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I'm not sure why I'm here.I guess I'm kind of sad and lonely.I need somewhere to vent.
I met this man online.(not from here)
We have actually been online friends for about 2 years but we became more serious that last year. He convinced me to move to be with him and it just isn't working out like I had hoped..now I'm kind of stuck here.
So far it has been a total vanilla "thing" which it was not supposed to be and it saddens me very much. I long for him to just do anything..freakin anything at all..pull my hair..make me kneel in the corner..SOMETHING,gawd.
I've asked him if he just isn't attracted to me and he says he is..I just don't understand.
I just keep waiting and waiting for the D/s to start and it isn't. I think it should be immediate.Am I wrong in that?
Now I find myself pissy and irritable..hoping he will do something to correct me and still nothing. *sighs*
Feel free to mail me if you have any comments or suggestions about this. I would appreciate someone else's thoughts/opinions.
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