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Female Switch, 40, Portand, Oregon
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Male Submissive, 54, Fernandina Beach, Florida
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About Sweetdesires4you
Well I just wanted to say Hi..and Thank Y/you to A/all who have emailed me to help. I wanted to let you know...Y/you have! I don't get on here much anymore I just kinda check in ..and email some responses back to the ones I feel mean what they say and say what they mean..if you get my drift...giggle....
I recently started my business back up, so it takes alot of my time. If you can't understand that in the real world I am who I am..and yet will always be submissive behind closed doors..then I"m sorry for this...but I have to make a living somehow, don't I? Besides..I"m submissive 24/7...giggle....
Ok then agreed!!...
I will still be coming on here as soon as I can..but please don't expect a quick response from me ...is all i'm saying...
I do hope Y/you all will keep emaiing me..and sending me messages..it HAASSS helped me in so many ways I can't even begin to explan to Y/you all....
Especailly about the one thing....the vanilla relationship......THANK YOU!
Well I guess I best be going...and I hope to hear from Y/you soon...
As I always say...Be Good..or Be Bad...just be Damn Good At it...giggle
Hugs and Kisses to All......
Sweetdesires4you....
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Well now that i got that out of the way..on to my other task..giggle...gosh i have so many...btw...HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL...phewww..man i seem to have endless tasks today...well..i went out last night for the first time in my life before 12am..how about that for news?..giggle..Anyone surprised by that??? Come on Y/you knowwww you wannna answer that one..i know you Doms do..but as some of Y/you already know..i love to sing, so i had to find a place where i could do the karaoke thing..dance or whatever...and i did...woo hooo....Now someone else who is very very close to me told me who is a natural Dom by nature and won't accept it...said that New Years Eve is like any other night...and Y/you know what?...He was right!!..man i should have listened..but all in all i had a nice time...yea yea...i had a date as friends even though this vanilla guy would love to have more he knows he can't handle me..lol..lol..go figure..huh?..it was a very vanilla date but hey i didn't pay so what the heck....and NO i didn't get any and neither did He....sooo...pllllll.. on you guys..giggle...i hope all of Y/you brought in the new year in right ...how ever it was...i hope it was special..and not just sleeping..but if it was...i hope Y/you had "special" erotic dreams..giggle...
OHHH btw...yess..to answer some emails ..i'm still looking...but being in very south New Jersey..down by the point..most of Y/you are too far away for me..but when i find Him..i'll know for sure...told you guys..i'm picky..but i'm not too picky. I'm just looking for someone close to age or no more than 48-50..i'm sorry..i know it's mean..but i just can't keep up with anything older than that..i'm being honest...im old fashioned but not to old fashioned...i have a very very young mind and love keeping it there...for example i love the electirc slide, the NEW version of the cha-cha dance..and anything where i can get my groove on .giggle...and i sing country music like Patty Loveless..and pop music like Marey Careyor Stevie Nicks....and .it just that I need a guy/Dom that i know for sure can GUIDE me..not control me...hell i can't control myself..how the hell can anyone else?..huh? like i've said many times..i only know of 2 men my whole life who can straighten this curly hair...and another one is surely working on it despite being turned down several times recently because he is vanilla..and wants to know about what i'm into...but i have many male friends and jealousy gets Y/you no where with me...how can it? i'm a submissive for God sake..giggle...but i do want to tell some Doms who emailed me..i'd love to chat...only Your profiles don't come up when Your hidden sorry..i've tried several times..but it's all good anyway..giggle..trust me ..in any case..things will be wonderful this coming year..i know it will...just have to figure out how to get the time to make it that way...until later...
Be careful..and be safe...and always..be good or be bad..just be damn good at it...(man this really is getting old huh?)..giggle..
take care...Hugs always...
sweetdesires... |
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Tonight is a weird night for me...I want and NEED to write on here to someone who means the whole world to me..He has always been a special person in my life and he needs to know something...
Now Doms please do not think that i am not thinking of You all as well i am still looking like i said a few days ago..but tonight i need to do this writing to a particular Dom/Switch..whatever He may choose...doesn't matter to me because He is my best friend in the whole world...i tell Him EVERYTHING..never lie to him...but lately my life has been soooo damn hectic i've made Him isolated and alone..something i would NEVER want to feel again in my own life much less His..
