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 He has turned my world upside down again. I so love Master so love him. So I slept in this morning and as he does so well he reminded me that a slave is up before her Master to lay things out and get them ready for him and his day and I choose to sleep in. This one will hurt, he tells me not to worry about it but I do and I dream about it and I dont even come close to what he could do to me. Last night he told me he wanted to tie me and spend hours whipping me when he got tired he would sit and drink a cup of coffee and then he would start again for hours. He could do that for days I have no doubt. I am ready for him to really just lay me out and whip me good make me cry not make the pain feel good I am ready to clean my slate and spend my time in the corner. I am ready to just take what he wants he is ready to play and his mind is runnung and I am glad.  

 The dreams are back. Took a power nap this afternoon one that was well needed it happened while studying. I dreamed that Master Jeff and the girl he is seeing decided that they where going to be a dominate couple over me and submisseve to him she would remain, I am his slave and will accept what ever that he gives me a sister or a mistress. Anyway the punishment of cleaning my slate started and we started over at the club she looks at me and tells me to go to the bathroom with her that Master Jeff had told her to make sure that the clamps go on for the start of the night and he wanted them on a certain way. I went and she put the clamps on me and Master Jeff was waiting at the door. There he told me that until further notice she was called maam and that she was no longer to be called by her name and that she would be instructing me on how to serve her and him as well.  When we all walked back to the poarch she told me to go get them coffee and I responded in yes maam and everybody looked and she was in a different place you could tell she enjoyed her new power and control. We went into the meeting and Master Jeff instructed me to his feet on the floor this he said is to me your new place to sit at these meetings. The clamps where tight and sitting as he told me made them worse. When the meeting was over he told the girl to take me to the car and spank me in the parking lot and to bring me back with a red ass.  He took off his belt and handed it to her. Come with me she said with a smile on her face. I replyed yes miss and I followed everybody watching as she smiled and walked off. She spanked me hard and my ass was red and blue when we got back and she instructed me to set down my whole bottom side in pain I sat. Master ask her if she enjoyed that yes Sir she replied and then started talking she looked me and said your Master and I would like a cup of coffee and you my go piss in a cup if you want something to drink. I said yes maam and went and got there coffee, go piss in a cup she said and i just looked at her Sir she replied may I have your belt again he handed her his belt and walked me inside to the small room and bent me over the desk and started spanking me when I tell you to piss in a cup to drink that is what you do do you hear me in a low voice I replyed yes maam and went and pissed in the cup. When we got to the poarch she started talking about her and Master and how much she was going to enjoy using me as the slut that she wanted me to be and Master just patted her on the ass. She will be obedient to me she said and twisted the clamp on my nipple. Master instructed us to the car and drove of to somebodys house there I was spanked all night by everybody in the house well the three of them and I served them all weekend Master and Mistress all the way to pleasure I ate her sweet pussy when told and never got to suck my Master I was bleeding by the end of the weekend but my slate clean and my Master and Mistress where pleased with me

It has been a long bad week. Lessons learned has made it worth while. Master told me this morning that he loves me and it made my day. Thank You for your forgiveness. 

 I am a firm believer that a ploy home can work and work for us. I am a firm believer that there is a female out there who wants poly. I love the idea of having a sister to do things with to share my life with. To go to meetings with and the conventions with. It would have been nice to have a sister hold my hand at moms funeral. There are so many benefits to having a sister for me. There are even more when it comes to Masters attention. How beautiful to have the two women you love naked and loving each other for the purpose of pleasing one Master. Sharing each others pussy for him and showing him their joy and love. I believe that a woman can not fully love a man if her desire is her pleasure, that she can not love him if all she wants is to keep him. A man is not kept a woman is and it has been that way for years. A mans head will always think that females are pretty creatures and he will always long for her. It is always and honor to know that at the end of the night the reward is to his slave. I dont believe that the Master I serve will be happy with two females, I dont believe that they have what it takes to please his cock, he love training the new submissive and it is a pleasure to watch him do so.

 A slave craves her Master touch and affection and it has been so long since I have felt his warm cum in my ass pussy or mouth that I have to say I am craving the the feel to serve. The girl he sees will never accept me in her life and will always strive to make him the only in hers. She will continue to do what she does to tame him and claim him. He will never be claimed he will never be owned he will always be Master and I his alpha slave. I welcome andy slave to our home and any submissive, I just ask that they respect me and my place. Master Jeff I love you

I am going to enjoy this and if my Master reads it he will as well. I have not dreamed in a long time and last night I did. See I believe that a slave should show respect to all men and Masters in this lifestyle as well. When I went on my one week ristriction I was totally rude to another Man in the lifestyle, and he does not know it but I feel really bad about that. 

 My dream starts out with me and Master and the girl that he is seeing right now to see if she will make a good sister for me having coffee and getting to know each other her and I. Sirs phone rings and the three of us leave we go to a house and in this house is a man and his slave Master me and the other girl. Master tells me that to finish cleaning my slate punishment for a week is called for and this is where it is going to be. He tells me to stand in the middle of the floor and strip I look at him and start to cry but the cloths come off. The girls are enjoying all of this smiling laughing and making commiments. Master tells me to walk to the other Man and hand him my clips that he is going to put them on me and then it is off to the corner. I do as instructed and the Man puts the clamps on my nipples then my clit bringing me to my knees. Then I go to the corner as instructed. Master explains the rules for the night. No cock is to enter me except that of my Masters. The girl with Master is allowed to ask for a certain punishment if she likes and the other Man has full raign of me except his cock in me. The rest Master will direct as it goes. He calls me to him and he tells me I will be spending a lot of time in the corner and that I will earn my place in bed if I am good this night I will not sleep in the cage and we will move up from there. He tells me to go back to my corner and wait. The other Man calls me to a table there he ties me and takes bamboo and he begains to whip me. Looking over the girl with Master is sucking his cock and Master stops her and calls me to him, he tells me to suck his cock and he puts the girl in his lap pussy to me and he says to me lay the cock hard on her pussy and rub my feet. I watch as he fondles her tits and pussy while I rub his feet. Then he tells me to place his hard swollen cock in her pussy for him to fuck and I do so and watch while she rides his cock. He stops her and he grabs my hair and leads me to the table. He then pulls the clamps off my tits and clit and he spanks my pussy and my tits hard and he replaces the clamps and tells me to run water for sisters bath to bath her and make sure she is clean I do this and then he tells me to massage her and make her feel like a queen I do and she is ready for him again we go to the bedroom and he puts me in the cage and clamps my nipples to the bars and the two of them fuck as I watch in pain then I wake up. It is not worth being bitchy or crazy and I dont know where the sister stands but I hope it still stands. I hope that when he allows me to finish cleaning my slate that sister is there. I hope that if he reads this he will not allow that guy to punish me but if he does then my only response to him will be thank you Sir.

 What a great day. I love school . I am back with the instructor that I want to understudy with. I have had such a great day.

