SweetDommeForLuv

:'( :"""( :"( :""(  wish i had someone to be here care ease my pain a little comfort hold me something. so hurting down used cheated on lied to hurt never good enough so much bad in life and hurt

i'm so sad alone down hurting

so sad heartbroken crying  so sick of asssholes liars users crumb givers    want need someone to be here care offer commitment real relationship romance

Sad frustrated

yet again . . .people on here such jerks to me. judge me unfairly which I don't to them,say very hurtful things and don't care at all. don't even give me a chance. crying hurting. wanting the opposite kind of company. I could really use it  :"(

Dear future sub,

   Skip the house work . . .just be here for me today. life is hard. looking for a sub . .not just a sub but a love is hard. I could use you here so much. Just to exist, give me hope you will come. that we will find each other. Comfort me in my pain and sadness, rejection from potential subs. Hold me. kiss me. shower me with love and show me all these subs are wrong and I am worthy. Yes, I know I am deep down. but it's hard and painful. taking risks and being rejected in certain ways hurts a lot. If people weren't rude and looking down on me after talking a while . . or just doing it in a kind honest polite way, non judgmental. Life is also very hard. sigh . . .just need you here. to rest in your arms. take my pain and fear and give me hope i will be with you soon.

Need someone to care . . . about me . .and give love 1st  and build that . . .not only care about sex  . . . so down and hurting and more bad just keeps coming in life . . .so need someone to be here 

I deserve better than I have been receiving from people online . .crumbs . .being ignored . . .thought of maybe once a week interested eh maybe? remember once in a while when desperate needing something maybe interested? use me . . .no, no, just absolutely NO! I deserve very interested! I am the dream, the love, the Queen the one to love and fall for to spoil to think of constantly, talk to lots; I am important! I know I desesrve this and won't accept the bs I've been getting. The barely human treatment little piece of crap . . .that is NOT me and NOT what I deserve! I won't accept anything less! I have so much to give and I deserve the same treatment! I deserve AMAZING treatement! I know you're out there and coming to treat me this way . . .

My person . . i know you are out there . .the one who WON'T do what hurtful people do now to me . . you won't EVER lie to me, brush me off unimportant, not give me your time, leave me waiting, use me, not care, feed me bullshit and not be honest. And you WON'T only care about sex. Yes you may be so very sexual and that will be huge for us BUT it is NOT all you care about. You will have a heart and brain (even if you aren't super crazy smart) you will care about my feelings and we will form a relationship before any form of sexuality or sexual compatibility is explored. I also won't feel the way with you that these current people are making me feel .  .i will be the opposite with you. With you I will feel and be good enough and more than! It will take a little time but I will be your world.

Just writing about how much I hate people here . . .If you are interested in me then know I seek someone to be a friend care listen let me vent daily . . if you don't want that don't message at all

SO many stupid lying fake flake heartless unworthy people on here . .  . hurting and wondering if any one on here is not like that . . .definitely doesn't seem so