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*smiles gently* ~ the ivy and the Wall .... Drifting into thoughts studying how ivy flourishes ... when finding it's Wall, it does not perceive the Wall as an obstacle, restricting and preventing it's path or growth.... instead it instintively by inner nature knows the Wall provides the strength of support to allow the ivy to grow, to reach heights never even realised until guided by the Wall. At time there is warmth and nurture from the Wall causing growth and the spreading of one's reach. There are time when the firmness of the Wall guides and holds the ivy with strength, the framework around which the ivy is given direction and security of the Wall, allowing the ivy to grow in the path determined by the Wall. The Wall is the Dominant upon which is permitted the ivy, the submissive to grow. E/each knowing the path as it has been given by nature, E/each seeing the path as determined by nurture. Well wishes and may Y/your day be filled with the joy of discovery both within and external to Y/you. *smiles softly* |
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*soft smiles* ...... Ripples .... hey, drop a pebble into still waters .... watch it stir, with this..... energy is released from the stillness ... is this the hidden depths that with prompting bursts into life one wonders....... watch as the ripples created move out in measured form from the centre ..... interesting that if left to to their own devices.... the ripples merely disappear into nothing... the stillness returns ...... however...... put boundaries and a framework around the pool..... the ripples move cleanly into the edge .. finding the boundary..... and ... if the energy exists ... will bounce back..... returning to the centre...... Is the Master the pebble that guides the release of a submissive's hidden energy...... to be the best one can be for ones Master..... the defined framework and boundaries set up from a Master giving the comfort and safe environment .... from which a submissive can feel able to explore ones feelings within......returning to ones centre .... the generator of the energy...creator of movement .... ones Master perhaps ? *smiles deeply* |
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*smiles warmly* ... for in warmth one finds comfort ... So it's summer and along with the wonderful longer days and the way in which nature provides growth.... one noticed that in the rays of the sun there is happiness, a sense of growth within, a joy of heart, lightness of spirit and a smile that begins inside and shines externally. A parallel is the way in which to have the honour of serving, the way in which pleasing a Master provides such feelings of happiness, growth, joy, feelings that make a smile pull from deep within. The Sun and the Moon, with that magical pull that affects the tides ..... is the sense of a Master, with an invisible yet almost tangible pull for my submissiveness, a need, perhaps..... for life spent in the shadows ... reveals no growth, affects no growth..... for a submissive ... one feels from within... a Master to this one is the Sun and the Moon.... one wishes to be within the power of His warmth and light.... *smiles wishfully* |
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Dandilion ..... and submission !
.. an interesting thought... have Y/you ever seen a dandilion seed head .. remember picking one up and softly blowing the seeds into the air... well nature has designed these precious seeds in a manner that even when launched into the mercy of the wind... they will always land correctly.... to find their place.. the place that they belong... and within this place find the nourishment to grow... to be given the chance to realise the true purpose of being...it is simple ... it does not fight against destiny or fate... to deny the simple purpose of the core ..would be to deny all that is natural ... nature has designed it so .... seed ...and submission...... so natural ... designed by nature ... smiles thoughtfully |
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... a single beam of pure white light ... but allowed to shine through a prism or a drop of glistening rain ... the inner beauty is revealed ... the many colours some cool and light.. some deeper and more passionate .... so many different layers of unique beauty aided in its reveal for A/all to see ... but it has not changed ..has it? For it is still the same source of light .. it is just that something has helped reveal the inner secrets ... of a single beam of light. So this one waits .. as a single beam of light .. *smiles 'brightly' |
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The most sweetest and rewarding things are given to T/those with the greatest reach and determination ............... this one was ponderng how nature has rules...the more W/we look the more W/we see - there are subtle but ever present rules that shape the way things are. For instance ... a seasonal theme - Did Y/you know that the Holly plant has spiky leaves at the lower part of the plant to protect itself..however the higher leaves are not spiky as they require no protection... so beyond the pain, beyond the spikes... behold the sweetest reward! *smiles coyly* |
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...grasping the nettle...
this one has heard it said that depending on how you actually grasp the nettle ..decides the level of the sting.....grasp it lightly and without confidence....one will be stung..... grasp it directly...hold firm and with confidence... one will not feel the sting...well there is only one way to find out....but two approaches to proving the theory....it is up to E/each O/one to decide...but once the decision is made.....grasp the nettle....!smiles
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...one sees that one has just one life...and it's not a rehersal..seeking the happiness that can be found ...begins within oneself...a seed which is full of potential...to grow and to realise happiness through the nuture and encouragement of Another....in order to find that...it is important to understand oneself, ones needs and the way in which one will best respond to external influences.......plant a seed in the wrong place....and growth will be limited.....or not at all.....plant the seed in the right place....and growth and happiness will be amazing..pushing beyond even ones wildest dreams.....so....become the gardener of one's heart...plant it well...and watch it grow....smiles
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it has been a few day since ones last entry....and maybe that's what one needs to write about....
the unknown...confusion....fear....and hurting...
when one can see ahead of one what is wrong...does that make it easier..or harder..to face up to and deal with...when one can't see what is wrong but knows there is something...how can one define it..in order to deal with it...that is the confusion...for one thinks pain comes in many guises....the physical attack kind..the emotional kind and then the underlying confusion with is the consistent dull ache kind ...that needs to be found ...and understood.....the key to happiness...perhaps..is the knowing...the dealing with things..and surviving....how does one survive.... ones physical wounds are healng.. ones inner wounds are not so obvious yet one feels them at times as deep as they day the wounds were caused.. perhaps in time .. healing but for now the betrayal of Trust.. to give Someone total trust and control only to feel the betrayal.. and the harm that is caused... those wounds .. perhaps will run deep ...perhaps with time ..inner strength...friends....and the support... healing begins and grows.....smiles.