 I just seen a picture of two girls loving each other it turns me on so much. I really want a sister and the one that Master is speaking with is a good prospect and I think of it often. I wonder what her pussy looks and smells like. I wonder what his cock will look like in her. I just really want a sister to help me please Master and I am glad that she is pleasing him when he allows it. I wish he would call me to serve him but the clamps today where sweet and I am glad he thought of that, New beginings with him hope with her soon 

 I feel silly today first time in a while I have felt silly. Punishment is over. I am grateful for the punishment that Master gives even though I hate it.With momma being gone and that behind me it is time for me to get busy and get finished with school and get a place to call home. Only a couple months until I am on my way. When I spoke with Master Jeff this morning it was so good to hear his voice and when he made me clamp it felt better a reconnection that I needed only five minutes. But still I needed it. Looks like I may have to rape him to feel his cock but he will enjoy that take him in the car after dinner or something like that. My choice here and I have decided that I am finished with the bullshit games that keep going around. If people want to keep them stirred they will be the ones hurt not me I am not playing, so if you read this and you know me and you think that this is bs contact my Master and allow him to fill in your blanks, I dont even want to hear it. Yes there is still talk with a sister and one that he is talking to and playing with a little bit but if you are interested please contact me or him. Time to get ready for school. 

Well my punishment is almost over just a couple of more days and it is back to Master Jeff. Seperation from him is hard. I am not really happy tonight because tomorrow I bury my momma the hardest thing that I have ever done and Sir will not be with me he has to work. This is just life on lifes terms and I am not the only one who will have to do this alone and I have a phone and I know how to use it. I will be ok. Master Jeff has taught me alot with this punishment and that is I am not any different than anybody else and acting like a 2 year old is not going to work, I love you Master Jeff and I will text you later tomorrow

I just had a bad dream and can not go back to sleep. Wish my Master was speaking to me. I wish this was all behind me and Master and I where in our home with my sister who ever that might be. I spoke with a girl tonight why do females want to play games she might have been fun. Well I ended up ignoring her on im chat for wanting to get involved in our shit because she read my journals so guess I need to really keep them clean from here on out. I was writting about the crap going on with Master and she read them before I deleted them and now she wants to get involved in the he said she said shit. Oh well I am sure that we will find a slave that is not full of drama to play with. I love my Master Jeff and I am grateful for him. Wednesday will be a very hard day and I am glad that I am not doing this alone kind of him to take the day off to be with me at this time. Thank You Sir

This has been the hardest day of my life. I have felt gratitude and sadness all at the same time. My momma passed away today and this was not easy. I am in one of the worst punishments that I have ever had it hurts worse than any pain that I have felt. Seperation from my Master even today. I never meant him disrespect but that is what I did. I guess I was just hoping he would grab me and calm me down but that is not what he did. I will never show my ass like that again. I will never show him disrespect like that again. I am a slave and a slave does not do shit like what I did. I wanted to today though when he hung up on me. I wanted to go off but I did something different instead I talked it out in the car by myself I did not speed, I did not hit the car, I just talked. You know that pit in your stomach that tells you you need to just do something stupid for the first time I did not listen to it. I did not drive by the place he makes meetings and I was right down the road and not one time since that phone call have I called him back and believe me I have wanted to more than once just to hear his voice. Just to hear him say that I am ok. He has told me forever learn the lesson change the behavior. I have learned my lesson very well this time and I think that from now on I will use that two minute filter he told me that I have. He loves me and he cares for me. He does not want an example of him acting like a child and I wont. I am glad that this night is over with, and when I am done here I am going to go to bed and just lay there. Master Jeff thank you for this lesson thank you for your guidance and direction and this punishment it is worth gold to me to see this and now be changing it. It was very hard today to just drive and not blow up your phone then not to drive by the club but I did and I feel good for that. Thank you God for my Master.  

This is the worst punishment in the world seperation from my Master. Though I know that I deserve it it still does not make it any easier. I am longing for his voice his sweet voice. I am missing his touch. I grow insucre every hour this goes on. I wish I would have just kept my mnouth shut I dont need this now with all the shit going on in my life. I am off to the nursing home to see my mother. I hope this shit all of it ends soon

I have been a very poor example of a good slave for Master Jeff. It is time to get back to being me the me that he loves. WOW. I am not going to act out anymore. He is proud of me and I want to keep it that way. Let me rephrase this he was proud of me until last nigh when I acted like a stupid  cunt anything else will be defending and I am not going to do that. All I know is this All my emotions are messed up right now if I am supposed to be sad I stand strong and where I should shine I am week. I am stuffing the emotions of my mother when I am there and letting them go when I am close to my Master. This is a time for both of us that we should be really excited ready or close to getting our own home, still seeking a slave for him and this should make me feel really good and the truth is that it does. I am coming back to normal. I am going to pick a friend up at the club tonight then I am going to go get a nice salad to eat. I would like Master Jeff to go not to talk about the shit I am finished with that but to get me back in order. To talk about what is going on with my mother I have made some good progress with her. To talk about the other things in our life. I have three calls today and I did not respond to any of them I just hung up and I am not explaining any of them. I am not talking to Master Jeff about them it is not that important. If I dont say anything it will go away and I wont have to worry about anything. I love Master Jeff and I am very glad that he has not released me. I know that I am close and it scares the shit out of me. Time to stop being stupid        

What a dream. Knowing Master likes to play with different pussys drives me horny crazy. I dont like being disobedient to him ever. I had been naughty not really bad and Master had been really tightening my leash. I said something off the wall and that started it. Master directed me to get his bag and pull out the green clamps those clamps hurt and i begged him. He laid me on my back and he clamped my nipples and my clit. Then he mde me take off his belt and hand it to him. He stood me against the wall and told me to count.He told me if the hands come off the wall he starts over. He started spanking me with the belt. My hands came off at 5 and the next lash went across the legs 1 I screamed out. Thirty swats later and i was onthe floor the clamps being removed. I thought thank god until he made me grab the leather strap from the bag. His phone rang and i heard him tell the other person come on. Then he started on the pussy and tits. He tied my legs so they would stay open and i started the count. 15 on each tit and 20 on the clit, then he put the clamps back on me and stood me in the corner. A knock came at the door and it was a girl he had been fucking cute. He brought her in told her to strip and suck his cock she did s she was told for a few minutes, then he got up grabbed me by the hair and put me on the floor. He took off the clamps and told the girl to sit on my face and watch. He told me not to touch her pussy only enjoy the smell then he tied my legs and he spanked me again. Then he relaced the clamps everytime the clamps hurt worse. He put me back in the corner and the girl went back to his cock. Then he got up walked to me and spanked me standing in the corner and went backto his toy this time fucking her. After a while he got me again and removed the clamps and sat the girl on my face. I wanted her pussy so bad bcause it smlt like my Master. Again the clamps ent back on and i went back to he corner. This time hefucked her ass and came. He ook me from the corner put m on my hand nd knees and allowed me to eat his cum from her ass he put a vibrator on my clit an just made me cum and not stop.

