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The deeper your scars, the more room there is to fill them up
with love. Don't hate your scars, appreciate their depth.
— Unknown

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“A little insecurity in a submissive wasn't a bad thing,
but her doubts shouldn't be whether the Dominant cared.”
― Cherise Sinclair; My Liege of Dark Haven

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1.  Write an apology to someone you deeply hurt.

2.  Write a letter forgiving someone who deeply hurt you.

I'm not a vain person or narcissistic - but... both of my letters were to myself... So perhaps 2018 will be the year I am nicer to myself.  

As RuPaul Charles says, "If you can't love yourself how in the hell are you going to love anyone else?!"  Not that I'm exclusively looking for love, but I fully believe that the same goes with trust. 
  

You surrender to a lot of things that are not worthy of you. I wish you would surrender to your radiance… your integrity… your beautiful human grace. - Author Unknown 

"He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects his deepest vision of himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience a sense of self-esteem. The man who is proudly certain of his own value, will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer--because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement."
― Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged

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This entry leaves me thoughtful...  

• Someone who is able and willing to communicate with me.
• A Man who thinks enough of me to walk me to my car after spending time together.
• Someone who needs more than sexual obedience to consider it surrender.
• Someone who burns to be in control as much as I ache to yield.
• A Man who will take His time to get in my head before He wants in my panties.
• A Man who is open to being more than a fuck buddy.

• I am naturally submissive, once the dynamic is established I am very obedient.
• I am modest, respectful, and kind.  Yet feisty and playful.
• I am thoughtful and intelligent.  Also witty and sassy.
• I am considerate and have southern manners.  I will bring you something cold to drink when it is hot and something warm to drink when it is cold.  I will also fix your plate first. 
• I am capable and willing to communicate.
• I respond positively to structure, discipline, and guidance.
• I am loyal, faithful, and present in the moment.  I do not throw in the towel over one disagreement.
• I am cute as all-get-out and have a great smile.
• I am not looking to be financed or supported financially. 
• I embrace that relationships are about give and take.

Please be aware that this is not my first rodeo.  So having a tantrum when I refuse to have phonesex with you is probably not going to convince me of how dominant you are. 

If you have to constantly refer to yourself as master to feel all masterly, there's a good chance we will not get along. Best of luck though and keep up with that self-affirming spirit! :)

I understand and respect that everyone has the right to post whatever he desires on his profile.  But just because you decide to post nude pictures does not mean that I "owe you" revealing photos of myself.  I am not saying that I am offended by your openness nor am I ashamed of my own body...  When I reveal my body to Someone, I want it to mean a little more than a random picture of a breast on a kink site.  For me, it means that I trust Him with that level of vulnerability.  

So those of you who are attempting to shame me (via emails) in how I need to "present myself to the true masters"...  Perhaps I should offer an apology for wasting your precious time with my lack of nudity.  I beg you, please, search elsewhere for your dose of smut.  :) 

Thank you for allowing me this opportunity for atonement.

smirking,

girl

I'm a nice girl.  I have a good sense of humor and work hard.  I am very submissive and possess a slave's heart...  I am very attracted to Gentlemen.  I'm not saying that I want to be treated like I am made of glass or super fragile... But I do want to be treated like a lady in public.  I understand being treated a certain way at a play party or with like minded friends, but... in public... I want to be treated like a person.  I totally believe that everything has a time and place.

No matter where I am, I will always belong to the One that owns me.  I will follow Him as deep as He wishes to take me, but its important to me that things appear 'normal' in public.  Yes I will be His slave, yes I will be His whore, yes I will be His property... but I also need to be His lady in public.  

Please know that this means I will behave as a lady in public.  I am respectful and well mannered.  I will not embarrass Him by correcting Him in public, rubbing His nose into anything (figuratively), or  by airing dirty laundry to anyone who will listen.

The full truth is that being treated with respect in public makes me feel safe.  It makes me feel like He will take care of me, I don't mean financially or sexually - but it makes me feel protected.  Plus there is something about being lead through a crowd by His hand in mine or directed by His hand at my back.  And my heart melts whenever He places an order for me.

Until recently, I never realized this was a taboo part of power exchange.  Why are men so ashamed to treat their women like a lady?  Shouldn't that go hand in hand with her belonging to Him?  Sometimes I worry that society is moving away from manners, etiquette  and class... then other times I think that the internet has eliminated the need for such things.  It seems when someone can hide online, what doesn't work for one person, who knows her worth and doesn't put up with that immature pouting crap, will probably work on the next girl who doesn't know any better... and that is so very sad.

Thank you humbly for listening to my rambling... I try not to rant but this is a very important topic to me... and I don't understand why I am often called 'spoiled, selfish, unslavelike' by this desire to be treated as His - in every way.

meekly,

girl

I have very short hair now.  

Yes I have "considered growing it out".

Yes I am aware that 'most' men desire women with long hair.  

But before you judge me, or demand me to grow it out... Please wait a moment and listen to my story.  Up until a few weeks ago, I had very long hair.  I've always wanted to make a donation to Locks of Love...  So I took this opportunity and crossed something off of my bucket list, and helped a sick child or two in the process. 

-girl

The paradox is that the needs of the master are not, in fact, superior to the needs of the submissive. Rather, they share equal importance. – Kacie Cunningham

I thought this might make a good discussion topic. 

-girl

Yes I have a cam. If you have a cam, then I will turn mine on to verify who I am. No I will not give you a cam show and no I will not 'perform' for you on cam. I am not interested in being "dominated via cam" at this time.

Thank you humbly for reading my journal entry. I hope you have a blessed day.
~girl

Respect the lady,

use and abuse the slut,

protect the little girl and

you will have the heart,

body and soul of a woman.

It has been an extremely difficult few weeks, the loss of a loved one has been one of the hardest thing I have experienced so far...  

Thank you to those who have been and continue to check on me.  

Thank you to those who continue to be patient for me to read/respond to email messages. 

~girl

Hello :) 
Thank you for taking a moment to read my profile. 

Please note, I am also very curious to learn more about several sports I enjoy watching.  So if you are a good teacher and know about hockey, rodeos, drag strip races, mma/ufc, bmx, or something else that is fun to watch.. 

Please, take a moment and consider saying hello.  :) 

~girl

I am taking some time to explore my desires, learn more of my needs, and discover some of my wants.  I am open to conversation but not interested in any casual hookups or online/cam play.

To learn a bit more about me, please consider checking out my blog:

http://whispersofherheart.blogspot.com/

 

Thank you for taking a moment to read my profile.  

http://whispersofherheart.blogspot.com/

I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
  ~Marilyn Monroe

Confession Time.

I have fibromyalgia and am being tested for Lupus. I am learning to manage it, live with it, and am still able to do most things. I work full time and don’t want any sympathy over my condition.

Normally I do not disclose this kind of personal information so early, but it seems to be a deal breaker for many. I understand that, sincerely, and it doesn’t hurt my feelings. But its made me curious if I should be up-front about it, saving both my time and the other person’s time.

So I am putting it here, in my journal. If anyoneis interested in learning about me, you will find it here.

In search of One who longs to truly own a slave girl.  A Man who doesn't hate women; in fact He loves them, which explains His need to possess one so thoroughly.

The chat program of this webpage causes my computer to lock up, so I decline them. 

Please email this girl instead.

Thank you.