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it's kind of ironic...that the community talks about safety in this lifestyle ...and have certain ways of ensuring that O/one is safe...and remain unharmed..which over the last day or so has made one think...which are thoughts ..and therefore find their way into ones journal....because the lifestyle that one chooses or really that one has not choice but to follow on the path one is destined to follow ..is part of the life that one leads....and in life...being part of society...can one really protect oneself ...from harm...walking down the street...going through everyday life.... is one really safe..from harm? |
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*smiles...as one thinks...about what's in ones heart.....
vulnerability....one guesses..it's in ones mind and certainly one feels vulnerable within ones heart...it is the joy of feeling and all the wonderful emotions that one can have...that also leaves one vulnerable...to be hurt..emotionally.... perhaps the way one sees and feels the sunshine....is because there are also shadows....take one away...and will one feel the same...perhaps not...it is to give and to receive...that provides the balance...but what balances the vulnerability......smiles ...perhaps ...the ability to feel...smiles and hugs
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*smiles and greetings for this day....
one of my most favourite sayings..that this one has heard lately..is "love a submissive and she will walk across hot coals for You....cherish her and she will dance upon hot coals for You"....smiles...
... ones thoughts today..have mainly been around...how does one become the best that one can be..at the moment ..ones Master has stated that one is ..work in progress...smiles....and that is what one feels..that one is .....a work in progress..ever watchful of the opportunities to learn, to improve and develop in the best possible way that one can..to see and be shown the many ways in which one can develop and positive progression....
smiles...ever watched a sculptor ...taking something that exists in one form..and carefully ..lovingly bringing out the beauty within..realising the potential that only He could see.....perhaps that is how this one wishes to be...and to become....smiles....
..the hot coals...well one will see....giggles...hugs ..and smiles
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*smiles...well another day..another journal entry....what is a girl to do..write it! giggling..
Master says ..write from the heart..easier said than done..smiles..
from the heart....a warmth is there ...also the deep feeling of need ...many feelings and obviously the physical flow of blood ..giggles but T/those who took biology would know that!
all one can say..is during the many many levels of emotions ...within ones heart...when Master speaks....and says .."keep it simple"....it really becomes that...simple..and a level of calm is felt....and ones smile for Him.....comes...from ones heart....
smiles and hugs
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*smiles...phew! ...nearly the end of the day...but one thinks one has just about made it...to do ones daily entry...giggles...
opening up....like a small delicate bud...to it's first sight of the Sun...does the Sun ...burnt the delicate inner self...or is it safe and secure...encouraging and wanting to see the beauty within.....
it is a hard thing to do...part of growth..must be to open up...the need to grow...the need to show all of one's self.....with all that it entails.... a flower only progresses from a bud...because it takes the risk of getting burnt by the Sun....yet..there is a necessity to open...in order to become it's true self......smiles and hugs
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*smiling and thinks....doesn't the next day appear ..so quickly!
lessons ..lessons everywhere..smiles..
access to learning materials and the tools to assist you to gain knowledge is freely available..smiles...there are even books that summarise books..lol..so one doesn't have to read the whole book...but isn't that cheating oneself in the quest for knowledge..to take the easy path..and not gain the most valued lesson through that experience?
one sees the value of being taught by example and of Master's experience..a lesson that showed one the subtle yet so powerful difference in how things can be viewed..smiles...to accept teaching..and to become open to all that is being taught...is growth..moving and progressing forward..in the same way that green shoots...form and give themselves to the guiding of the forces that ultimately will shape them..nurture..protect and encourage...to be the best that they can be...to bloom and to grow....smiles..what other lesson could there be ...giggles....hugs n smiles
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*smiles..what to write..giggles... well after thinking...and even more thinking...i decided....it has to be ..'A Master's Voice'....smiles.
nothing can prepare one for the moment one hears ones Master's voice....for each word He speaks and the tone He uses conveys so much more than just what is said.... this one notices more how one reacts to the rhythm of His voice... the same way one is pulled into and influenced by music..each of the notes blending together to evoke feelings from deep inside and thoughts flood into ones head..and one smiles ... A Master's voice....smiles...this ones Master's voice...
.....more tomorrow..giggles n hugs
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*smiles, another day and another journal entry...giggles..so what has one been thinking?
Questions and answers..that's it! asking questions and receiving answers..like the ebb and flow of the tide, that leaves behind little treasures and discoveries.. it is learning about what one needs to know is also a way of finding out about oneself ..the questions and the answers reveal not only what one wants to know..but also who oneself is inside...more tomorrow...smiles and hugs
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*Giggles, Master has made it known to this one that one should add to this each day from now on..so here one is adding (but one doubts if one will get away with just this..lol..so one will write properly)
So..how dooes one feel today...perhaps one's smile gives it away..so happy..one feels like a new flower at the beginning of growth, tiny shoots appearing and feeling the strong influence of the sun and wind, beginning to guide one..towards ones destiny...in order to bloom..smiles and hugs....more tomorrow..giggles
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