I guess i should write. Even through fear i still dream. I was not a good girl this weekend. It was very hrd for me. So here was my dream. It was on a weekend and Sir was oing a gig of course like a good girl i was there to support. I was feeling inscure so i started acting up. I knew better than to be cocky, so instead I started pulling out my limits and using the no word to him. He hates that word and I stopped making eye contact. There was a girl there that Sir had been fuckng and i had just found out so i figured if she was coming to the family it was time for me to break her in after all he was using her and i was his alpha so she needed to know her spot now. For sure if i used my limits that would work i thought and that night i ran with them. I did not even make it through the set up before he met me in the bathroom and put clamps on my nipples. From there he took me to my knees and told me next time it would be the strap on my pussy and ass the clamp on my clit and a nice corner. I just looked at him trying to be strong and show no pain. Yes Sir I said. It w no lon when this girl started to show what she thought was her position and sir feel into it and soon i found myself strapped and inthe corner in public view. At the end of the night after the stage was cleaned master instructed me to go home and they hjm ndh girl would be there soon. He instructed me to strip and stand in the corner until they arrived. I did as I was told.Soon they got home and he old the girl to get his bag he then pulled the clamps offmy nipples and with a cane hespanked my sore tits until they where blue.The girl was in shock and sir directed her to his cock. I laid there crying as the girl sucked his cock then he yanked the clamp from my clit. Then he spanked my ass and pussy raw. When he was finished he fucked the girl until she passed out then finished off with me. The next day the girl was instructed of her place my slate clean.

Today has been a great day. I spent the day with Master Jeff and we had a good time together.I have a lot on my plate right now and it gets really heavy today it is not so hard to bare. I feel like I am coming down with something so tonight it is early to bed yeppie       

Perfection no obeient yes willing to do what Master says always.

Last nights dream.  I woke early for a day off and went and sat outside, i knew it would be a while before Master called me to the bed for we where up all night with the new slave he brought in. She is cute our age and very much a toy for Masters use. She obeyed him well when he told her to lick my pussy while he fucked her ass hard he enjoyed whipping us both for hours and enjoying our use then setting the house rules to follow . Letting us both know that we where never allowed to touch each other without his permission and if we did punishment would be very harsh. As i sat outside with the puppies i felt my new sister hand me a cup of coffee we sat and talked about last night and her phone went off. It was Master Jeff and he was calling her to his bed. I so wanted to go to hear to watch I just sat waiting for him to call me my pussy twitching and dripping want to please him. After a few minutes sister again came and joined me. This time she had his toy bag i sat and i waited knowing he was on his way. When he showed up he reached in his bag and pulled out three clamps and ordered me to stand infront of him doing as he said he put clamps on both nipples and on the pussy and he told me for the day it stayed closed and he would release tonight then he took me to a tree and tied me there and he used a tree branch to whip me all the while my new sister was laughing and clapping her hands begging him to whip me harder then there he ordered her to her knees and she sucked him very well then he ordered her to the house and fucked her ass. when he was finished using her he came and got me then allowed me to clean her up with my mouth tasting his wonderful cum mixed with hers. He kept me restrained with my pussy and ass avaiable  for use and allowed the dogs in they came right over to me and licked me sore pussy that Master had spanked to his pleasure.He used my new sister all day for his pleasure spanking me and whipping me to his pleasure only allowing me to be free to suck his cock and lick her pussy and ass after each use. Sir removd the clamps off my pussy for the dogs use and when they where finished using me he had sister put the clamps back on my pussy . He said that for a week this is the way I was going to be used that sister was getting him for a week for break in that i would be allowed to be free for her bath and his enjoyment only and that i would be whipped for his enjoyment and bound until the week was up.            

What a wonderful difference a day makes. As we seek to add to our home the leash tightens around me. My dreams become longer and more intense. So just my thoughts right now.

It is very real and important to me to remember that as the alpha slave of our home that Master Jeff be serviced to his pleasure as his will sees fit. The slave that he choose will be taught to shave right and to clean herself right and what an honor to be the one to make sure it is correct.

I look forward to being allowed to bath a beta slave and shave her pussy for his service to makes sure that pussy is smooth for his glorious cock.To make sure her ass is clean and nothing will come out on his cock.

I know that there will be times when Master Jeff will want to watch me massage them and this will be a pleasure to rub them in ways that is pleasing to him. I know that there will be times when Master Jeff will want us to play to amuse him and when allowed it will be an honor to passionately kiss my sisters lips and caresse her soft breast to gently nibble her nipples and to eat her sweet pussy until he allows us to cum if he does. Then there will be times where he will want some real play where we will both be spanked before we really get into fucking each other. He may have her piss in my mouth or have me piss in hers she may be on the rag and he wants me to eat her or the same with me. It will be an honor to be used in this way for Masters pleasure.

I also know that there will be times when Master Jeff just wants to use his beta alone and i will be sent to our room to only listen and dream not be allowed to play with his pussy just wait for him to come in and allow me to suck his cock that taste like her pussy and ass or be called out to clean her with my mouth this will be an honor to please my Master in this way.

Also in our home there will be animals. That to will need serviced for in Masters home all his property has a spot and a place and it is a slaves responsibility to make sure that all there needs are met. I am starting training on the kittys soon and precious will use me well poor little thing she gets so uncomfortable when she is ready to fuck. Then when the puppies show up they to will be trained to use me. I will serve them well. I will make sure they are well cleaned my mouth will be used well they will know the feel of my tounge on there cocks and ass before they are even old enough to get hard. They will always be allowed to explore my mouth with there tounges and i will offer my mouth to them at Masters will. They will know the taste of my pussy and i will not be allowed to pull away from there use of me they will use me the way Master allows them to. They will be allowed to suck and lick my tits and pussy and if they bite me while enoying there toy i know that i will only be allowed to say ouch good boys. When they are ready to fuck they will never go without pussy or ass and will know already that I am fo there use. I will feel there knott in my pussy and in my ass and i will know the taste of there cum. Though i will get pleasure from this i will never  allowed to refuse them as it is a slaves responsibility to care for Masters properitys needs. When the new slave enters the home she will be taught to help with these needs as well.   

There will be many times where my sister  will give me her piss and i give her mine and there will be times when she is on her period that my mouth will still service her bloody pussy. There will be times when my sister does not clean right and there will be scatt on Masters cock and he will order me to clean his cock with my mouth then clean her ass with my tounge all for his glorious pleasure will i fall to my knees and say thank you Master and enjoy it as it is pleasing to him.

There will be times in our home when i am to be punished and my sister may or may not be allowed to watch but if she is the pleasure of his wonderful cock will be hers as that right will be taken during punishment and i will be whipped from head to toe front and back to his will and pleasure. In our home all that is done is for Masters will and his pleasure no matter what we think or feel and i will lead the way as his alpha setting the example for my sister expecting punishment for disobedience and defiance to be harsh and humiliating to his pleasure. For this how a slave learns and sets the ways                     

I know that there would be dreams last night. Visions of sugar plums for sure in my head last night. I am such a blessed slave and it will be nice to have a sister to play with to please my Master with.  Last nights dream could become a reality soon. 

