8/29/13 - Woke @ 10:30 a.m. emotionally fucked. Began to open up and found it would have best to keep it all in anyhow. Slaves really don't get the luxury of feeling anything anyhow... What the fuck was I thinking or hearing being offered to begin with?
I desire more than words can illustrate to serve and be needed as such but I do not have the emotional capacity to do so. I will forever be in awe of the bond, trust, and, for the blessed few, love that occurs when a slave surrenders to a Master's guidance and a Master trusts His slave to fulfill any and all His needs, wants, and desires. Yet, I have grown to accept that I am incapable of such dynamic in my life and not worthy of such a Master.
**Therefore, I am NOW completely aware that I am only worth being a kinky slut slave & any and all that want to hit me up for an easy fuck--have at it. My message box is now wide fucking open**
Spankings! |