So this is to YOU LENNY...you've been my safe haven in many areas of my life..good or bad..you've always been the one i could turn to in time of need...whether mental or just a good ole spanking when i needed it or a real good orgasim...and i love you..i always will..and i just need to tell you this for some reason on here so You know i mean what i'm saying to You
i want the best for You always..i'm sorry for not being around like i should lately..but as You know..my life is weird right now..i dont know why..it just is..and for that i'm sorry for making You feel like i dont want you..or need You...because to be honest..and truthful...i will always need You..and always want You in my life..i dont want another 3-4 yrs to go by again..the time W/we spend together is one of the most precious things to me..more than anything of this world that is tangable....YEA..You saw it right...my love...giggle....re-read it again..giggle..
You've been my heart for a long time...just wanted to tell You..but wanted to tell you so everyone on here in cyber world too would know ...i love you my love...you're with me where ever i go..and whom ever i see...my thoughts are always on You my love...besides...who else has the most kinky side but You?..giggle...You always love me unconditionally..you love me as to who i am as a woman and a person ..and you bring out the best in me always...and hell...you know my secrets that i now have to die with..giggle...waittttt...i know yours too..giggle...i just have to think so unconventional it's not funny..huh?..lol..lol...i love you always and forever my love..
Hugs and kisses always....
Your dirty little slut/whore forever and ever...giggle...lol..
sweets..xoxoxo |
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Well here it is 3 days after Christmas..yeaaaa i know the celebrated pagen holiday to some of Y/you...in any case..i celebrate it with alot of enthusiam..that's me..i believe in alot of things...crazy. huh?..and yet here i am in a lifestyle i need so much considered taboo by the vanilla world...goooo figure...giggle..
In any case I hope E/everone is having a WONDERFUL holiday season...and if not..well think of it this way...things could be alot worse...
W/we sometimes forget just how wonderful it is to live in a Country that accepts A/anyone into it..huh?...good or bad..we have it rather good compared to some others...
Whether Y/ou have money or not...live in a mansion or hotel room...there is one common ground..we are human beings with feelings..just because W/we celebrate Christmas, Channaukh, Kwanza or Holiday Festivals..makes no difference...as i want to say to E/everyone....
MERRRY HAPPY CHRISAMAHANNAKWANSIA...meaning no matter what you celebrate..may it be a good one...make it special just for Y/you and Y/yours...
i'm keeping this short tonight...i'm sorry to all who have been emailing me...i haven't been around much..been working...lol...YESSSSS...on time i might add...lol...
To answer O/others...i simply want to say...i do not have a Dom per/say..as much as i would love to..when the time is right..then it will happen with a one on one r/t ...until then i simply stated there were 2 in my area...that doesn't mean they are both my Doms..nor does it mean they are not...
i'm not playing games but simply put ...if i email you then there must be a reason behind it...if i email you a 2nd or 3rd time..there must be something there for me...but i do simply want to apoligize to those i haven't written back to...to others...i am not into just chatting online..or emailing ...i seek a one on one r/t partner eventually...but i take things slow sometimes...call it what Y/you will...im cautious ..is all...
Well...until then....MERRRY Chrisamahannakwanza...and Happy New Year to ALL....
Hugs always...
Sweetdesires
*be good or be bad...just be damn good at it*...giggle... |
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Well blow me down..and spank me like the submissive i am...giggle..
There are 2 Doms in my area..wow..i'm simply amazed..i can't believe it..!!...yes i know i'm being sarcastic..but after what i wrote in this journal late last night half tipsey..and intoxicated..i was simply amazed by an email i recieved...Thank YOU...at least i know Y/you guys really do exist...giggle..
Tonight proved to be a wonderful day for me...as each day arises i wonder to myself...what will i learn today..( i always do) and .what will everyone else learn today...
My question still remains however....and i really would like to hear what some of Y/you think the definition of INSANITY is...
that isss the question btw....