Ok the dream. Master had been at work all day and me and my sister where off so we stayed home and caught up on somemuh needed house work and things of course the rule at the house is naked at all times. Sister wanted her pussy ate and I kept telling her no. We where agurning when Master Jeff got home and he was pissed I told him what was going on and then we both where in for it. He made me take her to the bathroom and give her a bath but I was not allowed to give her an enama nor was I allowed one I bathed and shaved her only touching her pussy to make sure it was soft. Then I took her to Master for inspection. At this point I was only in trouble for arugging with sister but that is not the right way to be for an alpha slave so I got 30 minutes in the corner. While I was in the corner Master spanked my sister and made her suck his cock loud so that i could hear it. Then I heard him say. Your ass had best be clean or your sister will be tasting shit tonight now go get in the corner. Then he called for me he spanked me making me count and beg for another until he got to 25 with each beg i had to ask them to be harder then he stuck his cock in my ass and rode me hard. Then he called to my sister sir put me on the floor in front of her told her to eat my pussy and he fucked her already sore ass she ate my pussy as she screamed and moaned from Masters huge cock being in her tight ass after he came in her ass he instructed me to come clean his cock with my mouth and i did and she was dirty but not bad. Then he made me clean her with my tounge and he said. Jamie you have been a good girl but tonight i want tight young pussy before bed and it is time sister sees you with the dogs, both sir i asked yes both of them they where 8 months old and loved when i was naked on the floor. He let them in and they ran to Master for praise and Master said good boys your treat is on the floor and they knew that they could take me. They came over and started kissing me in the mouth and as a good girl i opened my mouth and there tounge explored my mouth Sister was dripping wet i could hear Master laugh as there tounges where exploring my mouth n of them laid me down and he then moutned my face with his cock in my mouth the other went to my pussy and started to lick it Master said you are not to cum the dogs are going to enjoy you for  a while and i heard sister sucking masters cock he told her good girl that is right suck that cock. I wanted to cum so bad with the dogs on me but i knew better and every once in a while the one eating my pussy would bite me then the dogs where ready to mount so the one on my mounted first in my pussy for  a long time hefucked me me and sister graoning at the same time and sister and master enjoying the show then when one was done the other took my ass master was fucking sisters pussy hard as the dog knotted me in the ass permissiom was granted  to cum when master and dogs where finished sister and i where allowed to enjoy each other in play until master was ready to put both slave to bed sister in her room and my place next to him in our bed           

Talked to a young slave tonight and it was nice to talk to a slave who wants to please Master Jeff as I do and to please me the way Master Jeff likes. I see she will be eating my pussy while Master Jeff fucks her ass. I like that. I know she went to bed very wet and i would almost bet she does play with her pussy lol for me well i think i know better but i want to though our conversation was real close to r rated i know I know what she is thinking wow it could be fun    

It is amazing to me how just one word from Master Jeff can start the thoughts rolling. He has me very excited about having a sister to play with and watching her please my Master and joining me while I am pleasing him. The thought today was on Sister doggie and Master with a camcorder and a really cool twisted mind. I know that we are going to train two big male dogs and another slave and this will be fun. For Master Jeff to spank me while my sister counts and sucks his cock. She can suck his cock while he is whipping my pussy to his enjoyment. She can count and beg him to spank me harder. Then when he is finished spanking my pussy ass and tits and thighs he wil untie me and put me on the floor and let the puppies in we all know how puppies are and if they lick me in the mouth i will offer to them as i am told to do for pleasing all in our home is what i am to do that pleases Master Jeff. Then if I am allowed i will lick my sisters ass and pussy while Master fucks her if he allows i will lick his ass and balls while they hit her tight little ass or pussy depending on where he is fucking her. Then when he cums in and on her pussy and ass if he allows i will clean her good with my mouth while the whole time the puppies are eating my pussy and mounting if the puppies want to mount my face of course they are allowed i have already been told they will not be denied there desires either. I am so excited as i know the puppies are in the process of being ready and that we are in the process of being ready and a slave will come to us ne who wants to please my Master as i do and one that will enjoy the benefits of being pampered and spoiled and used for what she is . I look forward to watching Master use another girl for his pleasure and then watching us use each other for his pleasure i can not wait for both of us to get our ass beat because that is what master desires      

 What a wondeful morning met with Master Jeff for a session of discipline and fun. Master Jeff allowed me to rub his feet and when he was done he ordered me to strip and he set up the video camera and then he tied me to the table with my pussy exposed to him then he gagged and blindfolded me. Then he used me he strapped my pussy and it is a little sore today he waxed the hair off my pussy he spanked me some more then he put clamps on my nipples and clit ouch then he stuck the dildo in my pussy and kept there it was hard not to cum but I didnt not until he fucked me with his huge cock and gave me permission did I cum. I am waiting for that little precious to be ready i am looking forward to that training and she will train well she is one horny little lady and she tries hard to fuck a teddy bear to get off i know she will enjoy using my tounge. You slave who read my journal stay posted for stories of it it will be hot what a day    

Ok I have to tell my dream. It has been a long three weeks.

  I had been cocky and Sir was just totally fed up with me and my joking. I had not been punished in a while and Sir is always polite about my punishment if he can correct with a look he does, well on this day it just made me worse. He was training a new slave and she was with us and we where at this place that we go to for a meeting and he was fed up. He looked at me and told me to go into the little room and strip. I just looked at him the place was packed and I did not want to go. He started counting and he got to three and this made him even angeryer so he told the new slave to escort me to the room and to strip me and stand me in a corner and he would be in directly. I followed as she pulled me by the arm I stripped and was put in the corner. The new girl watched wondering what was next. Sir walked in and he told the other girl to remove his belt and bring me to him she did as she was told and Sir bent me over the table he told me to count and not to make to much noise as there where plenty of people outside listening. He blistered my ass I was crying hard then he spanked my pussy when he was done I was told to dress and watched as he was feeling the new slave and telling her when we got home I was going on my knees and watching as he fucked her and enjoyed her. When we got home he stripped me and put me on my knees where I could see his cock go in and out of her tight pussy when he was finished he tied me to the table and turned on the camera he waxed my already sore pussy and spanked me some more then he told me to go get the dogs both of them I did as i was told. Then he put me on my knees on the floor and the dogs ate my pussy and stuck there cocks in my mouth then they took turns mounting me while sir fucked the new slave again this time up her ass. When he was finished with her he put her on her knees and when the dogs where finished with me he told me to clean up the new slave to eat her nice and slow and make sure that her ass was good and clean from his cock. When he was pleased with what I had done and how Ihad cleaned her he stuck a vibrator to my clit and secured it there with a chasity belt and I was told not to cum for hours i rode the vibrator then he too off the belt and he spanked me again I was black and blue he put the vibrator back on me and took me and the slave to dinner. I had to set on a sore ass and pussy not cum and not be oveious that i wanted to cum and if I did cum then I would watch again that night while he again used the new slave. 

 I guess I came because I woke up wet. It has been a long time since I have done that hope I did not cum last night       

 Hello you slaves out there I have the most wonderful Master in this world. I have not seen much of him lately and i miss him but he spent time with me on the phone and that made me feel better. You know I see a lot of girls seeking and i send a lot of emails as we seek to add to our home and for what seems like months they keep looking and find nothing. We offer love and tenderness to the right slave all master asks is obedience is all. I so want to watch him play and enjoy another girl. His pleasure is all I seek. I was a little bratty earlier and Master is good he knows just what to do to bring me around he knows that the past few weeks esp this weekend has been super hard for me and he is so patient. It is my bed time and I realy dont want sleep deprivation punishment tonight so good nigh and sleep well. Master Jeff Sir I will see you in my dreams   

Decided it was not a good idea to let Master Jeff see how I feel it does not matter anyway I am not going to get into trouble for how i feel so now i am going to go for a little ride to clear my head 

It is my bed time. Hope I can sleep tonight. We will see. I keep waiting for the phone to ring thank God though it has not. Master Jeff is off tomorrow and maybe just maybe if I keep being good I will get to see him that is my hope. It seems like forever since I have laid my eyes on him or he has laid his paddle on me. Oh well that is it for tonight good night  

I am not real happy tonight and that is ok. I am tired and i miss my Master. Master Jeff this is to you.

