SymbolicFlame

I am looking for a mentor, to advance into training. There I said it! I do wish One would ask and will patiently await Her wish to mentor me.

“My plans for this day are simple: Step one accomplished, I woke up. Now take a moment to be thankful for my gift. The gift of another chance. I have been blessed to have another day with my loved ones and the people I care about. Next step, Choose to be Happy. Remembering that it is a choice. If this were to be my last day, I would not want to live it with hate, anger or discontent in my heart. Last step, Attack Life! Remind myself to never take the gift of another day for granted, because unfortunately this morning there are many that will not complete step one.

-Joe Bailey

If asked to describe myself I would have to say, I have a sense of humor but know when not to laugh. I am caring and loyal sometimes to the detriment of my mental health. AKA doormat, but working on that! I would love to have a Domme or Switch help with this as I believe that being submissive makes me strong in my everyday relationships.

My interests include reading (when I can find the time), listening to music (anything from Celine Dion to Miranda Lambert to Shinedown. I really enjoy going to live musical theater. Wicked is my all top favorite! Okay, so is RENT, Cabaret, and Evita. But I love Wicked!

My dream is to receive my MLS or Masters of Library Science. I am presently working on my Bachelors, so I am on way. I am the Director of a small town library and once I receive my degree and my daughter starts college, I will be leaving this small town for a bigger library.

I am married but it is only on paper only. I am serious, he lives downstairs, I live upstairs. It works for us, for now. I lived with a woman last year, (yes with him downstairs) but she thought I was weak for wanting me to submit to her, she did not understand that it helps me become stronger.

I am looking for a LTR and love. I am looking for that special woman that could love me and know I am not what I will become. I will be financially independent, educated, employed full time with benefits and not dependent on my husband. I feel that I should put this out there: We do not have relations and his living quarters are separate from mine.

I would love to find a woman that is Domme or Switch, but is not part of a couple. I know that sounds bad, but I wish not to be submissive to a male or be in a sexual relationship with one.

I am untrained but trainable. I am uncollared but could be the right match for you. I wish to please you and to love you.

I am also on FT under the name Submissive42.