W/we all have our fetishes in this life...or as i like to say...O/our Desires...so what is Y/yours? geeeeee...i guess i asked two tonight..huh?...giggle...
Oh yea before i forget...i need to set something straight here...i know on my profile i am an expert at alot of things...i'm submissive...i've done alot..over the years..and therefore LEARNED...( like, i'm not slave) it's just like any thing else in life....like when you first ride a bicycle....to the few who do ride them..are Y/you not an expert at knowing whether you're good at it..or not?...Well i believe this theory can be applied into everything (including vanilla life) within our daily lives...Call me wierd...it's ok...i'm use to it...just spank me..and i'll beg for more...just i'm not into pain much..so dont bruise me...geeeee is that an example of an expert?..giggle...
Till then...
Take care and alwayssss be good or be bad...just be damn good at it...
Hugs...
Sweetdesires
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Well Here it is 2:05 am ..
Giggle..i've been out and i suppose it wasn't wise..but what's a girl to do when no one is around to play with?..giggle..or to have has her own?
i know...i'm changing like the weather again...huh?...seee i told you ..lol...just when you think you know me...giggle...
in anycase i hate sitting home day in and day out...so that is why i went out ..even if it was for silly karaoke...i like it..it's part of who i am...giggle..
So many games to play,but there simply is not enough of me to go around..giggle...i'm tired of games although...teasing of course..to some of you who think i'm serious....
i'm from a town where this lifestlye is soo secret no one knows anything...amazing!!...So trying to find a true honest Dom is just ludichris..no sense in it..and to be honest...sometimes just being just plain vanilla can be just as fun..like a diet though..you can only do it for so long..before you give in..to tempation...
Seriously though...I love to sing...now i know i must get to work by 6:30 am but i somehow am just lonely...amazing huh?...Don't want to go to sleep...yet..have to..
To alot of Y/you who read this..Thank Y/you...Y/your getting to know me..to the rest...well good luck..giggle..Y/you might just want to find out who is getting to know me better all the time...
i sit here on this computer and type my little heart out...giggle..should i?..probably not..but you know ....being the submissive i am...i have to be the UN QUIET one...the different one..lol..ut sets me apart from the "norm"...
i'm just typing for the sense to type and say absolutely nothing...giggle...just to have something of nothing to say...LOL....now how crazy is that?
What is the defintion of INSANITY?...do any of you Doms out there know?...
Let me know...giggle
Until next time...giggle
when i'm sober to begin with..lol....
Take care....
Be good or be bad...just be damn good at it...
Sweetdesires
PS:.Who has the strength to straighten out this curly hair of mine.....so far only one...but he's gone away for a bit...wonder ..wonder wonder..giggle... |
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Ok...here we go again...
i'm really no good at this..but i think i need just be point blank on somethings...
i would like to say first...Thank Y/you for the emails...i'm over whelmed with them..which is a good thing...it's really nice to see and hear from sooo many of Y/you...
but i need to let Y/you all know..
i'm a submissive..not a slave...i will only be a slut to one...he would be the type not to mind me talking or flirting..or whatever i need to do in order for me to get to the mental place i need to get to...so that his DESIRE is O/ours...and explore the endless amount of joy W/we can as one...He would not be a jealous, or controlive Man..
Real time is just that..real...this is cyber space..i dont cyber...i may be good at ..i may suck (very well i might add)..at it..but i clearly stay away from it...
Another thing i stay away from is pics..please...the pics i have on here right now..is what " i " am comfortable with...sooo if Y/you're looking for more..please i beg of You..dont ask...they are special and will not be disclosed..only to "Him"..
i am a slut..yes i am..and a damn good one i might add...(hows that for brazen?)...i love a challenge..but i do not like being controlled unless i am tied up..at which point...i really dont have a choice now do i?...giggle..
i truely believe life is too short..and would rather enjoy my time on here rather than waste it being sarcasic...
Enjoy me..do not hurt me...i am a gift...not to be taken advantage of...and if my Dom was to truely care for me...he would not be happy in knowing i am not happy..because the task would be much harder for me to make my mind body and soul..His..now wouldn't it?...
Take Care..and be good..or be bad..just be damn good at it...giggle...
Sweetdeisres4you |
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