I love the way you look at with pleasure in your eyes. It lets me know your proud of me and keeps me straight in line. 

I love it when you say good girl the words they mean so much because it is by pleasing you i get to feel your touch.

Pleasing you is the most important thing in this world that i do seeing your smile hearing your voice and feeling your touch is what i crave more than life its self. 

I am missing you oh so very much right now sir i long for you daily and nightly my dreams are filled with you. I hope that my place at your feet is warm and waiting for me for I desire to be there so bad. This year is almost over and i am so glad because every second away from you is a bad dream i dont ever want to come true. I love you so much

Your slave 

Oh so tell me what is a slave to do. My Master owns every part of me it belongs to him. He has taken all rights away from me when it cums to his property he will not allow me to play or cum and because of my big mouth i am not allowed to shave and he is going to wax. So now the pussy is hairy and it itches yeck the pussy is horny and start to feel the want and need to cum and the slave is stuck because obedience is so much sweeter than out right defiance. Will somebody please tell me what to do. I can not try to manipulate this will only make it all worse and i dont dare disobey him. Begging does not work neither does negotation so looks like i am stuck and for a while this sucks  

I have the most wonderful Master in the world. How amazing that all i have to do is read his words and i am at a more peaceful state, i am so looking forward to the day when the night has come and we get into his bed together what a wonderful day that will be, Girls we do so seek to add to our home and you would be a very lucky slave to be allowed to serve Master Jeff. He is kind and caring the kind of Master a girl would want to serve and be loved by. Now that he has spoken to me I can go to sleep he is just what i need always, He is sick right now and all i want is for him to get well so that when we see each other he feels good, He is getting a shirt all smelling like him for me to be in so that i can smell him when he is not here his touch his smell the warmth of his breath i so crave, Good night Master i love you        

MASTERS slave is horny the pussy is hairy and the thought is MASTER hot waxing it on camera spanking the ass and pussy and then fucking his slave not allowing me to cum. This will be a while but damn how bad i am ready

I am in such a place tonight  i dont really know how i feel. i miss Master Jeff so much it is not funny. i just saw him this weekend but we did not have alone time. i need alone time with him bad and i know he needs with me as well. He was sick this weekend and when he is not feeling good he likes to just kick back and be quiet even on line and that sucks but i understand. i know that he is ready to have his cock sucked and he is ready to feel his pussy and ass with his huge cock and this slave is ready for that as well. The next few months are going to be hard but we will endure them and make it through. i ware his mark with pride and i know what it means. i will be honest i need to feel his bite and if i am lucky soon i will. i am so ready for my training to start and be stepped up the training has started i am just ready for it to be stepped up and i know that it will be once we get me through my moms cancer and through school. I am almost there it wont be long, i just love him and miss him so. 

jburkards slave 

I had the best dream last night well not the best but it was good well great. I owe Master Jeff some real punishment and i know it is on the way. He has not played in a while but he is ready to so here is my dream.

I was off the day with Master Jeff and it was time for my punishment that he had been keeping track of. He told me to get on all four in front of him with my ass to him and with his hand he started spanking me, he told me all i was to say is the number and thank you. Anything else 5 more swats would be added at the end of the spanking for each time i did not boey. He spanked me hard with his hand and and i counted 25 swats. Then he took and he tied me to the table and he used a wooden dowel as a spreader, then he put hot wax on my pussy and he ripped it off not fast but taking his time to make sure that i felt every hair. When he was finished he spanked my pussy with the belt and all i could do was cry and count. He got the pussy good and blue and he did not stop until he was pleased. When he was finished he turned me over and he busted my ass until her was pleased black and blue marks all over. Then he made me get on the floor and take care of the animals. While I was eating one of the cats a knock came to the door. It was a girl she was coming to releive Masters cock as I had not earned that and i watched as he fucked this young pretty girl. Soon after he started fucking the girl the dogs came and knotted me. I woke up wow what a dream   

My Master is sick today and i hope that tomorrow he feels better. I miss him so bad and so long to be in his arms. Well i am kind of introuble he told me i had to write a book called the basic text for getting in my head and i think he thinks that i am taking it passively but i am not i started writting it today. One thing that i am is obedient and if he says it then it will be done. I told him i was going on a shave strike and not shaving my pussy until we see each other again and guess what he to the right to shave away from me he said he was going to enjoy hot waxing my pussy and pulling a half inch at a time ouch this after he puts the belt to my pussy. Then i was joking with him and disrespected him so now my ass is going to match the pussy. When he gets the day off to play i am going to be in such trouble wow. Then I slept late today but i think that he understood that. I could be wrong but i wish i had not done that. Tonight i am going to bed at bed time and getting up when i am supposed to and it will all be good because i am doing as he has instructed me to do. 

I have the most wonderful Master in this world. Last night was a great night now dont get me wrong here i am craving his cock and it may be a few days before i feel it but last night was wonderful. He came to see me get my 2 year chip then we went to dinner. He is great. i am looking forward to the day when we will never be a part Master Jeff I love you

It has been a long night and i am very sleepy as i should be it is 5 in the morning and this slave is writting this and closing her eyes for the 2 hours extra Master Jeff gave her to sleep. i have been up all night and when i tell him it will be my ass that is in trouble. i was not a very good girl last night i got side ways with Master Jeff he is so kind and patient with me right now. He knows that my plate is full and right now his slave needs him more than ever and he is in a position that he can only see me on a limited basis. He is working 70 hours a week and with me in school this puts limits on our time. i have always hated thanksgiving but this one has to be the worst of all and yet the best of all at the same time. See i found early in the month that my mom has cancer and we found out wednesday that it really is not good. So this may be her last thanksgiving with me and she will be sick at christmas as she starts treatment bless her little heart she said yesterday as we where getting ready for lunch "i dont think i will put up a tree this year. Just a few little decorations. " When i called to let them know that i made it home from the trip there she told me she had fallen twice and she was slurring her words and she could hardly talk. They started her on morphine on wednesday. I was supposed to see Master Jeff this morning for some time with him and something came up now we get a quick breakfast in the morning well when he wakes up and he will be with me tonight to pick up my two year madallion I am so glad that he will be there for that. I am happy that i get to see him for breakfast but i so need Master slave time. I need to feel my place see my place set at his feet. i want to feel his bite his touch his cock. I need to know that his will for me and his need for his slave is being met. I need him to know that pleasing him is all i crave and i desire. i never ment to go off side ways on him and there is no excuse for it that was poor behavior on this slaves part and i am so sorry for that. i will be so glad when these next few months are over with but much more the next 7 weeks they will be the hardest 7 weeks for this slave ever and every second i get with my Master will a cherished blessed gift. God hurry and get this crap over successfully though please. It will be worth it all in the end when i take my place at his feet for the rest of my life god speed. Master Jeff Sir please forgive me for my poor behavior last night.        

