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About sweetestsub

Gift Horses and their mouths..

I'm sure a lot of you have heard the phrase 'Don't look a gift horse in the mouth'
Well, I've never really understood that phrase until now. And now I'm going to live up to it. Very recently I have been through a roller coaster ride on this site. I have met a few neat people and thought I connected with a couple of them in particular. The one that offered me tropical paradise.... ended up being a fluke... the couple that offered me friendship for life.... they are incredible.

So you see, from now on I will not look at a gift horses mouth. From this day forward I will take life as it is handed to me and know that when it's to good to be true... you can bet your multumillion dollar five star hotel... that it is...


Human beings are the most complex creatures. I find it rather mind boggling how the human mind works. How it can vary so much from person to person. How one person see's past the book cover into the person and yet others only want that dust jacket. I think the most infuriating thing is that perfectly wonderful people.... very nice... very good people can be programmed to want only the outside. There's really nothing wrong with that I suppose.... I guess I was just always brought up to think that was shallow... but who knows... maybe it's my thinking thats wrong... We all have our likes and dislikes... Each and every one of us are entitled to our opinions. Live and learn so the saying goes... live and learn...

and oh yeah....

If your mind keeps saying 'to good to be true' over and over.... it's trying to tell you something.... you should listen to it...
Fear.... that necessary evil to move from darkness to the light... when one has become so use to the dark.... it's frightening to take steps toward the light... and then one must take small steps.... some steps forward... some steps in retreat.... the eyes always drawn back to the light...like a moth to the flickering flame... dancing toward it's death...
And as it always and forever will be... that bright spark of hope... dancing and sings in it's gallant brightness... until the heated embers begin to slowly dim... taking with it... a final curtain call... a last bow... blowing a kiss to the night wind... and fades away...

Even when the darkness surronds... there can be a moment when a ray of light... the beam of hope sneaks in and snags your attention. For a moment... an hour... a day... you begin to believe once more... and for that time... you live only in the moment....only in the moment....

Lonliness is far worse then being alone. Lonliness when actually involved with another is even worse. How is it, that we can find ourselves looking back over our lives and wonder just when it got so bad.

I'm not sure my heart will ever beat for another. I clung to hope for far to long. I curse the day I was born with unending volumes of positive attidue and patience.
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