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i'm not even going to waste time pondering the things that i could put here to catch anyone's interest. i've been on this site a lil while to know 99.99999% of people's agenda on here.
i believe my heart, desires, thoughts, pleasure, fantisies, all of which, are only meant to be shared with another person who gives just as much.
i'm tired of being so many things to so many people.
i need a place. a safe place. to where i can just be me. a sick, nasty, dirty slut who gets wet thinking of pain, humiliation, and being pushed beyond my own limitations that i set for myself. someone brave enough to know what they could be, and daring enough to try pushing them.
i don't want to go un noticed.
i sure do have my baggage, but i also have all my dreams :D
i have no children, and am in college.
my agenda is to never hurt anyone. but mostly, i'm tired of being hurt!
i don't do children, animals, scat, or hypnosis. those things ARE my hard limits.
i wanna finally delve deeper into this whole world of bdsm, minus the shallow crap.
i do have pictures, but will only give to those who i feel comfortable with...
then again, you may know me already :)
11/9/2008 9:23:58 PM

so like, some people have responded with lots of, "i want you to be my pain slut, you'll never walk straight again in your life..."etc. etc.
i am a girl who enjoys pain. but my limit may be totally different than what people's perception might be. how does a person know how far they'll take pain? until they are no longer aroused and are begging in pain? but then, is it still fun? can a girl still find pleasure in that? fa la la la la...la la...la....laaaaa!
just a thought, and some questions.

11/9/2008 9:21:47 PM
i figured instead of me wasting my finger typing strength, by sending responses to almost every person who has been emailing me.....i do not wish to even discuss being yours or ANYONES pain slut upon emailing someone for the first time. its sad really. seriously. and if you think i'm being a tight wad about it, then GOOD! because i will not ever submit to just ANYone.

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 Age: 18
  Hawaii