There is no need to be a brat and Master does not like that so i will just be a good girl. This whole fucking two days has been bad and i just need relief and i will be better. i so miss my Master and want to be in his arms life is lonely without him. I deleted my last journal entry no need to stir shit up and really get in trouble 

I am blessed i got to speak with my Master this morning but missed his call this afternoon. i leave tomorrow for my moms house well my aunts that is where my mom is this is going to be a hard visit with her and not a very happy thanksgiving. I am blessed to have her and I pray that this is not our last thanksgiving together. But I am strong and Master Jeffs thoughts will keep me safe and warm no matter what. I am a very blessed slave to have him in my life, I so hope that i get to see him friday and after my night friday night i will post for all how the day with my Master went. I love him so much. Good night sweet Master 

Blue because his eyes are blue. i stared at His picture most of the night longing for his touch just once more. I know this wont last for ever but it sucks so bad. I love my Master and I know that this is just as hard for him as it is for me. I hope that he sleeps well and that all is good in his life tonight and in his dreams. Life is hard for this slave right now but she is strong and she will make it. The thoughts of her Master keep her strong I know what my Master wants and whe he expects and that is what he will have. Good night Sir i will see You in my dreams   

New journal entry before school. Last night when i went to take my shower i was tired and coky and i decided to go on a shave strike and not take care of Masters jewels until we where going to see each other again and I told him so then i said i wonder how long the hair can get. He said that duct tape would take care of that problem and wow he was not kidding i was now i am not allowed to shave until he gives his permission his words you no longer have permission to shave i am not even allowed to trim the hair yuck yuck yuck and the thought of duct tape pulling out the hair oh my living god. Then i missed my 4:30 text this morning and he gave me a reprive on that but said do not allow that to happen again oh my living god. He has tightened my leash once more and wow. i love obedience training but there are just somethings like a hairy pussy and corner time that should be hard limits oh my god and the hairy pussy is most times me and my big whampping mouth. This could get hairy lol what a pun on words yeck Have a great day me and the hairy pussy are off to school.

I am feeling better there is alot going on in my life right now. My mom has cancer and this is hard. Master is a rock but he can not save me from this nor can he make it go away. He is working 70 hours a week and we are never going to see each other and that sucks. But it will all be good. He seen me today and allowed me to cum and that is the most wondrful thing in this world all i want is to please him and serve him and right now that is hard but you know what they say what does not kill us only makes us stronger I love you Master Jeff and yes sir I am squirming

Well I am thinking this is my last journal entry for awhile. I am going to pour my heart and sould into my job and school I feel as though my whole life has just stopped and became a really bad dream guess sometimes dreams really do come true and not just the good ones. So if you are interested in poly Master Jeff will be taking over from here on this site, You can contact him on his page he is jburkard64 I am not going to be on for a while. I can not deal with anymore bad news and I am going to hide. We seek to add to our homes and I hope to hear from you on im if he allows. When things simmer down for me I will be back on. See you guys soon

This is a very unhappy but understanding slave. Master Jeff has worked almost 40 hours in 3 days he went home and fell asleep in his easy and I so wanted to be there with him. He is so tired and sore and he needs his slave to rub his feet and legs. I feel right now like we wont ever get to see each other again. With me in school and him working this new job and me not being able to move until i am finished with school this sucks. I know that I am being selfish but i love serving him and i am terribly sad when i cant. So I know that i am in for a long night because when it goes this long without his touch i dont sleep. Thank God he has taken my cash as i can not go out and drive until i see him because i am out of gas in my car. He is smart. Though he did not mean to leave me this way I know. I will see him tomorrow and all the feelings will go away. This is the trait he says of a good slave to feel empty and void without her Master. Tomorrow is another day. I had a really bad dream earlier and there is no sleep for me. So all you on fb good night sleep in your Masters arms well. I am jealous of you all. Those of you who seek and are interested in poly please get in touch with me I have the best Master in the world even at midnight when i am alone. Coffee works well Good night

Good morning sleeping world. I had a dream last night but it was warm and sweet no kink and that is good some times. I am starting to understand the role of a slave more and more and it excites me. I know a good slave has no limits and some times i wonder what that means. I am sitting here thinking and this may get me in trouble. The more I serve Master Jeff the more I am excited about pleasing him and giving all my limits to him. I am strarting to see that my place in our home is service to all who resides in it to his pleasure. I am servent to all animals and I believe a good slave will treat them with the best that she has. I am willing to make sure that I go as far as Master chooses and if that is on my knees or just naked on the floor and a cock or pussy wants any part of me if Master says it is to be done. This pussy between my legs is no longer mine the ass belongs to him as well and if he chooses then the mouth is also a pussy for what ever he wants. He wants to add a slave to our home. What a lucky slave she will be. Though beta to me I will also tend to her as Master orders and expects if she is not experienced I will show her what he expects she will bath in fine salts she will be massaged and learn to massage the right way. Master will enjoy watching us play and i will enjoy putting his huge cock in her nice shaved sweet pussy. I love to squirm for Master Jeff and if he could see me now he would be pleased as I am thinking and I am very wet and horny. 

Master Jeff is the best Master in the world. I love him dearly. I miss him when i am not with him. i know that his new job is hard to get used to for him and it is for me to at least he is not gone for 28 days out of a month.  My sisters house is empty this weekend and i miss the noise it feels strange being by myself with all that is going on. I put myself on Masters new work routine so that he would not have to I hate being punished for not being on top of myself. I already owe for my behavior last week and i know that i will [ay for that when he is ready. I like my slate being clean. i told on myself for playing with his pussy the other day and i owe for that but when i am asleep sometimes it is to late. I know the chasity belt is on the way ugh. he has not played in a while and i know that to is on the way so i am ready. Next weekend he will have his camera and i will go on tape with a cat in heat and that is kind of exciting. I love him and will do anything to please him. I so want a sister for his pleasure she will be one lucky beta slave. Good night all sweet dreams until tomorrow

jamie Master Jeffs slave 

Master Jeff reads my journals and I am so happy that he does. I had a wild dream last night and I really wish I had a sister to share with and do these things with. In my dream I come home from a nice day at work. Sister has been busy doing her chorses and it is time for me to get things ready for Masters return home. Sister is younger than me she has a small tight pussy and ass and Master likes that a lot. I put her in a warm bath and get her cleaned and shaved the way Master likes his pussy sweet. Then I clean the tub and draw his bath hot hot with a touch of scent from the bath salt that I made for his back and legs and feet. I go and finish the days chores let the dogs out and clean them up. Master comes home and he is very very playful. He gets in the bath and calls for sister to join him and she slips next to him he pinches her nipples hard in the tub and ask her do you want to see your sister get whipped tonight and watch as both dogs use her? Oh Master yes I like that a lot. Then go get all the toys put them by my chair and tell sister to come here. I go to my Master and wash his back and he tells me of his plans it is because sister is getting trained tonight that I get used so good tonight she will feel the knot with me. I am insturcted to set up my table so that sister my be massaged and relaxed. I leave Master to finish drying and go and do as told. Master comes in and tells me to strip and put sister on the table I massage her making sure that I rub her pussy to get her wet. Then I let the dogs in. Master ties me to the table and puts the camera on and he start to whip my ass making it black and blue harder and harder with every swat then sister is told to suck his cock as he turn me over and starts on my pussy the dog are salavating for they know what is comming. Master unties me and tells me to get on my hands and knees and i do as he says and the dog start to sniff me and lick me one comes to my face and we kiss Master has said that i have to offer my tounge to the dogs as well. Then infront of him I watch as Sir fucks my sister and the two dogs take me one in my mouth and the other in my ass. The one in my mouth is told to move and sit and he does sister is told to lay on the floor next to mye and the dog in allowed to take little girl she cries for Master to make the dog stop and master spanks her. After the dogs cum sister and i clean each other up with our mouths feed Master and the three of us go to bed Master takes my ass and fucks me hard and then fucks sisters ass again and she is told to go to bed I am put in a strap with a vibrator on and told not to cum at all that if I do I will be tied and strapped some more. I then wake up.

