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In many areas of my life, I'm determined, highly-principled, and not willing settle for mediocrity. I've taken risks to get where I am, but had the confidence to believe I could succeed. And I think "moose" is a funny word. Speaking of words, they're sexy. I like people who are articulate and creative. I have trouble respecting you if type in txt speech instead of actual English words. I hope you also appreciate at least two of the following: intelligence, humor, and mooses. That damned human brain can be a mystery sometimes. It doesn't want something, yet somewhere deep down it does. I like psychology, so I do think about what's going on there, but ultimately it's hard to say. I don't know why some part of it wants to be sexually controlled by a Dominant woman, anally trained for larger insertions, cock behaving how she wants, humiliated in front of her and possibly her other Domme friends, used alongside another sub, and so on. But there you have it. I find attractive: those with empathy, emotional intelligence, large breasts, who enjoy learning and laughing, and who think cheese is a pretty great food. I find unattractive: begging for money, the non-genuine, religion, and mayonaise. I just don't like mayonaise, ok. If you find time between the hundreds of (questionable?) guys bombarding you with messages and think we might have some chemistry, then you might drop me a line.
12/13/2011 11:41:43 PM

I'm single right now, though I imagined going to couple's therapy with a girlfriend, and the female therapist says she'll improve our relationship by putting a chastity device on me. The next visit, I am to be naked, even in the waiting room. Women see me emasculated. I realize the women all wear large strapons, just casually. I'm expected to be able to be penetrated at any time, basically completely powerless to them. The therapist starts the next session by having me tongue my girlfriend's asshole, so we're in the right frame of mind for the session's discussion. In the session after that one, for me she prescribes plug use and anal expansion with an inflatable dildo so I can better take the various strapons. It's even worse when I imagine other girls seeing that or knowing about it.

 

I don't know why I think about these humiliating things. Something about being put in my place or my ego kept in check? Other times I like to be an equal though, and I'm highly independent in my regular life. How will all mix together? Is something wrong with me for having those thoughts? I hope not, lol.

11/10/2011 6:10:44 PM

It doesn't bode well when someone can't even spell "Dominant" correctly. Like if someone said, "I am a Dominate woman."

 

It just seems sloppy, like they didn't care enough. :(

10/20/2011 11:50:13 PM

I've had fantasies about my cock being controlled sometimes, basically emasculated by a woman. And trained to take her sizable strapon cock in a kind of role reversal. It's uncomfortable to think such things, especially since on a conscious level I don't want the first part. Hard to wrestle with!

8/5/2011 6:48:40 PM

The last girl I was with was into having me produce as much cum as possible, whether I liked it or not. Oh my. Too bad we didn't work out.

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 Age: 21
 Rancho cucamonga, California