What can I say; I’m going to do whatever you want.
The power you have over me is frightening. When you hold me down with force, a thrill comes over my body.
You’re enjoying this. I don’t want to show weakness. I try to focus on what has to be done but I like the feeling also. You’re taking me over the edge, but I hold back and try to resist
You stand over my head, legs wide open touching yourself. I can smell you. I want to touch you but I know not too. You grab my hair so hard the force makes my mouth open. I can taste you. My lack of control arouses me. I am helpless.
I am going further into the abyss. Your commanding voice produces sensations, sounds, and emotions that I have never experienced. You are taking me over the edge. I feel embarrassed, exposed, and vulnerable. I must obey. I must please and satisfy your hunger.
In a secret way I like it, the feeling of being out of control and manipulated. You have total control over my mind and body. Do whatever you want with it.
humbly,
j
3/10/2011 2:11:34 PM
Today, i begin my search and mission to find one that i can prove myself worthy for my Mistress time and efforts. The road will be long and time comsuming. If the journey results in my collar, i will wear it proudly.