Hope you enjoy this sir   

Hehe I got up at 4:30 in the morning this morning so I am going to be able to do this yay. I am ready to get things going on here. He gets his camcorder next weekend and I am really excited. I want to see my training and it will all be on tape cool. I want him to start stripping the rest of the limits that I think that I have that he wants to have with me oh boy I love my Master

My Master Jeff is the bestest in the world he makes me smile all the time. Now he is getting up like really early to leave for work at 430 in the morning and I am trying to learn his routine boy I hope i dont see corner time on this one. He is giving me the chance to train my self here so I am trying i have already been told looks like it is about time to re adjust your bed time so I know what this means and if I dont want the corner then it is time for me to start ugh here we go

WOW is all the slave can say. i am slowly becoming a no limit slave and it feels really good. i am a real slave and my purpose to serve my Master in what ever form he wants. His home is his castle as a slave i will never own anything. i have riciently had another limit taken from me what i thought was the last but i have a few more that i am sure he will take one day but the one he just took not many slaves would give up. The next time i see him i will be taking care of his little tards pussy. That sweet little pussy. I believe as a slave that it is my duity to take care of my Masters home and all that resides in it. i am now on a fast diet as starting a week from friday all my training will be on video. i dont know what all my training will consist of but i do know that there will be pain training as well as orgasim control .i am one excited slave wow  

Wow again the tard is honry and i will be allowed to please her. I hope Master alllows me to eat her pussy. It will be a new experience for me. I am have such thoughts such wants such a wet pussy. I hope while she is fucking my tounge that Master enjoys it and maybe he will strap my pussy and make me cry. I know when precious gets horny that i will  be allowed to fuck her little pussy with my tounge and she will like it she will respond well. It will be nice to please her with my mouth and again I hope that the spanking is hard on my ass.

Last night I was real bad and pissy with Master Jeff he yelled at me and it made me cry but he was right i had forgotten my place. i need to have my ass busted for it and stood in the corner and i am not sure that when he sees me again that will not happen. i want Master Jeff to keep training my pain level. He is getting a camcorder and i am ready for all my training sessions to be taped. i want people to see him spank me and use me as the girl slave he wants no matter how bad it hurts. i have to go i am wet and i am not allowed to touch his pussy without him being here so if i dont stop then i will be in deep shit. Open defiance is wores than the pissy attitude i had last night   

Wow wow I can not believe how I feel and the thoughts that are going through my head since Master Jeff has talked about stepping up my training and introducing me to doggie. He has started to increase my pain leavel and I like that alot. I am ready for more and it hurts but I want to begg for him because it makes it keep going on. I watched him spank another slave friday night it was great I watched him fuck her ass and I thought that was great. I should have asked him if I could eat her pussy and begged for it but I didnt. I bet it would have been good even thought the girl did not work out that is on her Master told her to call him the next day. Now I am going to be trained in and I am looking forward to it really. I hope he teaches me to swallow the cum. I want to suck the cock.

I wish that I could find a big boy about 6 months old I could keep him outside and Master could start my training now. I want to feel his tounge on my clit and on my ass. I want to lay naked on the floor in front of my Master while his doggie uses me to his desire. Wow I can not believe that I am feeling this way but it is great. I wonder though if this will be only once in a while or if he will have me serving at the doggies pleasure. Oh well I will not ask I will just wait ugh.     

This is a little different for me but I feel I need to write about it and I am glad I was told to. I am a very obedient slave as Master Jeff has trained me well. He has slowly pulled all my limits and I am very glad for that. A slaves purpose is to please her Master without question or fail. So I was asked to be honest and write how I feel about . It scares me. I know or should I say suppect that this might be a part of my life and to do such an act for Master Jeff well let me say it makes me squirm. There is just kind of a strange feeling to perform the best that I can for my Master sexually. I know that the only way he would have me do this is if he was to enjoy it and that always pleases me. The truth is this though his babies, his best friends why should they suffer, and if it is me that is to please them and that pleases Master than I should do it gratefully. I have taken time and thought about this. If Master Jeff had a dog and was trained to protect me when Sir was not there then what right would I have to deny his pleasure if that is what my Master desires. I read a story not to long ago when I started to get the feeling that would be part of my life and the slave was actually trained to obey the dog as well she called the dog sir and she knew when he wanted to fuck or suck or just enjoy her pussy and always the Master gave conscent. The dog was only denyed when the Master was not present to watch. I dont know what Master Jeff has in mind and I do know that there will come a day when I may be told to get on my hands and knees and let a dog do his thing and I will gladly do so for I am obedient and I will obey my Master  

Friday night was the best night of mt life I got my Masters mark I am permintely marked  owned and collard slave to Master Jeff Burkard.

