look at girls and not only lust after them, but also wish I was them. I went through many accepting and great girlfriends who tried in vain to satisfy my desires, but never could fully satiate me. Finally, I realized on that fateful day almost a year ago, that this was far more than a fetish. That I AM A WOMAN! Now I am striving to find a way to be me, and be happy.
As far as BDSM is concerned, I have been involved physically in the lifestyle with other likeminded people for about 5 years. I have served several wonderful people in my time and a few real stinkers. Though, thus is life in general if we really think about it. I am switchy depending on the person and situation. Though I am most comfortable in the role of submissive.
What I am looking for at the moment is kind of varied. I'm seeking trans friends in the area to hang out with and learn from and just be me around. I'm also seeking trans play partner, but the two listed above don't have to be connected. I'm also looking for a man to play with and possibly more if things progress that way. When it comes to men, I am seeking a dominant male or one simply romantically interested. I have no interest in topping or dominating in any way men. Sorry. Just not for me.
I have pictures in my profile and I expect you to as well. If not then please be courteous enough to include one in your message to me. I have allowed you to see me and I expect to be able to see you as well.
Thank you for taking the time to look at my profile.
~S~
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Ya know what really grinds my gears?
When a nice young man writes a well thought out, respectful message to a woman and gets nothing back.
That and all you can eat pancakes, that's right, all you can eat pancakes. Where's the all you can eat waffle place? Pancakes are the bastard sibling of waffles. I want waffles and I want as many as I can eat with enough butter to clog the hearts of 100 healthy people.
Diane...
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Seriously, what the hell is up with nothing but "pros" in the Jersey/NYC area? Jesus!
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