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Hi, I'm tabby,
LT D/s relationship. a partner to explore the rest of our lives together.
" Trust is built through a demonstration of behavior that is consistant in word and deed "
I am often asked "what is it that you seek?"
the answer is simple. To find a partner that desires me as much as I desire Him. To learn together, to grow in a relationship, to enjoy life with my partner, everything else is gravy...
if you arent serious do not bother to contact me, i am not here for online chat..
and to all those lying mother fuckers that message me and then tell me their bullshit.
Put a gun to your head and save the rest of us from your nonsense....
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This little cat has learned all about exactly what she "doesn't" want in her life ever again.
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Every day I learn something new, it may seem small and insignificant to others, but that doesn't matter. I have only to answer to myself... |
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she climbs back in the saddle. |
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Once upon a time there was this small cat,
she sat under a tree and felt the wind in her hair. |
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HHmmm, always thinking, always re editing my wants and needs.. I need to speak more freely, and put myself foremost. I need to articulate my exact wants and needs.. |
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The best quote I have ever read..
"Do not expect me to make you a priority, when you keep me as an option"
I don't want to be an option, do you??
It is hurtful, it is unkind.. It just plain sucks......
You say "I want to meet you", you never show up. month after month, but I should keep the faith... Always a reason why you can't...
your job, your lack of job, the money.. your kids.. football !! lol priorities....
You say "wear this, do this, act this way for me, prove to me"
You say " I am busy, I have to work" huh ? Do you think I am stupid ? I work 72 hours a week or more.
Do you think your life is any more important than mine ? it is not..
I will always make time, I will always make an effort..
My life is important..
Life kicks us all in the chops, equally and continually.. polish up those big brass balls and move forward..
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You will never be a priority
when you keep me as an option... |
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thoughts...
She looks at Him, wide eyed.
Believing, wanting to believe, needing to believe...
Every fiber of her being, wanting to serve, wanting to please.
Waiting to hear him say "good girl"
so that she may breathe again.
Is it good enough?. do it just right, am i good enough?
She waits at his feet, hoping to feel his hands, and hear his praise...
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What is a Master?? Perhaps you call yourself one, maybe you really believe it.
Remember, your actions speak louder than your words..
As a Master you are honest and deserve respect.
You do not say things and not follow through.
We all know about excuses...
I was busy. is not good enough.
We all get busy, we all have tough times...
When you have a submissive in your life
there are responsiblities,,
You teach them to trust you...
and you back that up 100%.
You are always available to them...
You are there to support and guide them,
comfort and care for them.
They look to you to be a strong support in their lives, and that is what it means to be a Master.
Remember...
Without their submission, you are a Master of nothing.
Respect, honor, and trust, is for both, equally.
Submissive and Master |
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I looked at the picture, a man reaching out to a dog. I typed the word "Hello", and hit send.
On another continant the simple message was recieved and "Hello" appeared on my screen shortly after.
I took a deep breath and started to type...
He made me crazy, he made me uncomfortable, he annoyed me with his opinions, and we talked all night.
About relationships, do I know what I want ? yes of course I know what I want I told him, did I ? yes, he taught me that maybe I wanted more, needed more. Needed to say it outloud, maybe I did wish to surrender compleat control, to hand over my submissionto someone who wanted to push me out of my comfort zone, that would most certainly make me cry, but he would also wipe my tears, and pick me back up.
Well you know, its a curious thing that someone can make you do something that you don"t want to do, would never admitt to doing..,
You want to say "go shit in your hat", but that little tickle, like warm breath on your neck makes you stay. Like watching a train wreck..
The more he speaks the more you feel the big kick in the chops is right around the next corner, but you hang on his every word, and in the back of your brain you hear your self say "F that", is he the one? and you say to yourself, "what are you stupid ?" and you answer no...
What do Dominant men want ? and what is a submissive woman willing to give up? The answer is simple. Everything
We talked about limits, rules, tests. Was I willing to try? no, well I dont know.
You will drink from a bowl on the floor, I scoffed at that as I lapped up all the water. It took quite awhile. I could feel him..
We talked, He talked, I made a mean cat face.
A continant away he typed back "crawl to the corner and stay there" I did, and as i came back to my computer the words were appearing on the screen."Come to Sir"
I can feel him, and I want to feel him more..
What did I do now? sheesh, Up on my tip toes I stood, feel the burn, "Tears" he said, I said "NO"
and He wiped them away..
I am not a stupid person I say to myself. We talked for hours, Yes I can lay on my stomach on the floor and hold my ankles. she will try harder not to say "I".
she never slept, she felt him instead...
She looks at her shiny black heels and smiles, as she buckles them around her ankles, she slips on her favorite pair of lace panties...
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