IS THERE A GIRL OUT THERE THAT IS REAL THAT REALLY WANTS TO JOIN A POLY HOME ONE THAT WANTS A REAL LIFE NOT THE PLAY NO VANILLA FOR THIS IS OUR LIFE AND IF YOU ENTER OUR HOME YOU WILL NEED TO BE REAL. UNDERSTAND THAT TOTAL CONTROL IS TOTAL NOT JUST WHEN YOU ARE BEING USED IN THE HOUSE. A HIGHER STANDARD OF LIVING IS REQUIRED OF ALL NOT JUST ME. MASTER JEFF IS A REAL MASTER HE DID NOT GO TO A PLAY PARTY ONE DAY AND SAY WOW I AM A MASTER. HIS WORD IS LAW AND HE REQUIRES TOTAL OBEDIENCE. HE WILL NOT LEAVE YOU NAKED LAYING IN PAIN WELL MAYBE BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT. MAYBE IT WILL BE EASIER IF I TELL YOU A LITTLE BIT OF MY DAY. I GET UP AT 5:30 EVERY MORNING AND IF NOT IN HIS PRESSENCE HE GETS A TEXT THEN HE GETS ONE AT 6:00 THIS ASSURES THAT I AM AWAKE THEN HE  GETS A TEXT EVERY HOUR ON THE HOUR. I READ AND MEDITATE AND DO MY HOMEWORK IF THERE IS ANY LEFT THEN OFF TO SCHOOL. HE EXPECTS GOOD GRADES HE IS EASIER ON ME THAN I AM. I STRIVE FOR ALL As AND I AM DOING WELL WITH THAT. TEXT EVERY HOUR WHEN I AM NOT IN SCHOOL AND COMMUNICATION ALL DAY. THEN I AM AT HIS FEET AT HOME. I LOVE TO RUB ON HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL GOOD I LOVE TO COOK FOR HIM. WHEN WE HAVE SEX WHICH IS DAILY ALMOST IT IS FOR HIS PLEASURE BUT THE WHOLE DAY IS FOR HIS PLEASURE. HE ENJOYS MY THOUGHTS. HE LIKES THAT I AM PLAYFUL AND HE WILL LET ME KNOW WITH A LOOK WHEN I AM OUT OF ORDER. HE WILL DISCIPLINE ME IN PUBLIC IF IT IS NEEDED HE HAS TWICE ONCE AT WALMART INSIDE THE STORE I GOT SPANKED FOR GRABBING SOMETHING OUT OF HIS HANDS AND ONCE IN THE PARKING LOT WHERE HE WORKED. IF IT IS NEEDED I WILL GET PUNISHED WHERE EVER WE ARE AND THIS IS NOT PLAY IT IS FOR LACK OF RESPECT AND DISOBEDIENCE. SO IN TWO YEARS THAT IS NOT TO BAD. I HAVE HAD CORNER TIME FOR MY WAKE UPS NOT BEING ON TIME. YES I AM MICRO MANAGED NO I DO NOT NEED PERMISSION TO USE THE BATHROOM HOWEVER WHEN I AM AT HIS FEET I WILL LET HIM KNOW WHAT I AM DOING. I DO NEED PERMISSION FOR EXTRA COFFEE AND SODA. BECAUSE I WILL DRINK COFFEE UNTIL IT MAKES ME SICK I AM ALLOWED 2 CUPS A DAY. I AM NOT GOING ANY FARTHER THIS IS JUST TO LET YOU KNOW A BIT HOW WE LIVE, EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT I AM A SLAVE AND HE IS MY MASTER IT IS AS COMMON FOR US AS ANY TRADITIONAL RELATIONSHIP OR GAY RELATIONSHIP. WE ARE WHO AND WHAT WE ARE. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING YOU AND BEING REAL WE WOULD LOVE TO SPEAK WITH YOU 

Master Jeffs birthday is coming up I would sure love to give him a slave to play with for that night. He has plans for me to increase my pain level to please him. I will let you all know how it is working. I do know that the clamps he got for my tits clit and pussy lips will hurt they look mean and it is exciting me. He also got a strap that he has played with for a fast few minutes with my cloths on and wow it felt very warm it stang and I am looking forward to that as well how much fun

I so want to watch my Master Jeff enoy another slave. I want to watch him enjoy that sweet pussy and I hope that when it happens he will really allow me to watch. If not I will at least get to hear it. I want to be the one to get her ready for him for I know what pleases him. So if you are out there please please contact us

Today was a good day though Master Jeff was busy and I had to stay with my sister. I  had my final in Theory of Chinese Medicine today, I made an A. The best of all things Master Jeff gave me back his collar. I dont like being stripped of his collar but I deserved it. I earned it back with total obedience. I am so thankful to him for all he does for me and all the lessons that he teaches me. Master Jeff I love you and I will dream of you tonight as I do all nights. I know that there is a sister out there for me and I will be happy when she shows up. Good night Sir     

It has been a great day and I have got a lot done. The car is taken care of. Master Jeff says if it is in the budget this week he will put his mark on me a beautiful blue rose with his name. I am so excited. I have a test tomorrow my final in the theory of chinese medicine and I am excited about it. I am going to do good. My car problems has caused me to miss three days of school and I hate that. I miss Master Jeff and when we are apart my heart aches for him my fire burns for him. I will be glad when all this is over and I take my place with him tomorrow. It feels good to write and put feelings down. So until tomorrow. Love you Master Jeff and Miss you

It was a really good day though Master and I where not together I had to kid sit for my sister and that is always fun ugh. Toddler twins 2 and a 12 and 13 year old. I had this person answer a request and I got excited for I thought a real sister finally and it turned out to be a Dominate and this person thought that I would disobey my Master right not in this life time. I have earned my place. You know my thought on this is simple I am not seeking a Master I love my Master and I live to please him and be at his feet so why why do you Dominates think that it is alright to contact me to push me. You want a slave yourself that is true and obedient then why fuck with me.  I will never forsake Master Jeff he is the best Master that there is. No games strict firm and very fair. Sorry I cried today when you told me no Sir I know that it was my fault and I was sick not feeling good at all. Thank you for your love and patients.

 A very Happy Slave Sweetgirl

Thank You Master Jeff for allowing me to journal here. I had such a wonderful day with you yesterday. My place at your feet feels so wonderful. I had a skip in my step yesterday as I took my place at his feet massaged them and made them feel new. I massaged them for a good long while then he had me suck his cock I love sucking my Masters huge cock and I am getting good at it. Like all things sucking his cock takes practice and training because his cock is huge and thick. So to deep throat his cock is not easy but a lot of fun. I am learning to use my tounge well to get that cock deep in my throat. Then I sat on his huge cock and stuck it in his wet dripping pussy wow that was great he put me on the floor and fucked me for a while then the bite oh how I love that bite right on the right shoulder blade wow I still feel it now. That makes me smile then his huge cock went into my tight ass and wowo that was great. He fuckes so great makes me feel so good. When we where finished I got a huge treat. He allowed me to do a full back massage not just oh let me rub your back he allowed me to practice and do a deep tissue. I was so afaraid of hurting him he laughed at me told me I cant hurt him and I did a good job. Pleasing my Master is the best gift in the world. Ladies and TGs if you read this and you want a wonderful Master check us out I so want a  girl to set beside me as my sister and please my Master with me.

What is it with so called Doms, let alone those that hope someday to call themsleves Master, I am owned, respect that or I will do all in my power to get all of the info I can from you and then you can discuss your disrespect with my Sir. Unfortunately after 7 yrs in the joint he takes respect very serious, so it may not go the way you think it should. Are you wanna bes truely that stupid, I respect and honor my collar, I will never disrespect my Sir for one of you lowlifes that has no respect for a real Man.

So don't be surprised when you have been stupid enough to give me your info and Master is sitting on your car hood one day with several bikes parked in front of the house. Damn, stupid people

Hello i just need to write. i have the most wonderful Master and i am so blessed to be his slave. As we seek another slave for our family i find myself more and more in the desire to please him in everything that i do. The hardest thing i do is the most rewarding gift that i have and that is daily service to him. I am learning that i am a direct reflection on him and that every task that i do must be done as if he is right here watching my every move. So on those days when i want to bust out and yell or act like a brat i know better because it is those times that when i act right he is the proudest of me. It is easy to act right when he is infront of me and act as if do it when he is not watching that is not so easy. i am finding myself thinking how would Master Jeff want me to act in this situation and when i do my day is ok and better when he finds our how i have behaved he always does. i swear there are a million eyes on me all the time. i hope i dont get introuble for this as first i did not have permission and second well it is bed time just cant sleep. Well going to try now. Master Jeff i long for you

slave jamie