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Another year.where does the time go? I've met alot of people and made a couple friends. Still no new Daddy. Maybe Santa can bring me one lol.Either way i have hopes for the coming new year. Vacation with the kids next month working on becoming self employed. Things are coming together just need a daddy for that last piece. Happy Holidays to all! |
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1/17
Turns out I'm also looking for someone that knows who Boba Fett is and knows that Tom Brady doesn't play for the Cowboys. |
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1/6
So I don't want to be a serial dater but I don't know how else to find what I'm looking for. |
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1/3/2017
Another new year! Need to come up with some resolutions. |
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7/5
I'm a bad human. When I told you I wasn't over him and you said you'd wait , I should have stopped you. It doesn't matter that I wish I could feel that way about you because I know I never will. You're tall and smart and seem to have all your stuff together but it's never gonna be you and I'm sorry. Even if you make the best coffee I've ever had and take me to beautiful castles on the water it will never be you. I tried to make myself and all I did was hurt you. |
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6/26
So many beautiful young girls it's no wonder I can't find a new daddy. Really miss being tucked in at night. |
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6/26
So I fell in love and you didn't. That's okay. I can't hold that against you. Sure it hurts but there's no fault in that. However it's cruel really to let me believe in tomorrow. I'd rather hurt now and move on than to be decieved and hurt every day. Just tell me I won't think less of you. |
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6/24
Sometimes all the lonely people here make me sad. I feel even sadder when I'm one of them |
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6/21
I think I need a vacation. Crabby and irritable. |
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6/7 Still alone. I've met and talked to some nice people. Just haven't found anyone that fits. This online thing kinda stinks when you don't know what someone looks like. I'm not expecting to find Rob Gronkowski but there has to be some attraction. I don't like getting to know someone talking on here and later finding out there's no attracion at all. How do you tell that to someone without being a jerk? I understand how some want to keep this private but you can always send a private pic in your message. |
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I think what I need most is someone to hold my hand so I'm not afraid of the scary rides like the Doom drop at Universal. I love Dr.Doom but that shit is scary! |
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3/30
I'm so excited to see Batman in imax tonight! |
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3/18 wrote. It's been a whole month. Is cone so fast. What's next? |
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3/1 stranger approached me the other day and told me she was psychic. She told me by the end of spring everything would be great. It would be wonderful to believe that but I can't help to think how fun it would be too stop people in the grocery store and tell them you're psychic. |
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It's been a week now. I didn't cry today. The Hurt is still there but it's getting better. |
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2/27 im trying so hard to just buck up and stop this foolish pining. I know things can't go back. I really hate that I break so easy. I hate that i'm so needy. I hate the face looking back at me in the mirror |
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2/26. Gosh has it been 5 days. Can't sleep woke in the middle of the night hearing his voice in my ear. Even when I think I'm getting better my dreams say not yet . |
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2/25 and yet others know just how to make it hurt more |
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2/25 day 4. Hurts a tiny bit less this morning. So many kind words have helped me. I don't have words to say how much everyone kindness means to me. It has truly helped so much. Still woke up crying today but I know it won't last |
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2/23. Day 3. I slept. I'm still talking to Daddy but it's over. Still hurts. I don't know anyone in this lifestyle so no one around me gets it. |
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Will it get better? I'm sure someday. Not today, no. Today will be gray and black and full of tears. Today everyone will ask what's wrong and give advice I don't want. Those words people say because sorrow makes them uncomfortable. No one should have the power to break a heart. |
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2/23 Day 2 of my broken heart. Can't sleep, can't eat. Will it ever stop. |
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