I'm still not sure if I'm going to find myself here or regret making this profile. I've always kept the things I wanted deep down completely hidden. I ended up in a bad vanilla relationship for five years and I've only just realized that the things about me he exploited and used against me could have been positive things if he hadn't twisted them so much. Hopefully I'll be able to find some friends on here, maybe a mentor, but I'm not ready yet for any kind of commitment - it's way too soon.

Sorry for rambling, I just hope I meet some good people here!